Ok so I was reading over the chapters, and yeah theya re like being messed up. The spacing isn't working when I post it on here, and the chapters are way short. I had to do the last chapter in like 5 minutes beaucse my mom was yelling at me, so long story short, I'll try and make the chapters alot longer.

Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"

I honestley hated lying to Alex and Emma. I felt like I was betraying both of them. Wait, I am betyraying both of them...Why can't this just be easy? Why do I have to be such a wimp and have feelings?

Were the kids who feel like dead ends.

I mean its not my fault if I really like Emma more than Alex. I mean Emma is nicer, more innocent, hotter, and not Alex. Alex is like too tough. She know what I go through at home though. Emma is clueless about the gang and my father.

And I want to be known for hits not just my misses

If I told Emma about my dad, would she understand? I mean her family is perfect. Her mom is there for her and is forgiving and loving, her step-father is a teacher and would do anything for her, her baby brother is...well her baby brother. I mean her life is perfect, mines a wreck. I don't want her to feel like she has to take care of me either.

I took a shot and didn't even come close.

I turned off the radio in my car and walked into the movie theater. I walked up to Alex. I moved my eyes from the floor to met her face. "Jay, I have to tell you something." She spat out before I could even open my mouth. "You cna't come over tonight. I am having a tutor come over. If I want to stay vice president, I have to get my grades up." I can hold off breaking up with Alex. I mean this will give me time to talk to Emma and to think of what I am going to say. "Oh alright, uh I'll talk to you later then." I turned to leave and fiddled with ym keys in my pocket.

At trust and love and hope

I turned on to Emma's street and turned down the volume to the car stereo. As I inched closer to her house, I noticed that she was outside writting on the driveway in chalk with her little brother. I parked next tot he curb and turned off the car. She slowley lifted her head and smiled at me. It looked like a scence out of a movie. She stood off and brushed off her green stained knees. "I thought you were supposted to only have green thumbs, not green knees" She slightly blushed and looked down. "Hey, can I talk to you for a while?" I was really starting to regret the idea of telling her my history. "Yeah, let me take Jack inside. Come on Jack" She bent down and grabbed his hand and walked him inside. I heard her yell something to her mom, but I couldn't make out the words. She then came bouncing down the steps. We started walking towards The Dot. For a couple of minutes it was silent then she said "So what did you want to talk about?"

And the poets are just kids who didn't make it.

The Dot was playing the same song that was in my car, which reminded me of why we were here. "Listen I'm actually going to have a heart for a while. I didn't break up with Alex. We are still technically together. And I am cheating on her with you. But I would rather be with you. But you don't know me like Alex does, and thats why I wanted to talk to you." She looked hurt, her eyes were heavy and dark and filled with tears. "So what, did you come here to tell me that I was just something you used to make Alex jealous. I mean I knew what I was doing and I knew that it would eventually hurt me, but I didn't know it would be this soon." "Emma, wait..." I tried grabbing her arm as she left "Jay don't touch me! I never want to talk to you again!"

And never had it all...

Ok well I hope you guys like the new chapter. I tried to keep Jay still Jay-ish. haha if that last sentance made any scence. Well I hope you leave reviews, and thanks for reading.

PS If you like the song in this chapter, and the names of the chapter they are from Fall Out Boy "I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song)" wow thats such a long song name. haha