I Feel You
Hiei
They gave me a life that's not so
Easy to live
And then they sent me on my way
I never met my parents, and my sister doesn't know who I am. Raised by thieves, I am the Forbidden Child.
I've left my love and
Forgot my dreams
And lost them all along the way
I have hidden myself behind a wall of ice that even my Darkness Flame cannot penetrate. I go to you for help when I feel suffocated by the feelings I suppress.
Those are little things
You say
When words mean so much
You are the only one I can talk to, the only one who will not expect me to be a certain way. I know you have your own inner battles, and that is what makes you able to understand mine.
You never back down
When they all shy away
You always listen to me
All the other times I try to hold it all inside. I do not run from my battles, but lock them deep inside. All my emotions are there as well, behind my frigid wall. You're the only one I trust, the only one I'll show them to.
What do I get
To get me through the sleepless nights?
And what do I have to hold
When no one's there to hold me tight?
And what do I see
The only thing that gets me through this
That's what I feel
And I feel you
You help me overcome my battles, help put my mind at ease if only for a little while. You sometimes ask me why I put myself through this, and I have never answered.
This ain't no bed of nails
But they're not roses just the same
The truth is that I don't know. There are some things no one can help me with. Everything else I bring to you.
But God this road can be so long
Another endless day
Another seven hundred miles
Will take me further from my home
Sometimes I wonder why I come to you, if I cannot even help myself. Sometimes I wonder what made me this way.
Those are little things you say
When words mean so much
You never back down
When they all shy away
You always listen to me
Why do you listen? Why are you always there? What makes the famous their Youko Kurama so easy to go to for help? Is it that human soul that softened you? Is this what real friendship is?
What do I get
To get me through these sleepless nights?
And what do I have to hold
When no one's there to hold me tight?
And what do I see
The only thing that gets me through this
It's what I feel
And I feel you
Sometimes I can only feel a little bit, when my mask is in place. Sometimes I can feel nothing at all. I used to think that's the way it should be. But then I start to wonder…
What do I get
To get me through these sleepless nights?
And what do I have to hold
When no one's there to hold me tight?
And what do I see
The only thing that gets me through this
Is what I feel
And I feel you