Heh... This fic's a bit... erm... odd. It's not quite as angsty as normal... just... werid. I had waaaaay too much caffeine. If you need stronger angst, check out my other fics please please PLEASE review! -puppy eyes- pleeeease? (I don't mind flames)
I thought I loved her, once... I really did. I thought I'd love her forever, on our wedding day. That's a laugh. -giggles- Really and truly. I thought I'd love her forever. Right up until I walked right in on her being fucked senseless by some nameless guy. Yup. But you see, then it all changed. I didn't love her anymore. No. My heart broke at that moment. My sanity drained away. Anyone's would've, you know? I mean, you devote your whole fucking life into making her happy, and all of a sudden, you realize she doesn't give a fucking shit about you. So now? Well... I cracked. Mmhmm. It was just a weeeee bit too much stress. -giggles- Heh. So now i'm a wreck! I even complete the look. With the blood running down my arms and all. It's a pity really, people say that cutting hurts, it hurts soooo bad. But really, it doesn't do anything for my pain! Nooope! So i'll just go on bleeding, every thing's red... oh look... Heh. There's Mika... She's talking, but I'm afraid my hearings gone all... fuzzy... hmmm... wonder what she's doing here? That's odd. She looks worried... Ah well. It doesn't really matter, now does it? No... it just doesn't matter. It did... Before she crushed me. Before I turned into the shell I am now. Now she's sobbing... But I can't understand why... she should be happy im dying... She can go fuck her whore in peace now... oh look! My vision's gone! I... must be close now... heh... hmmm... my hearing's coming back... i can... hear... but i'm... almost gone... slipping away... heh... so it doesn't really matter... that... she's speaking now... bitch... i'll never forgive her... i hope she feels guilty for... eternity... "I'm -sobs- so... so -wail- sorry! Don't -hic- die!" -sobbing- "I... -hic- I have... -cough- always... loved... -sob- you..." ...aw... fucking... shit...