Part 1- Anticipation
Haley
looked at herself one last time in the mirror. She wanted
everything
to be perfect when she saw Nathan for the first time in
eleven
months. Haley straightened her pale pink tank top and black
peasant
skirt, the outfit that she settled on after trying on what
seemed
liked everything else she owned. After running the brush
through
her long dirty blonde hair one more time she looked at the
clock,
it was only 12:15. Nathan's plane wouldn't land until 2:15.
The
airport was half an hour away so she still had about an hour to
kill.
As
she walked into the living room of her and Nathan's apartment
she
made
sure every picture was hanging just right, that everything was
in
order.
Nathan had never seen this apartment, Haley hadn't moved in
until
four months after Nathan left for his tour. Haley sat on the
couch
and turned on the tv. It only took a few minutes for her mind
to
drift.
FLASHBACK:
"Hales, I have some bad news." Nathan gestured to the
couch
and took a seat himself.
"Babe,
what's going on?" Haley immediately started to worry. She
and
Nathan
had been married for only a couple of weeks. She hoped it
wasn't
anything serious.
"I
got word today that I am being deployed to Iraq." Nathan could
see
the
tears well up in Haley's eyes.
"For
how long? When do you leave?" There were millions of
questions
running
through Haley's mind.
"I
leave in two weeks. I will be gone about a year, give or take
a
little
bit. You will be taken care while I am gone though. My
paychecks
will be sent to you so you won't have to worry about making
it
on your own or anything. We can take these next couple of weeks
to
make
sure everything is in order." Nathan didn't want Haley to
worry
about
anything, especially money, while he was gone.
"How
can you say I don't have to worry about making it on my own,
of
course
I have to worry about it. I won't have you. Money doesn't
matter
at all to me Nathan, only you do. Without you I have nothing."
Haley
was on the verge of tears.
"I
hate this as much as you, but when I enlisted we knew it was
a
possibility.
The good news is that if I am gone a year when I come
back
I will be done. I can go into the reserves. I will have served
my
four years in active duty. Then, we can decide the next
step,
together."
END FLASHBACK.
Haley
got chills when she thought of Nathan's words, deciding the next
step
together. Just the thought of it set her mind, and heart, at
ease.
She and Nathan had decided nearly months ago that Haley would
find
an apartment in their hometown of Tree Hill and they would live
there
upon his return. Previous to the move the couple had been
living
on the military base. Sure, Haley had friends there, wives of
other
soldiers, but it wasn't enough. Haley was miserable and felt
all
alone there. She knew that returning to her roots, to her
best
friends,
would make the rest of Nathan's tour easier. It had helped,
but
still Haley felt empty.
This
past year had been the hardest year of her life. The endless
letters
and phone calls had been wonderful, but paled in comparison
to
actually
seeing Nathan, actually having him hold her in his arms.
That
was what she couldn't wait for, the feeling of his strong arms
around
her. Haley knew that it was then and only then that she would
feel
truly safe, just thinking about it put Haley's mind at ease.
All
of a sudden a nervous feeling started to develop in the pit
of
Haley's
stomach. What if things weren't the same when Nathan came
back?
What is their love had somehow diminished with his absence?
What
if the letters and phone calls weren't enough? What if, for
some
reason,
Haley wasn't enough for him anymore? They had been so young,
only
22, when they got married. Right after Haley graduated from
college.
What if things had changed and that same passion wasn't
there
between them anymore?
Part 2- Homecoming
Nathan
had never walked a hallway so long. The security station was
not
even in view yet and he felt as though he had been walking
forever.
As he was walking Nathan thought back to the day that he
walked
this same hallway going the other way, the day he boarded the
plane
that would take him to Iraq. He could vividly remember hearing
Haley
cry out loud as he walked away from the security station. He
had
held her for what seemed like hours, never wanting to let her go.
He
knew that this year without her would be the hardest of his
life.
Nathan
had never expected to enlist in the army. He had started at
Duke,
with Haley, five years ago. It was the perfect school, for both
of
them. They had an amazing basketball team for Nathan and
a
challenging
academic program for Haley. They had even started early,
heading
up to Duke and getting settled in the summer before their
freshman
year. Nathan had been able to start practicing with the team
and
Haley had been able to take some summer classes. Everything was
great
until classes started. The classes were much to challenging
for
Nathan
and within weeks he had fallen behind. Then September
11th
happened.
September
11th had deeply affected Nathan. One of his best friends
from
high school, Tim Smith, had died that day. Tim had only been
living
in New York City for a few weeks. He was at a job interview in
one
of the World Trade Center towers when it was hit by a plane.
Nathan
had been affected more deeply than he thought possible by the
loss
of his friend. He had grown up with Tim and the thought that he
would
never see him again was more than Nathan could bear. Nathan
knew
what he had to do. He knew that he had to enlist in the army
and
fight
for his country. That was the best way he could fight back
against
the terrorists who took his best friend from him.
The
year Nathan spent in Iraq was harder than he had ever expected.
Each
day he had to urge himself on. It was Haley that kept him going.
The
mere thought that everyday brought him one day closer to being
with
her again was the only thing making him forge on. Nathan had
written
Haley numerous letters and called her every chance he got. He
knew
that it was just as hard for Haley to be away from Nathan is it
was
for him to be away from her. Because of that he knew that he had
to
be strong for her. He couldn't break down and cry with joy when
he
heard
her voice because he had to help her through her own tears. Her
tears
of joy always turned into tears of longing. Nathan knew how she
felt.
He had never wanted anything as badly as to wrap his arms
around
his wife again.
Finally,
the metal detectors were in view. He picked up his pace a
little
bit knowing that one the other side was Haley. His wife. The
woman
who completed him. The woman who could always understand him.
The
woman who put up with him when no one else would. There hadn't
been
a day that went by since they got married that Nathan wasn't
100
sure
that she was who he wanted to be with for the rest of his life.
And
when he finally spotted her, on the other side of the
security
checkpoint,
he knew they could finally start forever.
Part 3- Never Let Go
Haley
nervously pulled at her shirt. She couldn't stay still. She
had
sat and then stood and then paced. Looking at her watch she
was
stunned
to see that only two minutes had elapsed since she last
checked.
She felt as though it had been years. Peering up towards
the
metal detectors she saw the crowd approaching. Pushing through
people
she tried to get a clear view of the passengers heading towards
her.
Then she heard it, "Hales." She scoured the crowd even
harder.
Then
she saw him.
He
looked the same, exactly the same and it made her heart soar. He
was
still the most beautiful man that she had ever laid her eyes on.
She
ran up to the security checkpoint as Nathan pushed his way
through
the crowd. As soon as he passed through the gate he dropped
the
bag he was carrying, ran towards her and lifted her into his arms.
He
looked into her eyes and kissed her. Thank god he was holding her
up
because the second Haley felt his lips on hers she felt her knees
go
weak.
"I
have imagined this moment for the past eleven months. Everyday
I
thought
about how I couldn't wait to hold you in my arms again. You
were
what kept me going Hales, this feeling, right here, this is what
kept
me going." Nathan put Haley down but didn't let her out of his
arms.
"I
have imagine this moment too Nathan. Every night when I had to lie
in
bed alone I imagine how this moment would finally feel, and with
that
thought I could drift off to sleep. There is nowhere that I
would
rather be than in your arms." Haley had tears streaming down
her
face. They were tears of joy, and only tears of joy. She was
finally
back in Nathan's arms. "Please, Nathan never let go."
"Hales,
even when my arms do let you go know that my heart and soul
never
will." Nathan leaned down and kissed his wife again. "Now
let's
get out of here." Nathan went back to pick up his bag, all
the
while
not letting go of Haley's hands. "Take me home Haley."
Part 4- Loving You
Nathan
and Haley were on their way home talking incessantly when all
of
a sudden, "Turn left here Hales."
"What?
Why? We don't live down there." Haley knew that Nathan had
never
been to their apartment before but she thought he knew where it
was.
"I
know that. I have a surprise for you. Hang a right up at the
stop
sign."
Nathan instructed.
They
winded their way through a neighborhood that looked all too
familiar
to Haley. Before she knew it they had pulled up to the house
that
Haley had grown up in. "What are we doing here Nathan?
My
parents
don't live here anymore.
"I
know that Hales, but we do." A huge smile broke out
across
Nathan's
face.
"We live here?" Haley asked softly. "But how?"
"Well,
Lucas kept sending me the Tree Hill Times, so I could keep up
on
the news here and everything. A few months ago I saw that
your
parents'
house was on the market again. I know how much you loved
that
house so I bought it for us. You didn't spend a lot of money
while
I was gone, and our expenses weren't that much, so we had a lot
of
money in savings that could be put down. Because of that our
monthly
mortgage payments would be only a little more than the
apartment
so I went ahead with it. I wanted you to know that I was
seriously
thinking about our future while I was gone." Nathan looked
at
his wife, she was walking towards the front door with a look of
sheer
awe on her face.
"This
is incredible Nathan. I couldn't have asked for anything more.
I
loved this house so much." Haley didn't know what to say.
"I
know. Now it is ours to do what we want with it." As the
walked
towards
the front door Nathan pulled a key out of his pocket, he
reached
in front of Haley and unlocked the door. "We are going to
do
this
right." Nathan picked up Haley and carried her into the
house.
"I
have to carry you across the threshold of our first house."
"I
love you Nathan Scott, for everything you have done. I cannot wait
to
start moving into this house. I have so many ideas already of what
we
can do with it."
"Well,
I have one last surprise." Nathan led Haley up the stairs
and
down
the hall, "Lucas had to help me with this one."
They stopped in front of one of the doors, "This is my old room."
"I
know Hales, remember, I used to crawl in your window. I decided
we
could
use this as the guest room for now, but I wanted it done a
certain
way so Lucas lent a hand." He opened the door and Haley
walked
in.
"It
is just like I remember it. How did he do all this?" Haley
was
awe
struck.
"I
talked to your parents and everything was in storage in case you
and
I wanted it at some point. So Lucas went and got it all out and
put
it back, just as you had had it. I had thought about it being
our
room
but we really want the master bedroom with the bathroom
and
everything,
so I figured we could use it as a guest room."
"Thank
you so much for this. It is just like I remember it. It is
perfect."
Haley's eyes drifted.
"What's going through that pretty head of yours?"
"I
was just thinking of all the old memories that we have in this
room."
Haley's eyes started to cloud with tears.
"Well,
I can think of one thing that we never did in this room."
Nathan
bent down and kissed Haley, guiding her towards the bed.
"This
we definitely never did in this room. Let's make a new memory
for
this room." Haley laid herself down on the bed and Nathan lay
on
top
of her. And there, in Haley's childhood room in Haley's
childhood
home
she and Nathan made love for the first time in almost a year.
