Disclaimer: I do not own Kyou Kara Maou, unfortunately.
Author's note: Just a short drabble that I came up with on a mundane Monday at work. It is also a result of not sleeping early the night before . Thanks for taking the time to read.
My Insecurities
Cheater. That's what you call me everytime I just as much as look at another female. You get all heated up and glare at me accusingly, as I try to defend myself. But do you know, Wolfram, that you aren't the only one who feels insecure?
You said I'm cute, but the one who is truly beautiful is you. I may be the Maou, but I have not the air of nobility that you possess. I am just a dirty baseball player. How do you think I've felt when I saw those girls swooning over you? All I could do was to put on this goofy grin and bear with it. I have no right to be jealous. Afterall, we got engaged by accident. Due to a mistake on my part, you even rejected the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, Lady Elizabeth. Is it worth it? Just for a guy?
I know that you'll always protect me, and that you'll readily die for me anytime. But that is not what I want. The last thing I want in Shin Makoku is to lose all those who are dear to me. And though you may not realize it, you are the dearest person to me. So, how about you? What am I to you? Who am I to you?
Do you really like me as Yuuri? Or do you like me because I am the Maou? Will you sacrifice yourself for me out of love instead of duty? Many times I had wished to ask you, but I fear the reply. I fear that I might not get an answer that truly reflects your feelings. I fear that you will give the "right" answer, just to satisfy me, the Maou. So I did not ask, do not ask, nor shall I ask. Perhaps, I will never get to know the truth.