(Ok, just as a warning, this is rated M, so...)

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Chapter Seven

It had been a few days since Heero slept in bed with his colleague and friend Relena. And since that morning he got up, he couldn't forget about the night he broke his promise to himself. The strong heavy feeling of guilt that had resulted from it had been effectively preventing him to do anything that would get his mind off it and plus whatever he may do will probably only have temporary results. But Heero did manage to find a little comfort if any, that as long as Lucrezia didn't know, everything would be ok. Trying to take comfort in that thought, Heero decided to go for a walk out during the evening. Exercising can help a lot to clear your mind. He would go to the city park and mainly spend his time there for the night.

Heero didn't go by car, but rather by foot. That way, he wouldn't be able to focus on anything else really. And luckily, for at least half hour, Heero's mind was at peace. He reached the park and by now it had gotten darker and the clear night sky was beginning to reveal the moon and stars. He went to a bench and took a seat to rest for a bit and noticed that all that walking did help and he didn't feel as bad as he had. But that didn't change anything really. He still did something he wasn't supposed to and there was no way to undo what he did. But he didn't want to think about that. If he did, he'll probably feel worse and his recovery from the feeling of guilt won't continue. After some minutes, Heero got up and stretched. Before he was able to take a few steps, a voice he knew called out to him.

"Heero?" he heard Relena's voice say. He turned around to see that it was her walking up to him. He didn't say anything. She smiled and came close to him. "So what are you doing here?"

"… I came here to see the park. I was… curious to see what it's like at night…" he lied looking a little uncomfortable. "… Well have a good evening. Please excuse me Relena" and began for the direction he was going for before being interrupted.

"Hey Heero," Relena began and walked up even closer to him. "since we're both here, why don't we take a stroll together" she finished. Although her words were that of a question, her tone made it sound like a statement.

"… I… don't want to bother you or be a burden so…."he started to say but Relena laughed.

"Heero, what are you talking about? C'mon" Unsure of what to say to that or what to do, Heero walked with her along the way of the sidewalk. For the first few minutes they had been quiet. Relena seemed busy observing the environment around them and Heero… well he was just being quiet. He also noticed that there didn't seem to be anyone around if there were even people here.

"So no one else is here huh?" Heero asked when Relena decided to stop and stand looking at the series of bushes and flowers separately in rows.

"Yeah. I guess people can't appreciate the way this park looks when it's dark out" she answered simply.

"So why did you come here?"

"Same reason as you. I occasionally come here during the spring or summer to see this" Relena said. "Tonight seems warm don't you think?"

Heero nodded. "Yeah. I feel like we're at the beach on a sunny day" he said, somehow managing to forget about his guilt even more. It came out more normally, as if nothing wrong or bad had happened. But…

Relena gently took his hand and began to walk on with him, but when she did that, Heero quickly took his hand away from her. "Relena… you go on ahead, I think … I think I should be going home now" he said suddenly beginning to look a little ill. "And please don't ask" he said and started to walk off in a random direction. But Relena didn't listen.

"What's wrong?" she asked following him. Heero only quickened his pace. "Heero" Relena said more firmly and grabbed his wrist just as equally, and he stopped. She had a concerned look on her face and eyes. Moving over to face him, she asked him again and this time a little more gently. "Heero is everything ok? What's wrong?"

"You" he spat out coldly not looking at her and continued walking on. But Relena wouldn't just let it end there. It was her wasn't it? She was the one that started the whole thing.

"Heero" she said not stopping. "What did I do? Please, I want an answer."

"Oh, an answer you want do you?' he thought eagerly in his mind. Fine then. He would answer her alright, but not in words. By action. Heero quickly, roughly and hungrily kissed Relena pressing his lips hard against hers, and forcefully placing his hands on the sides of her head so that she would stay still. Relena was surprised and angry and tried to resist, but Heero was too strong. Holding her purse in her hand, she held it and hit him in the cheek with it. It hurt him alright and the kiss broke. But that did little to stop him. Making her arms placed against herself, Heero used his own to place over hers so that she couldn't do anything. He pushed her walking forth also, but that didn't last long. It ended when Relena's back hit against a tree, trapping her. And just to make sure she couldn't do anything, he pressed his own body against hers harder. Heero angrily stared at her, while she stared at him seriously, but scared. But as the seconds ticked and passed by, Heero's anger began to cool off and his own angry face became more and more sad and sorry. Seeing him like that, made the fear in Relena's face go away, but was now it was fully replaced by seriousness. Heero looked at her innocently although she didn't share the same look. Heero moved slowly over to her face closing his eyes and gave her a kiss. This time softly and gently. Through out the second it took, Relena didn't close her eyes like he did and instead let it remain the way they were. Backing away and by now looking very sorry, Heero turned his face away and started to walk. But Relena touched his cheek that to the left of her view and slowly pulling him over and once more, they were kissing each other.

That night, the city park was a haven for seclusion and Heero and Relena were the only ones present. They went looking for a good place to continue their night. Right at the heart of the park, they found a very small enclave of a grassy field completely surrounded by bushes and other trees. Once they got in it, Heero and Relena removed all their clothes off themselves. Heero ended up laying down on the ground with Relena on top of him and they held each other's hands. For a while, she was able to pound on him in a tempo not too fast, not too slow as she held his hands, squeezing them and moaning as the desired pain kept coming back again. Eventually, she tired and Heero took over being on top. Because Relena hung on to his back and didn't have anything to hold on to, he simply placed his palms on the ground. As he was doing it, he was able to do it longer, quicker, and more roughly and sharper making Relena moan louder, harder. Her passionate breathing in his ear was something he wanted to hear and he kept it up as best he could, and as long as he could. Finally, he had to stop and now this time, he sat up and she did the same, but her groin over his, and her legs on top of the upper part of his legs. With whatever remaining energy she had left, Relena did her best to bring out the pleasurable feeling.

When she finished, Heero went back to laying down and Relena did the same as she put her body on him, her head leaning against his chest although they were both sweating and breathing deeply. She turned over so that her back was completely facing his front so that she too could see the sky above them. Relena covered her chest with her arms and on her were Heero's arms securely but gently hugging her.

"It's beautiful" she still trying to get her breathing to normal as she watched stars and the full moon clearly above with the mysterious dark, dark blue space in the background.

"Yeah" Heero agreed also trying to take deep breaths and held her more closely. They remained like that nestled together staring at the sky for a while until Relena suggested that they go to a spa and clean up, since they were covered in sticky sweat. He agreed to that too.

They got dressed only to undress themselves again when they were given a nice, very warm Jacuzzi to stay in. And they sat in it, as Relena sat behind Heero massaging his back. As he sat, he kept his eyes closed, his mind at peace, and enjoying the hot water and Relena's skilled hands working on his back. 'Everything will be fine' he thought to himself. 'Just as long as Lucrezia doesn't know, everything will just fine.'

TBC…

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