Sorry about the lack of updates from my main story I hope you enjoy this next chapter.
(just a quick heads up this part is in Britannic dream just wanted to clarify that)
As I open my eyes I notice once again I'm surrounded by packs of ice the temperature is below freezing outside there are people screaming and crying beginning for help that may or may not get to them in time, so pretty much the same dream scape and scenario I just love to keep having so far my mysterious visitor hasn't made her grand entrance. Somehow I still am able to stand above the water I'm thankful for that dream or no dream I definitely don't want to be stranded in the freezing ocean at night or early morning whatever time it is currently, this time I have a plan hopefully my mysterious visitor won't show for a few more minutes which could give me some time to investigate maybe try to figure something out or find a clue about all of this.
I take a shaky leg testing to see if I no would fall into the frigid water the moment I start to walk a few heart pounding steps pass I'm still walking above the water satisfied I start making my way closer to the crowed of people, they don't notice me but this being a dream or maybe some sort of memory the people are dressed in between fancy clothes from the rich raggedy clothes from steerage or in there pajamas. Not wanting to continue watching this again I hurry along passing people as I go trying to stay focus and drown out the people screaming for help(pun intended lol) I see a life boat that's flipped over having people stranded on top of it, besides that some chairs floating by me I turn to my right side and see a iceberg that makes these new cruise ships I have seen look like ants(I hate the way ships are designed now back than that's where it was now they put 0 effort into designing the ships) I spot a trail of something red on the iceberg my guess a ship must have struck this iceberg and sank.
As I go towards it I get the sense of dread upon as I lay my hand on the ice the red substance is a mixture of red paint and what look like blood from a ship, while human blood is blue until it hits oxygen and turns red a ships blood is a mixture of red and black color. As I stare at my now blood/ paint covered hand I'm aware the yelling and screaming has stopped it's all quite besides a small whimpering sound, I turn around and there she is my mysterious women but this time she's on her back one arm holding her side the other it lays there as if she can't move it. She's laying in the water as well but somehow is still floating in the water all around her the water is a darkish red, not wasting a moment I rush to her the moment I touch her the invisible force that was letting me walk on the water disappears resulting in me falling on top of her as we both fall in the water felt like tiny knives stabbing all over me almost suffocating like.
Reacting quickly I hold my breath as I look around the mysterious women is slowly disappearing as she sinks lower and lower into the oceans depth I kick my arms and legs trying to reach her thankfully due to my previous form I can go longer in the water than a regular human, as I keep pushing through the water I get close enough that I grab her by the arm pushing her closer to me I wrap my left arm around her I use my right arm and kick with my legs as I start swimming back to the surface the ice cold water making it harder to concentrate, I'm not sure how long we have been under water it could have been seconds or minutes but I knew this girl was in ruff shape already if the stab wound she has hasn't already killed her breathing in all this water will. Finally our heads break the surface I take a few deep breaths as I look around nothing but dead bodies floating all around us I start swimming us away from them off in the distance there's one of the life boats that was empty I start swimming us towards it her head falling on my shoulder I try to push the cold feeling she has and pretend its just the water messing with my head, with the most of my energy zapped I give a final push as I push her in the life boat gripping the edge of the small wooden vessel I haul myself up inside I land on my back.
I rush to her she's slumped on her side body not moving she chilled to the touch almost as if she's made out of ice and not flesh I grab her by the shoulders moving her onto her back I put my head to her chest trying to hear a heart beat its hard to concentrate as I'm shaking uncontrollably, not hearing anything I start to preform CPR taking few seconds pinch her nose close ,I press my lips to hers breathing in much needed air I do this for a while just as I'm about to admit she's gone she starts coughing up sea water. I turn her on her good side patting her back trying to help her cough up as much water she goes on for a few more seconds before going limp again, satisfied that she's breathing again I lay her back down her side is still bleeding crazily quickly I take her black jacket popping the buttons open I see she wearing a white dress shirt the right side all red, making quick work I stirp her jacket and dress shirt off allowing me to to get better access to her upper body she has a black bra with the white stair logo on her right breast there's a large gash going all over her side just under her ribs going from her side to her back.
Using the remains of her shirt and jacket I press the ruined material to her side hoping that can slow the bleeding I press my knee against the bloody jacket I quickly strip off my hoodie and shirt pressing my shirt with her jacket and dress shirt against her side as well I lay my hoodie under her to support her head, I take a moment to come up with something she's still breathing her chest rising slowly up and down not as fast as I would like but its better than nothing, the both of us are cold and soaking wet she's currently bleeding all over the place I try to stay calm but i cant help but feel utterly useless I wish Lusitania was here she would do something. Feeling frustrated I start crying after everything I just went through I cant do anything to stop this person from dying h hey ma'am c can you hear me say something annything ppllseease she remains still not even twitching an eyelid, as I lay my hand on her face I see a glitter of gold coming from the remains of her jacket maybe a name tag, this being my chance to potentially get her name as I grab it the name written in big bold words RMS TITANIC everything suddenly stops I don't pry my eyes away I read the name to myself titanic rms titanic my older sister suddenly all my dreams start coming together the iceberg the red paint the people floating dead in the ice waters.
As I look at her the similarities between us are close the same shade of blonde hair we have her eyes unlike Olympics bright golden yellow eyes or my emerald color eyes Titanic's eyes are a lovely shade of magenta red but have a shine that only comes from the Olympic class like us, she has the same freckles as I do same small like nose that I have, Titanic I know who you aare please wake uup i start to shake her trying to get her to wake up iim your little sister now that I've finally found her after never getting the chance to met her before in our previous life I don't want my only memory of her to be laying in a pile of her blood us surrounded by dead bodies in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean.
Sis please wake up don't let it end I just found you after all these years it's me Britannic I'm not sure if you knew but there was 3 of us I continue talking to her shaking her trying everything I can do to wake her up. As I start getting even more desperate I put my head in between her neck crying hot tears after all these months of these crazy dreams this is what it all leads into me rescuing titanic just to have her die either way.
Being all alone out here by yourself freezing to the point you can't feel anything hair frozen skin a light blue slowly bleeding out with the knowledge your the reason why 1500 lives where just lost(I'm not sure if that's the exact amount of people who died the night titanic went down), it's your maiden voyage and this is what happens 5 days into the trip it's a terrible lonely thing to go through. I realize this is what she may have tried to do this whole time knowing she won't make it out alive just wanting someone there with you just to make it a little easier to accept one's own fate.
I'm not leaving you big sis please if you can hear I need you to wake up for me please already knowing I won't get a response I cling to her even harder as I start to black out from the cold the last thing I remember is promising her I won't ever let go.
Pshh hey ma'am wake up I'm gently being shook awake by a soft voice ringing through the darkness hey time to wake up I blink open my eyes getting some of the frost off of them I look up titanic standing over me with look of concern and worry. Immediately I try to stand up only to find my limbs frozen like almost impossible to move it takes me a few minutes to get my jaw to move titanic getting the idea pulls me so now we are sitting up, yyyyour awake your finally awake I croak out my voice almost gone making it harder to speak i cannt believe it.
Titanic gives me a soft smile yeah I did sorry about scaring you like that it she gives off a sad chuckle eyes glossed with tears ii keep relieving it the same nightmares over and over me hitting that iceberg all my passengers and crew , panicking and screaming outside in these icy waters as I slowly keep sinking further and further away from the surface. Hhey it it wasn't your fault you couldn't dodge it in time you and your Crew couldn't know this would be the outcome after all of this, don't you understand it's defiantly mmy fault I made white star look bag worlds largest ocean liner sinks on its maiden voyage I'm the reason why so many families were broken and destroyed I took people who had families and loved ones on board me because me not being able to do my job correctly.
Titanic puts her hands to her face as she cries even harder the weight she carries about the 1500 souls where lost that April night keeps plaguing her, I let everybody down I let my entire fleet down I ruined white star's reputation everything I never even got to say goodbye to Olympic oh dear god she must have been broken hearted when she found out. Not being able to handle hearing herself talk like this anymore I grab her by the shoulders feeling some of my muscles being able to move around again no it's not your fault you couldn't see the ice berg in time I saw it with my own 2 eyes that thing was gigantic twice our very size.
Titanic no one blames you it was a accident you need to let yourself let go of the past I think I understand everything now, you keep reliving the same nightmare over and over again not wanting to accept what happened and move on. That's why you have been appearing in my dreams you need closure so you can move on into your next life by forgiving yourself ,hey I don't know why you keep showing up almost all the time I don't even know who you are but yet you said we are connected how your definitely not Olympic?
I mental say to myself Well as life says it's now or never that's easy we're connected together cause we related I'm HHMS Britannic ok Mrs. Britannic I never heard of you how does this explain why you keep saying we're connected I feel a connection with you but I'm not sure why, before you where launched do you remember a third ship being built in Harland and Wolff ship yard the same slipway Olympic was constructed in? Of course that was my younger sister her name was gigantic she was still early in her construction when I sank I honestly don't know what had happen to her after my demises I wish I could have met her why do you bring her up do you know her.
Before I can get a chance to reply titanic continues on she was probably better off not knowing a ship like me I was cursed from the start I made her and Olympic look foolish our class was considered one of the most safest class ever made and look what I did I go crashing into a iceberg instead of using precaution who would want me as a sister. Ok so already we have more in common than I thought I was having those same thoughts after getting my memories back thankfully Lucy was able to help me through all of it. I had Lucy there for me now its my turn to help sisters stick together I may not know where I stand with Olympic but titanic hasn't done anything wrong plus I've always been wanting to see her be able to meet the missing part of my family I'm not about to walk away from her time in need.
Hey your not a curse and anyone would be lucky to have you as a older sister I'm not going listen to you put yourself down, with shakes arms I wrap my arms around her you wanna know about your little sister well guess what she she also was sunk way to early during the first WW by a mine. That's not all she sank in only 55 minutes while having all these new designs features after your sinking there's more I can say you weren't the only one who let the Olympic class down but that life is over what happened is exactly that it already happened, I can see my words are starting to get through to her she's sits still a bit hesitant and how do you exactly know all of this anyway you still haven't told me how you know gigantic?
That's not her name titanic after your death white star came with a new name for her they decided to drop the mythical name idea all together, well if her name wasn't gigantic than what did white stair name her looking straight into her eyes Britannic they named me Britannic
Finally this chapter is done sorry about the cliffhanger I just wanna take the moment and apologize to everyone about my lack of updates recently, the last month has really hit me hard recently I just lost someone who was like family to me I was actually in the middle of updating this when I found out. Work has been stressful I lost half of my team so now I'm stuck doing more of the work load than usual and it's completely draining I wake up go to work go home eat shower sleep repeat. With all of this going on I just want to let everyone here know I will be changing some things I know originally I said I would be updating every week specifically on Sundays the latest, well now I'm changing it to 2 or 3 updates per month I don't wanna go rushing this I wanna take the time and make the best story as I possibly can. I also need some help I do have plans for new stories later in the future and I was recommended I should consider a beta tester if your interested or potentially may know someone who is interested DM me and we can talk things out. The plan is ill be focusing strictly on this story until after Christmas than after the new year I may start my kampfer or Gwen 10 story my other story the spirits of London at night I may delete it I'm extremely not happy with I don't think I got Hyde and Racheal's personality's and pushed there sibling relationship to much if anyone has any suggestions for it I would deeply appreciate it, ill be starting the next chapter shortly i have no idea when ill be updating this again check my twitter account for my updates.
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