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School Showdown
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I to lost
My god my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My god my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
Am I to lost to be saved
Am I to lost
My god my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My god my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide
Tourniquet
By Evanescence
It was my own band standing there playing some of our songs. What made these people do that without telling me? What hurt me the most was they had some other girl singing my part and she was killing our songs. I didn't realize that there were tears falling from my eyes until Ron looked at me and asked if I was okay.
'Boys time to go home break it up!' I had forgotten my father was here until now. He always knew how to control things even if I couldn't.
'I'M GOING TO KILL YOU! HOW DARE YOU!' I was angry and Hermes could feel it to but here was my group singing my songs with some other girl whom was killing it. They must have recognized my voice because the music suddenly stopped but the girl kept sinning on until she realized the boys had stopped. She looked confused. For once I didn't care about someone else.
'Hey Marz what are you doing here?' it was Acid he was second in control of the band I was first.
'Well I could ask you the same thing. What are you guys doing here? Better yet why didn't you tell me and who the hell is she?' Acid must have noticed I was hurt because he flinched at the tone of my voice.
'We didn't tell you because we knew Hermes was coming home today and we didn't think you would want to leave her to sing with us. This is Sabrina she is a friend of my family's. Look Marz we're sorry we should have told you. Please don't blame the others it was my idea.' He looked sincere I almost couldn't stay mad at him but he had hurt me.
'Whatever!' I was going to go back to the car but my mom grabbed my arm.
'Marz they have been your friends for all of your life I think deserve the benefit of a doubt. I know that you love the band but you have to also remember you are a duke's daughter. The band can't come first you have a role in life.' I hate when my mother brings up my role in life. Being the eldest I stand to inherit everything upon my parents death.
'As you will. We will talk later I have things to do come by the manor later and we will talk okay. Oh Acid between us she sucks try to get someone else to sing my parts next time. Adieu.' He nodded and he hid a small smile or so he thought he did. I saw it so did everyone else.
The six of us walked back to the car but Jeffrey was nowhere to be seen. Jeffrey was one of our drivers. We had five drivers but Jeff was just like family he has been with us before I was born. I knew about being adopted but still he was with us for longer then I have been.
Mom told us to just get in the car and wait she and dad would go find him. The four of us never made it all the way in the car before Jeff came. He apologized and said that he went across the street to get a drink. Of course dad forgave him because he was like family and this never happened before.
It didn't take long for us to get home. Normally in the car there was lots of talking but not this time there wasn't even a sound. I began to feel odd because I was the only one who didn't care one wit about magic in a way I was scared of it. But I had a reason. I wouldn't tell anyone of course.
Three years ago I got in a fight with Death Eaters. Not just any Death Eater but the leader He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named. He tried to kill me many times but it didn't work kind of like what happened to Harry Potter. The big difference was I survived after thirteen death curses. I have all the scares but Iki hid them so they can't be seen.
Iki and his twin both were wizards but never got to go to a school for magic so they taught themselves and can now do it of their own free will. Like them my sister and I are pure blood witches. Only difference is I don't have magic and don't like it. To read about it in a book is much different then to see or feel it in real life. It was one of the scariest things I've ever done it was even worse then when I was thrown off a horse.
When we pulled up to the house there was another limo there but I almost didn't see it because I was to busy looking at Hermes friends because they were thrilled with our house to be truthful it was only the pool shed that they saw. Our pool shed was one of the largest in the country even the queen loved it. She always said 'If I had a place like this I would never leave the shed its like a home away from home.' It was the size of another manor some people even thought it was our manor but my mother would never have it.
It had five floors and only two wings. It's pretty sad for a pool shed according to my mom. It had three rose gardens and one lily garden. Hermes wanted the lily garden I didn't really ask but I do wonder why she wanted it. She wanted it so that she even said she would take care of it. But of course mom wouldn't hear of it and hired more gardeners to take care of it. I don't care much for flowers but I do enjoy the look of them.
The car continued up the drive. The boys looked disappointed that we weren't stopping there. I knew how they felt because I love that shed. When I was younger I wanted to live there but dad wouldn't let me. So I stayed in the manor. For my sweet sixteen, mom and dad finally let me have the pool shed. So I'm hardly ever at the manor but this summer I would end up spending more time up there. I just didn't know it yet.
Summer went by to fast for my liking it seamed that just yesterday I was showing the boys my home. Now it was time for school again. Day did come and stay with us along with the rest of his family. They stayed in the northeast wing but then again Day did whenever he stayed with us. Mom loved his little sister, which we named Amarura. She was just like a little doll and mom loved her.
The six of us spent most of our time by the pool. Acid and the guys basically lived at the house again. I did make up with them when they first showed up the third day in to summer.
Few weeks in to vacation Ron's sister Ginny came and stayed with us. It was kind of odd because she looks just like her brother. But then you look at Hermes and I we look nothing alike and we're twins. Now Ginny I like she was totally odd like Day and I. We hit it off immediately.
Yesterday the young witches and wizards went to Diagon Ally I didn't go because there would be too much magic for my liking. Day did go because he needed something. He was like me a pure blood wizard but he didn't have magic but he welcomed it with open arms where I used to. I would say I had the house to my self but I didn't I had servants and Day's younger sister with me.
When everyone came back I locked my self in my room. I heard Hermes tell everyone it was because I was getting ready for school. Little did she know I was hiding from the magic users. Good thing tomorrow I don't have to deal with them because I start school at six in the morning meaning I would be gone by three.
My school is a boarding school kind of like Hermes but mine is pure no magic. Few people can do magic but they don't because our school doesn't work that way. Normally kids hate going to school but not me I love it. So does Hermes but she loves to learn. Me I love school because I run it. The teachers and the headmaster listen to me on whatever I say. I think most of it is because of they are scared of my dad.
Next day
I woke at one in the morning. Finished whatever packing I had left. I went to the house to get something to eat no one was up yet or so I thought. When I turned on the kitchen light on there was Harry sitting at the table drinking a glass of milk.
'What are you doing up so early?' I saw him jump at the sound of my voice. I didn't mean to scare the poor boy.
'I couldn't sleep guess I'm nervous about going back to school tomorrow.' He looked sincere but something told me he was lying. Maybe it was because he was staring at his drink and didn't even look at me when he was talking.
'Your lying it was you scar wasn't it. You see I may not have magic but I do know about it. Also Hermes tells me everything.' I gave Harry a small smile and he returned it. His looked forced though. 'Come on you can tell me about it.'
Slowly he nodded. 'Seeing as you already know about my scar. I had another dream about him. I didn't get it at first but there was a large group of his followers and they were trying to kill a young girl kind of like they did with me but she wouldn't die. And like me she had scars but she had many more then I do. How is that possible?' He looked really scared but not as much as I was at this point. How could he see what I feared most and be so calm about it.
'I can answer that.' He looked at me as if to say yeah right. 'Do you know why I fear magic?'
He shook his head. 'I didn't know you feared it.' I knew I had his attention because he turned to look at me.
'Yes I am scared of magic that's why I didn't go to Diagon Ally with everyone. But you see I am not what everyone thinks I am. Yes I am a pure blood witch without magic but I wasn't always that way.
'When I was three I was a fully licensed witch but when I was six my magic grew to strong so the ministry took it well not really I was binded.'
'You were a witch but now you fear magic?' He was confused but I don't blame him
'Yes, let me finish. When the ministry binded my magic, they put a protection spell on me because I would be unable to fight off magic. You muggles as you call them can fight magic they just don't know it. But I became weaker then them. Only four people's magic can affect me in any way.
'Three months ago I had no problem with magic. I saw it as a way of life for some people. Like Hermes she loves magic. But three months ago I was at a party on school grounds when the party got out of control I left. I didn't have any fear for you see I can walk the school grounds blindfolded. But this night was different nothing was moving or making any noise.
'Every so often I would hear leaves crunching I didn't think anything of it because I thought it was me making them crunch. I was nowhere near my dorm when hands grabbed me. I fought but who ever it was, was older and stronger. That's when I started to panic. Suddenly everything went black because who ever it was hit me over the head. When I next woke I was in a small room with many people all wearing black cloaks.
'They all had their hoods up so I couldn't see any faces. One man stood out. My thought was he was the leader. When I demanded that they let me go the guy just laughed but one person hit the back of my knees making me fall to the floor.
'The leader told me that I was either to work for him or die. I looked up at him and told him I don't work for anyone least of all him. He didn't like that answer. I didn't understand what he was doing but he grabbed his wand and said so be it. Next thing I knew there was this bright green flash and lots of pain in my side. He did it more times finally I collapsed from the pain but I could still hear everything.
'He said it was about time and he didn't want another Potter running around. Then he told one of his followers to take me back where he found me. When I woke next I was back at school. At first I thought it was all a dream but I had these scars all over me. All of them were in the same shape, a lightning bolt. When I finally looked around me my friend Tazz was there you met him this summer he mainly goes by Iki.
'But anyway he was there he kept saying everything was going to be okay. I didn't get what he meant what was going to be okay. He was crying that was something I've never seen him do. That's when I realized that I wasn't looking up at him but down at him. He was holding something in his arms when I was able to see what it was I nearly freaked out. He was holding me!
'Suddenly again everything went black. At that time I was really beginning to hate that color but this time when I awoke I was in Iki's arms. He was smiling threw his tears. He said something but I didn't hear it but next thing I knew he had a wand out. I was scared by that point, I mean what if he was one of those people but he said something and all my scares vanished. He was of blood of one of the people who binded my magic.'
Harry looked taken back by what I said 'Why do you fear it if it did save you?'
I've thought of that many nights and was no closer to the answer then I was when I first started to wonder. 'I think it's because I know that magic can be used to hurt people easier that it can be used to help. Do you get what I'm saying?' Slowly he nodded. 'Good I've got to go the bus will be here shortly. See you later Mr. Potter.'
With that I ran to the front yard to a new year of school and unknown horrors and dreams. Who knew that this plan of mine could fail so bad?