Title: Feelings All Wrong
Disclaimer: I don't own them although I would like to they belong to fox blah, blah woof, woof.
Summary: Max Realizes Something And Needs To Tell Someone But Will That Someone Want To Believe It? MA. (Sorry for the Logan bashing people but this is a MA…sorry again.)
Time: It's after freak nation but every one has accepted them and they are allowed to walk around, the virus is still there. So I guess it's an AU.
A/N: I am so sorry for the long update but nothing would come to me…I hope you like this one I might drag it on for more than 3-4 chapters depending on what you guys think, because I could just finish this in 4 chapters so tell me what you think review or e-mail I don't mind. Thanks to all people who have been reading and reviewing this story you're my inspiration!
Chapter 3 – And the memories begin
Ames white clicked down the phone and wondered back into the building he saw Alec sat in the middle of a small room on a wooden chair through the glass window in the hall. He began to walk in a haste to get to Alec to see what he had to say, 'Maybe 452 will have told him where my son is? Maybe he can lead me to that bitch' his thoughts trailed off as he got to the door where Alec was now being held, slowly he opened the door.
"494 what a pleasure…" he said as his lips took on a sly smirk; the smirk fell quickly as Alec came at him with his normal witty come backs,
"No, No, the pleasures all mine you don't have to take any credit" the same smirk white had, had just minutes ago was now upon Alecs face soon to be wiped off. Whites had connected with Alec's jaw line causing the X5 to turn with the strike, the powerfulness of the older man was enough to knock out a normal person but luckily for Alec he wasn't normal, far from it. The smirk still played on his lips as another blow came at him this time he moved but a little to late Whites hand crashed into his nosed making it bleed yet the smirk was still there not as strong as when he had first put it there but it was there enough to notice. White features had changed now his eyes hard staring at Alec daring him to talk more. His body posture had changed greatly to; his shoulders were broad and he had one foot in front of the other, slightly tapping the foot in front gently to the floor as if he was waiting for something. He was looking around the room as if searching for something that wasn't there when he finally brought his attention back to Alec, who was now slouching in the seat his arms crossed and his two feet tapping the floor randomly, he looked at his brows drawing in with annoyance.
"Shut up, I'm trying to think!" white bellowed Alec felt a smile tugging at his lips, he had annoyed him he was truly happy now. A guard came in and whispered something to White the walked out of the room together which left Alec alone. He was to far away to hear what had been said even with his super hearing although he would've said that was the reason he was so tired his eyes were droopy but he could stay awake, he hopped.
Logan's
"How could you say that to him!" she yelled anger present in her voice and also in her posture she tried to calm down she really did but no matter what she did or thought his words echoed through her head 'she loathes you, you know that right you know she'd do anything to get you away from her away from her life from her family' she didn't understand why he's done it said it now Alec was gone probably never coming back not even to visit her.
"Max…" Logan tried
"No save it I don't want to hear it" she said slow and loud to make sure she got her point across to him.
"Max. White has him…white has Alec." He said it with fake sympathy though she didn't notice she was trying to think straight, she hadn't told Logan the truth but she knew it was coming she could feel the harsh words she had on her tongue. As much as she tried she couldn't hold it in not any more 'White has him, white has my best friend, my lover, my rock' she thought to herself she suddenly felt so alone like no one was going to be there for her, like she had just lost everything, like nothing was left on the earth, no people nothing. so she said her voice almost cracking through her well held mask,
"We have to find him Logan; he means so much to me. Do you have any idea where white could be holding him?" She rushed on before he could answer "Because if you do this is the time to say it because I'm going to find him I'll search alone if I have to but I'm sure my family would be there looking along with me. Are you helping or not?" as the word came from her mouth she grew more confident and Logan suddenly felt really small he hadn't realized how much he actually ment to max probably more than his computers ment to him 'no way way less than that'
"Are you helping?" she shouted at him becoming more and more annoyed by each passing second.
"Yes, of course I'll help. When will we give up though?" he asked not realizing how mad she was at him at this moment in time, but when he saw the look on her face he was truly glad that he hadn't given her the cure yet truly glad.
"Logan Cale you. Are. So. Self centered. We don't need you damn help!" she bellowed at his as loud as she could she knew it wouldn't help any thing or any one but she needed to let out some of the anger she had caged up. 'Now Alec isn't even here to let some of my anger out on' she turned so fast on her heel Logan was surprised she hadn't twisted her ankle she moved so fast it didn't look like her foot had moved at all, before he could argue she was out the door slamming It be hide her.
Space Needle
Max sat atop the space needle thinking about when all her emotions had suddenly changed into something completely different, for a man she had once despised she now loved, a man she had once 'loved' she despised but then she thought back to when he had fought beside her never not once left her no matter what she had said then she remembered what she had said to him early yesterday 'Yeah why wouldn't I be? And If I wasn't what makes you think I'd tell you?' she could see the pain and hurt in his eyes and she just let all her inner emotions out she cried and cried until she had no more tears to cry even the she stayed and thought about the bad time with him she just couldn't forget it, but then she remembered a happy time and through her tear stained cheeks and pained face she smiled just remembering that one time
Flash Back (Max's POV)
'I sat on his bed watching him sleep. It made me feel special that he could let his guard down enough for him to fall into a deep slumber.
He looked so peaceful, so cute. Of course I would never tell him that, he was my best friend. And like the best friend he was he understood me like no one else. He knew the kind of things that I had to go through at nine years old because he had to do it too. It made me uneasy thinking about Manticore all the things they did to him. I stroked his left cheek gently and moved to the out line of his lips with my little finger a small smile played on his lips as he caught my hand and pulled me down to his chest he kissed my forehead and rubbed my back soothingly. I closed my eyes enjoying the feel of his body close to mine. He held me so tight I thought I was going to die but it was nice, I felt secure in his embrace I know it didn't mean anything but I wanted it to. I looked at him and yet again I found my self watching my angel sleep, he opened his eyes and saw me staring at him but I didn't care that he'd caught me out because I just wanted to do it all day I locked my eyes with his and told him I loved him and he told it me back. He thought I meant in a friend kinda' way but I didn't. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to ruin what we had with each other so we lay in each others arms content, just as friends. Only as friends.
End of flash back (Not in Max's POV)
Her smile faded as she thought of what must be happening to him, 'her angel' she let more tears streak her already wet cheeks, following the routes the other tears took as she looked out at the sun setting. The orange, red, yellow, purple merging into the deep, dark sky that covered the town. She just wanted him back holding her like he did that night, she wanted to feel the security again, she wanted to know that he was coming back but she didn't know and it killed her that her last words to him had been so harsh towards him she decided then to make the promise that when she found him she would tell him about how she really felt.
Ok guys I hope you liked it, there wasn't much dialog sorry but tell me if you loved or hated it. If it was a bit out of character I'm really sorry. I really, really need to know if it was good or not and is the description ok usually I don't bother writing a lot of description but hey look at this one. And I'm also sorry to keep on talking for ages so I'm gonna stop now. (Hehe)
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