A/N: Okay, so here's the seventh chapter. I know you guys are probably sick of Hiei songfics, but there are going to be a lot of them, sorry. He's my favorite YYH character. Anyway, thanks to all my reviewers! You guys rock! Please review this one too (even though in my opinion it isn't that great in the beginning.)
Hasta Luego,
Katana Blade
Perfect World
song by, Simple Plan
Hiei
I never could have seen this far
I never could have seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart
Why is everything so hard?
If I had known this was going to happen, I would never have told you. I can remember the day I told you as clearly as if it was yesterday. I wish it was, I would have been able to protect you.
I don't think that I can deal
With the things you said
It just won't go away
You hadn't rejected me, although that might have been easier. I had asked you how you could forget what I did, and you had said nothing else had mattered to you than knowing me. Our last conversation was the most meaningful, and it changed me. But you wouldn't be there to see it, because you left me alone.
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I can just pick up the pieces
I had been foolish. I had allowed some hope to coincide with my irrational thoughts. I made a horrible mistake.
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all
Can you even hear me? Are you listening when I call out for you?
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
I wish that I could bring you back
It wasn't supposed to end this way. We weren't supposed to be hurt. No one was supposed to overhear, and you weren't supposed to die. All the days I spent training to protect you, and in the end I could do nothing but see the outcome of foolish hope.
I wish that I could turn back time
'Cuz I can't let go
I just can't find my way
If I had known I was being followed, no one would have found out about you. You would still be here, it wouldn't be a perfect world, but it would be as close as I could get.
Without you I just can't find my way
I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I can't seem to go anywhere without finding reminders of you. I don't know whether to cherish them, or try to escape.
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
I look around at the other headstones, wondering how many others have stood in this place and felt this way. No one else is here, but I can't seem to tear myself away.
In a perfect world
This would never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
A small black stone lands on a certain headstone. My eyes are drawn to the impossible words once again. Surely if I read them again, someone else's name will be at the top. I read with the feeling that wakes me every night.
'Here lies Yukina,
Beloved sister and special friend
May she sleep the sleep of angels'
And it makes no sense
I can just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing at all