A/N: As always I do not own Pretear...But imagine if i did :D This fic has lyrics from the song "Yesterday's Feelings" by The Used. I did not write the lyrics though I wish I had. Italics are direct thoughts. Bold and quatation marks are song lyrcs.
Takako was wondering on the streets of Awayuki town. Sasame and she had been spending a lot of time together in the weeks since her last battle as the Princess of Disater. Himeno, Hayate and the everyone else said they forgave her but she was haveing trouble forgiving herself. Often she worried that wouldn't be able to love Sasame the way he loved her. She worried that a small part of her still loved Hayate and would never be able to let go. She worried that she might even turn back into the Princess of Disater.
Finaly Takako started to get tired. She spotted an outdoor cafe.. Quickly she crossed the street. Spotting a table hidden from the general public by a couple of trees, she went over and threw herself down in the chair. Laying her head on the table, she felt herself sinking slowly back into her despire. Fighting back tears, she listened to the music playing. The words of the song playing began to break through her black cloud hovering over her.
"Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind where worries are washed out to sea"
Washed out to sea. Maybe that was the answere. The blue sea. It would purge her of the sins she had commited. It would take this ruined existance away.
"All those feelings, those yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time"
How could feelings be lost? Did they just fade with time? Well her feelings seemed as though they would never go away. No would care if she disapeared...Well Sasame would ...why did he love her so much?
"And try not to hide how I feel"
She could never hide how she felt from Sasame. Just like she couldn't hide how shehad felt about Hayate.
"Cause feelings mean nothing"
Not true! Her feelings did mean something to Sasame. He cared for her and would protect her no matter what.
"I'm feeling so lonely"
She was feeling lonely. It was time that she found new ways to deal with her emotions. After all, Sasame was fighting for her. She couldn't give up now. She had to be stronger.
"Breaking apart all this love in my heart."
A smile crossed her face and her tears began to dry up. She was thinking of Sasame's smile and how it brightened up her day. She thought of his arms around her and how safe she felt in them.The way his violet eyes looked so deeply into her emerald ones. The way he sang her to sleep at night.
"God I love him so much," whispered to herself. The doubts that lingered in her heart fled in terror of this pure, unselfish feeling that was taking root. She stood up and ran out of the cafe. Several people who were seated watched her run off. They hadn't even been aware a girl was sitting behind those trees.
Takako ran, because she felt as though her heart might burst before she could reach Sasame. She just had to tell Sasame that she loved him. It barely registered with her brain that any thoughts of still loveing Hayate were banished, gone forever more form her heart and mind. She knew that what she had felt for Hayate was no where near what she was feeling for Sasame. The darkness of her heart had finaly been vanquished and in it's place bloomd something much morre beautiful.
A/C: I hope you all have enjoyed this story. Pease, Please review :D