Magnet's P.O.V

I woke up early the next morning and looked around and found the room was empty. I didn't get any sleep last night and was tired, but reluctantly I got out of bed and went downstairs. Everyone except Zigzag was down there and eating what looked like green poop and it didn't smell any better.

"Sick what are you guys eating?" Squid glared at me and looked offended.

"It is scrambled eggs and they just got too much oxygen in them, so they turned green." Great Squid had been cooking again. It was no secret that he was the worse cook ever and he either burned, undercooked, or just managed to make whatever he was making disgusting and almost to the point of being plain inedible. I looked at the frying pan sitting at the counter and saw that there was plenty of eggs left and I was really hungry and so I dished up a small amount and tried not taste them as they passed through my mouth.

"So Magnet, Squid was just telling us all about your little secret affair with Chanel, and I was wondering if you could give me your side of the story." The fork that had Squid's nasty eggs on it completely missed my mouth and hit my chin, they eggs and the fork fell to the ground with a loud bang. I looked at X-ray in shock and saw that everyone was hollowing with laughter. I knew that Squid would tell X-ray and that he would probably bring it up with me, but I didn't think that he would do it in front of everyone.

"Nothing is going on we're just friends." I could tell no one believed me, but I thought it was worth a try.

"Shut-up dawg! None of us believe you!" Shit I'm screwed!

"Yah man, we all know that you like Chanel, and we all know that you two made out during her party. Why don't you just tell us the truth?" I glared at Squid he was so cocky sometimes. He only said something when he knew that X-ray was behind him and ready to back him up. I scowled and thought this over. Maybe I should just come clean.

"Fine, we've been sneaking around for like a day. It's really nothing special; just don't tell Ziggy, I know he will be pissed." It felt better to get it off my chest, but as soon as the burden was lifted another on was put in its spot, only this one was heavier. I could feel everyone's eyes on me, but I didn't dare to meet their gaze. There was silence until Armpit's voice broke the uneasy tension.

"So have you banged her yet?" Everyone groaned.

"Armpit, you're so retarded!" X-ray shook his head in disbelief while saying that. Caveman who had been quiet this whole time finally said something.

"Well, I think what Armpit was trying to say was, have you guys done anything other than getting it on at Chanel's party?"

"Yes."

"What-"

"Nothing to dirty…" They boys all smiled and beckoned me to tell them what I have done, so I gave them a brief summary of what happened at the lake.

"So you like saw her naked?" Caveman looked at me in awe.

"Yup!" Squid removed his toothpick for a minute and put it in his hand. I still don't know why he chews on that stupid thing, but whatever I guess it's kind of his trademark by now. Squid took his free hand and shook mine vigorously.

"I must admit Magnet you have some skills! I mean you hardly know this girl, but she is already taking her clothes off for you!"

Even though I know I shouldn't I was enjoying all the attention the boys were giving me. Finally they were treating me with respect and like an equal.

"So, did she look hot?" Armpit was always the most straight-forward out of all of us, but his bluntness was getting annoying.

"Of course she looked hot!" A smile formed on my face as thought more about it. Everyone laughed and X-ray clapped a hand on my shoulder.

"I must admit Magnet, even though you were always bragging about all the girls you have banged I never really believed you, but now you have proven me wrong!"

The conversation was cut short when Zigzag walked it carrying what looked like grocery bags. Everyone became silent and jumped up to help him with the grocery bags. It took everyone's help because it was only possible to carry two at a time and there were almost eighteen bags. Ziggy said that we had been eating all the food so he had to go and get more. That explained why he was not at breakfast and Squid was cooking.

Just as Ziggy handed me the last bag our hands brushed and suddenly my body got the chills and shivers were sent up and down my spine. Why did that just happen? What was going on? Surly I couldn't still have feelings for Zig anymore. I mean we were just confused back at camp and it didn't mean anything…right? But then why whenever he touched me I got shivers? I looked up at Zigzag and his eyes were opened wide, maybe he got the chills too? I don't know because he quickly shut the back of the car and then went inside with the rest of the guys.

Three days later

Every time I touch Zigzag I get those same chills going up and down my body. I don't know what is going on with me. I am not gay! I know I am not gay because I have feelings for a girl, but still I get all weird around Zigzag, but I know he doesn't feel anything for me anymore. I should feel happy but whenever I think about Ziggy not liking me back I get slightly disappointed. It has been three days and Chanel and I decided that we were going to met again tonight. It was still early in the afternoon, but I was already getting butterflies.

One o'clock in the morning:

I went out the front door and found Chanel already waiting for me. She smiled and kissed me, but this kiss seemed much different then the rest. It felt hollow and empty. I kissed her back, but there was no emotion in it, and I think she could tell. When we broke apart she looked slightly disappointed, but she took my hand and led me down the driveway and onto the street.

It was already the beginning of August and I was leaving in less than two weeks. I don't know how I am going to tell Chanel, but it seemed like she was reading my mind. She looked me in the eye and I saw tears building up in her eyes.

"You're leaving in less than two weeks. What are we going to do?" I raised and lowered one shoulder and then answered truthfully.

"I dunno, break-up I guess." Chanel got so pissed. I guess maybe it was a little harsh, but I thought it was best that I was honest with her.

"So you are just going to leave me like nothing ever happened?"

"No."

"Hasn't any of this meant anything to you?"

Things were getting out of hand and fast.

"No, it's just come on think about it. We have only been dating for a short period of time. You're acting like we have been dating for years." Chanel looked even more furious than ever.

"I was wrong about you. You are a bastard!" She took off down the street and back to her house. I chased after her, but stopped suddenly when I saw her crying in Zigzag's arms. When he saw me he got up and walked over to me and punched me square in the face.

"You bastard! I told you not to mess with my sister, and what do you do? You go around seeing her and lying about it!"

I lay there on the ground and had nothing to say. I was dead Zigzag was going to kill me he was crazy, and everyone knew that you always need to look out for the crazy ones. They are the most dangerous because they will do anything. Zigzag hit me again and again until I threw-up. I looked around and saw that Chanel had gone inside. There was no hope for me I was dead.

"How could you do this you worthless piece of shit? You broke my sister's heart! First me now her! What gives you the right to treat people like this?" Had I heard him correctly? Did he just say first me now her? Clearly he was not proposing that I had broken his heart too?

"What do you mean first me now her?" Zig's jaw dropped in shock. I guess he didn't mean to say that out loud, but it was too late I had already heard it.

"I just…I…well; it's nothing it came out wrong." Did he really mean what he was saying? I could tell he was lying. I could always tell from his eyes that he was lying. He was a horrible liar and always had been.

"Do you mean you actually meant what happened back at camp?"

"Well…" Zigzag looked for words but couldn't find any so he went back to hitting me. But finally after a few more blows it was clear that he no longer was at a lose for words.

"Yes I meant it and then you had to go and be stupid and not talk to me then come here and get it on with my sister!" I looked at him and he continued to keep hitting me.

"I thought you were different and you were like…like me! But I was wrong you were just so lonely what you were going to turn to even affection from another guy! I knew that you could never like me back!" I could tell he had wanted to tell me this for a while.

"Ziggy, stop…stop…FUCKING STOP!" Finally Zigzag stopped hitting me and sat down next to me exhausted.

"I was stupid to think that you were like me…"

I looked at him and those shivers ran through me again. I have been telling myself for years that I was not gay. That is why I made up all those stories about being with all those girls. Zigzag was my first kiss, and from then on I knew that I liked him.

"Zig, I am like you." I sighed me head was telling me to stop, but I kept going. It was like something inside of me had just busted and the truth was pouring out.

"I made up all that stuff about all the girls. I thought you didn't want to talk to me and I have been ashamed of what I am, so I was ashamed to talk to you too." There was an awkward silence between us and I saw one single tear fall from Zigzag's eyes. He was crying!

"Look I didn't mean to make you upset you I just…" But Zigzag stopped me in the middle of my sentence.

"I always dreamed you were like me…but I never though you actually were. I thought that you hated me. You were the only reason I didn't kill myself at camp."

I was shocked. I never thought I would be hearing this from Zigzag.

"Do you feel anything when you kiss my sister?" When I thought back I realized that I hadn't felt anything.

"No."

"Did you feel something when I kissed you?"

"Yes. Did you fell anything?"

"Yah." Things were whirling in my mind. I had no idea what was going on, but then suddenly I looked over at Zigzag and I found myself back in the same situation I did months ago. It felt like we were being draw together like two magnets. Our lips were inching together until they were touching. Instead of pulling away though our kissing became much deeper and passionate. I felt like everything had been lifted from me. I finally felt free, until we broke apart minutes later.

"Do you still feel something?" I looked at Zigzag like he was crazy.

"Do you honestly think I could kiss you like that and not feel anything?" Zigzag smiled his goofy grin and wrapped his arms around me and kissed me lightly.

"Yah…It rocked!" But then a voice from above made us both jump.

"Gross are you guys KISSING!"