Sirius/James

"Scars"

and she looks beautiful
in her white gown
flowers in her air
and your smile is so real
your joy so apparent
and i know now
what i knew when IT began
that sooneror later
we would end
you tell me it's not so
but you're always in her arms
i begrudge you nothing
i love you so i can't hurt you
instead i hurt myself
see my scars, james?

they are yours.