Tina stood by the living room window anxiously waiting for Dave to pull in the driveway with the twins, she had gotten off the phone with him thirty minutes ago and he told her that he would there in twenty minutes needless to say she was starting to worry. Paul came up behind her and pressed a kiss to her cheek as if to let her know that they were fine. Tina leaned back against him and took a deep breath hoping that they were fine, just as she relaxed against him she saw Dave black expedition pull in the driveway. Tina practically ran for the front door and out to the vehicle, she opened the back door and looked down at her smiling son, with the smile on her face spreading she picked Xavier up out of his car seat and held him tight to her body pressing kisses to his forehead and cheeks. He had grown a foot since she saw him last, she swore to herself.
"I think you missed him more then he missed you." Dave smiled as he got out of the car and watched Tina with her son.
"I have gone completely out of my mind since they left." Tina looked up at Dave as Paul approached them. "Did they do anything while they were with you?"
"Yeah they both learned how to walk." Dave joked as he opened the other back door and pulled Saheria out of the back seat with Tina giving him a dirty look. "They both having been smiling and laughing, other then that no they haven't done anything new so don't worry you didn't miss anything."
Dave stuck around for a few hours and talked, joked and laughed while Tina fixed dinner for everyone. Dave and Paul talked about the business which was something Tina never really got into however she loved to sit and listen to them talk about what was going on and their opinions on the different storylines and things like that. To her it was just like old times expect for Dave putting his arm around her shoulders and rubbing her back it was Paul which made her feel a little uncomfortable since she hadn't talked to Dave about what was going on between her and Paul.
"Well I guess I should get going I have a plane to catch in a few hours and we all know how the airports are during the weekend." Dave stood from his chair after looking at his watch and seeing that it already eight o'clock. Tina stood along with him and started walking behind him to the front door.
"I wanted to talk to you before you left if you could spare me a few minutes." Tina said as she opened the front door.
"I always have a few extra minutes to spare when it comes to you." Dave and Tina walked out the front door and down the steps. "So what did you need to talk to me about?"
"Dave I want to be up front and honest with you, that's how I have always been with you and even though we aren't together right I feel that you should know something." Tina stopped when they reached the car and she looked down at that the pavement. "God I feel like such a hypocrite right now."
"its okay I already know." Dave spoke soft and sounded hurt. "You and Paul right?" Tina nodded her head slowly. "It's okay Tina I kinda figured this would happen the night you told me you were leaving and coming here. You and Paul have something between you and it's something that it's something that you and I have never had between us."
"I'm so sorry Dave I never expected anything to happen it just happened and I hate it for happening, I left you because you were cheating on me and here I am doing the exact same thing to you. I'm a horrible person."
Dave put a finger under her chin and lifted her head to look in her eyes. "You're not a horrible person, you are a great, caring, loving person and you deserve to be with a man that will treat you better then I did and if Paul's that person then good. You look really happy and that is something that I haven't seen in your eyes in a very long time." Dave gave her a smile. "Are you happy with Paul?"
"Yeah, I think so anyway."
"You're happy, I can tell. Now don't worry about me, you need to be happy for once and like I told you before I have things that I need to work out for myself, that is the only reason why I didn't drag you and the babies back to the house the night after you left. I'll call you later and check on the babies and if you want to talk more about this we can, but I want you to know that I'm okay with you being with Paul." Dave pressed a kiss to her fore head. "Just promise me that no matter who you are with that you and I will still be friends."
"We will always be friends we have two babies together nothing can keep us from being friends." Tina smiled as Dave opened the door of the car and slide in. "Be careful." Tina shut the car door and started back up the house.
"Tina." Dave yelled out the window. Tina turned around and walked back over to the car. "Do you love him?" He asked once Tina was standing beside the car again.
"I'm not sure if I do or not, it's too early to say isn't it?" Tina replied a little confused.
"It's never too early to tell weather or not you love somebody. If you're sleeping with him you must love him a little bit, you're not the type of person to just sleep with someone and not have any feelings for them."
"I guess you're right. I do have some feelings for him I'm just not sure how strong they are."
"Well that's something that you need to figure out and soon." Dave took her hand in his and pressed a kiss to the back of it. "I'll talk to ya soon."
Once inside the house Tina locked the front door and walked into the living room where she found Paul sitting on the couch feeding Seheria from a bottle. She smiled at the sight and walked up behind him placing her hands on his shoulders as she gently began to message them.
"Is everything okay?" He asked as he rolled his head back and looked up at her.
"Yeah," She leaned down and kissed his forehead. "But I really think that you and me should sit and talk about what this thing is between us. I'm not saying that we have to talk right now but sometime soon, we need to sit and figure out what this thing is and where it is leading us and how we feel about each other."
"That sounds like a talk that we should have within the next couple days not something that needs to be left to just jump out of nowhere. Can I ask what brought this topic on?"
"I told Dave about us and he asked how I really felt about you like if I loved you and I told him that I know because I think it's kinda early to say that I love you I mean we haven't been together that long. That's when he came back with well you must have some feeling for him because you're sleeping with him and you're not the type of person to just sleep with someone and not have feelings for them. I don't know though, I don't want to say that I love you and then find out that I was wrong and end up hurt like I did with Dave." Tina finished completely out of breath. Paul stood from the couch and laid Seheria on the floor next to Xavier then sat back on the couch; he wrapped his arms behind him and around Tina then pulled her over the back of the couch in and his lap and wrapped his arms around her tighter holding her close to him.
"I'm not sure where this is going to take us either or where it is going to take us or how you feel about me, but I am sure on one thing and that's how I feel about you." Paul looked at her and lifted her chin for you to look him in the eyes. "The feelings I have for you are very strong feelings, I have never before felt like this about a woman before. Tina I have had these feelings since I first saw that night at Raw when you stormed in on a meeting and these feelings only get stronger every time that I look at you, see you smile, hear you laugh, every time I kiss you and hold you next to me." Paul lightly kissed the tip of her nose. "Now I'm not going to say that I love you but I'm also not going to say that I don't love you, however I am going to say that I hate to think of the day that you leave me and go back to Dave, because I know deep in my heart that, that day will come and when it does I will be heart broken. But I want you to be happy even if that means that you're not with me."
Tina gave him a soft smile and placed her hands on the back of his head and pulled him close for a kiss. "Thank you for letting me know how you feel about me, I wish that I could tell you right now how I feel about you, but I can't, I'm not sure right now what I'm feeling for you. I'm not sure if what I do feel is just because of what I have been through with Dave or if these feelings are real. I don't want to say something and then be wrong about it and mess everything up and have you ended up hating me because of it."
"I could never hate you Tina, no matter what happens between us we will always be friends."
"Is that the line of the week or something?" Tina looked at the confused look on Paul's face and laughed. "Dave said the same thing earlier." Tina looked behind her over at the babies when she heard one of them move around. "You're not upset with what I said about how I feel are you?"
"When you're ready to tell me how you feel then you can tell, take your time and sort things out and remember that I'm always here if you need to talk."
"I know you're the only guy that has been there for me in a very long time, and I am very grateful for that." Tina gave Paul a soft kiss then moved from his lap. "We better get these guys upstairs to bed."
"Oh that reminds me, while you were out earlier taking a walk; I had something delivered for the babies." Paul stood and picked up Xavier while Tina took Seheria and they headed upstairs, instead of taking them into his bedroom where they have been sleeping since they arrived at his house, Paul took them into the bedroom right across the hall from his room. When Tina walked in behind Paul not really sure what was going on, Paul flipped the light on in the bedroom and she found two cribs set up along with a couple dressers and a changing table, there was also a two toy chests that look to have been filled with toys and two baby mats on the floor that had mirrors and toy attached to them. "I figured since it looked like you guys were going to be here for a while the twins needed their own room. I brought everything that was in my room in here all there clothes are in the dressers and diapers and wipes in the changing table and I put the baby monitors up one in here and the other in my room." Paul laid Xavier in one of the cribs then turned and watched as Tina laid Seheria in the other crib.
"You know you didn't have to do this." Tina said as they walked toward the door.
"I know but I figured after the week that we have had and without them and you aren't exactly the quietest woman when we have sex, this way we can shut their door and my door and we, or should I say you, won't wake them." Tina smacked Paul lightly on his chest.
"You know you're not exactly silent either mister 'oh Tina don't stop please don't stop.'" Paul grabbed Tina around the waist and pulled her close to him as he back her up into the room right next to the baby's room.
"I also fixed up this room just in case you decide one night that you've had enough of me and you need a night off." Paul opened up the door of the bedroom.
"Oh so you trying to get rid of me already." Tina walked in the room and over to the bed she ran her hand across the silky pink comforter then sat on the bed. "That's fine I like it better in here anyway, this mattress is so comfy and besides I'm sure that I can fix my own problems if you know what I mean." Tina laid back against bed and looked over at Paul who stood in the doorway watching her closely. Tina gave him a smile as she closed her eyes and let her hands wonder around her on the bed then on her stomach. "It's like I can't give myself the same pleasure that you give me, God knows I did it enough when I was with Dave. I think I still remember how to do this." Tina gave him a smile and moved her hand between her legs as she lightly began to rub herself through her jeans. "All I have to do is lay here and think of all the things that you have done to me and I should be off in no time." She moved her hand to unbutton her jeans and slid her hand inside her jeans and panties as she watched Paul still watching her from the door way as she slowly slid a finger inside her letting out a soft moan. Tina kept her eyes on Paul as she slowly moved her fingers inside her slow at first then moving a little faster, she closed her eyes when she was on the edge of coming Paul moved into the room closing the door behind him as he walked over to the bed shedding his shirt in the process. "Paul." Tina moaned as he slid her jeans and panties off her body then stepped out of his own and crawled on the bed between her legs. "Paul, I can't do this anymore I need you inside me."
"As soon as you cum baby, I'll be inside you and make you come over and over again." Paul kissed her neck. "Just close your eyes and think of me being inside you." Paul whispered in her ear as he pressed kissing along her neck. "That's it baby, you're close aren't you."
"Yes." Tina moaned as she moved her fingers a little faster. "Paul I'm coming."
"That's it baby." Paul moved his kisses from her neck to her mouth and met her in a passionate kiss as Tina came. As soon as she came Paul removed her fingers and replaced them with his very hard member in one swift thrust.
Paul closed up his suitcase after placing the last bit of his clothes in it, he was heading back out on the road for the first time in two months and he couldn't wait to get to one of the shows and step into the ring and hear the roar of the crowd chanting his name. He grabbed his suit jacket off the bed and slipped it on, then picked up his suitcase and carried it downstairs he set it beside the front door then walked into the living room where Tina was laying on the floor playing with the twins. He smiled as he watched both twins start and roll from their back to their stomach and lift their heads from the floor and laugh as Tina clapped and cheered for them in excitement. As much as he couldn't wait to get back on the road he didn't want to miss anymore moments like this, for the past couple months that Tina had been living with him they had shared intimate thoughts, ideas and opinions along with some very intimate moments in just about every room in the house, but out of all the moments that they has shared together he was really going to miss the moments like this the ones where he stood and watched Tina play and laugh with her babies. Paul moved in the room and sat on the couch behind Tina placing his hands on her shoulders as he kissed the back of her head. Paul still didn't know exactly how she felt about him, she brought it up that one night almost a month ago and that was the last time they talked about, he thought about talking to her about how she felt but he was afraid that she would feel like he was pushing her.
Tina smiled and leaned back against Paul and placed her hand on top of his. Tina didn't want him to leave, but she knew that he had to go it was his job and he had to do it. She wasn't sure why but over the past week whenever he brought up the subject of him leaving she got this sinking feeling in her chest and she always changed the subject to something else. She had been thinking of her feeling toward Paul and what they were exactly at point in time she thought that she was in love with him and just as she was about to say that Dave called to talk about the twins and find out how everything was going before he hung up he told Tina that he still loved her and he hoped that one day she would love him back. Now every time that she talks to Dave he heart flutters and she gets this giddy feeling, now she has no clue as to what do or who she loves. Even though she didn't want Paul to go she was glad that he was going this way she could think about her feeling toward both guys and what she was going to do about her feeling, and since Dave was coming to pick up the twins she would hopefully get a chance to talk to him and find out how things were going with him without having to worry about Paul walking in and thinking that something was going on. Not that he did she just felt uncomfortable talking with Dave about their problems while the man that she was fucking was sitting in the room listening to everything as he rubbed her back and kissed her cheek or her neck or even her lips. If everything went as she planned then she could have everything figured out by the time Paul was to come home which was in two weeks, she really wanted to have thinks figured out by then that way she wouldn't feel like she was stringing Paul along, it's that she was she did have feeling for him she just wasn't sure exactly what the feeling were that she had. No time to figure it out right now she thought I'll figure it out tomorrow when I'm here all alone.
"You better get going you're plane leaves in like three hours, and it's an hour ride to the airport." Tina leaned her head back and looked up at him.
"You sure you're going to be okay here by yourself?" Tina nodded slightly. "What time is Dave coming to pick up the babies?"
"Um…I believe he said he would be here by six tonight." Tina answered as she stood from the floor taking his hands in hers and pulling him from the couch.
"Okay, let me give my god babies a kiss." Paul knelt on the floor in between the babies and gave them both a kiss on the forehead and tickled their bellies to hear them laugh, and then he stood and walked with Tina to the front door after picking up his suitcase they walked out to his car. He put his suitcase in the trunk then closed it and walked to the driver's side door where Tina was standing with the door open for him. She wrapped her arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around her waist. "I'm going to miss you."
"I'll miss you too; call me at least once a day."
"I will, take pictures of the babies and send them to me over the computer." Paul gave her a soft kiss. "I wouldn't mind it if you slipped a couple ones of you in there in that sexy black teddy." Tina laughed and gave him another kiss.
"You better go." Paul slid in the car and Tina shut the door and waved to him as he pulled out of the driveway. Once he was out of sight she walked back in the house and picked up the twins then headed upstairs, to pack their things for their week with Dave.
After working on this chapter for like four days i finally got it the way i wanted it, i hope you guys like it as well.
