Chapter 5: Dear Diary

Dear diary:

This will probably be the last time I right to you like this. Mom is forcing me to work hard in school, so ill be into my studies. I'll be to busy, busy for you but not to busy enough to stop thinking about inuyasha.

It's really hard to explain the love and passion I have for him. Some times I have dreams, dreams I don't even know how to explain. I guess I'm too ashamed of explaining the dream I had last night. Its was beautiful passionate love I had intimacy with inuyasha. All I know is my dreams are always about him, and there's not a day that I have a dream with out him being in it.

I really need him in my life and I can see I have made a mistake, a huge mistake .I should have told inuyasha that I liked him more then a friend , and maybe things would have been different. Why does my life always screw up? Without love I don't know what's the point of being here. Without innuyasha I don't think I will be able to love again!


After I finished writing in my diary I heard my mother shout "dinner's ready Sota and Kagome"

"Coming" I shouted back

I forgot to lock my diary while I went down stairs for diner, But who cares? Its not like anyone reads my diary but me.


Note: i think this is were the suspense in the story will begin , do you know why? well read the last part again and lets see you sencses kik in. Is kagome the only one who reads her diary? well you'll see in chapter 6!