I don't own Naruto.
A depressing/sappy one shot I just felt like writing. (SasuHina)
Shame
I held her petite warm hand in my bigger colder hands, my head hung low hoping to hide the sorrow on my face from her white eyes but I knew it wasn't working. As I was holding her hand tightly I felt another one of her warm hands gently rub my cold ones. I looked up at her and she was smiling…she was smiling so brightly it made my heart break that she was smiling even though she was in this much pain.
I now questioned who was stronger me or her, right now she was shining over my darkness. Tears started to stain my face when she smiled; I couldn't help it… how shameful for a shinobi to cry like this.
She leaned closer and warmly embraced me, tears still slid down my face as my most precious possession was yet again being taken away from me. I blissfully bathed in her warmness and my tears began to dry as she hugged me. It felt like everything was going to be alright, it felt like she was going to stay with me and not leave me, it felt like that but that wasn't going to happen.
The chances of her surviving were one in a thousand… any god out there wouldn't bless me with such a gift. I've done such horrible things in my life, and yet I still prayed for a miracle. The medical nins were trying everything to help her from this horrible and new disease.
It's painful sitting here, watching her in this condition. I feel so useless, I'm the most important one in her life and I can't even do anything for her at this very moment. It makes my heart ache when I'm just sitting here.
She turns her head weakly looking straight into my eyes and slowly asks if I could tell her of all the good times we had together. I nod my head in reply and said "Remember… when we were both arranged for marriage… at first we both didn't have any feelings towards each other..." I let out small chuckles remembering all the good times we had with each other then continued on "…But of course I just couldn't resist your charm," I let out a small joke causing her to laugh quietly. "…Then we both fell in love with each other."
I thought of all the memories we had together and prayed that anyone or anything would save her.
The medical nins came in and asked me to leave the room so they can start the procedure. I nodded then planted a kiss on her lips, hoping that wouldn't be our last. I walked out to the waiting room then sat down.
My thoughts were covered with worries and my head started to ache from lack of sleep. The hours passed by and my eyelids started to feel heavy, I unconsciously drifted off to sleep. I saw her in my dreams… she looked so alive and happy it made my heart warm seeing her like this, she laughed so pure and innocently, she blushed when I teased her then started stuttering uncontrollably. I always thought it was fun seeing her blush so angelically. Despite my cold and cruel personality… she was able to find the good in my heart.
She saved me from eternal sorrow… I …I love her.
I felt warmth under me… it was so comfortable and peaceful. I opened my eyes slowly to see what the warmth was and there she was… my one and only. Tears strolled down my face as I rested my head on her lap… she smiled at me and we both started to cry. How shameful for a shinobi and kunoichi to cry like this… but it doesn't matter because my miracle came true.
End
Well I couldn't let her die cause people die too much so I made it a happy ending. I know it was so sappy but oh well. I just want Hinata and Sasuke to be happy together.