Dear Nobody,
There's no one who I can talk to now.
No one would understand.
I suppose I should just sit here and tell myself
That it's all my fault, over and over again.
Sometimes I don't think it is.
But other times…
I feel alone in this cold, harsh world.
Like no one's there to protect me as there once was.
Maybe I should go on like this.
No friends, no family, not anybody.
Perhaps I'll teach myself a lesson.
And you as well…
'I don't need anybody,' I keep telling myself.
'I'm my own person,' I say.
'I say what I do, not you," I remind myself everyday.
But I believe in Fate and to have faith.
Someday maybe it will take over.
I just don't know when…
P.s.
Please don't respond to this.
It will only make it worse.
-Kuls