Wonderwall

Disclaimer: If any of this belonged to me, I wouldn't be job hunting at the moment - The characters belong to the ever creative genius that is JKR, the song however is entirely the property of Oasis.

This fic is dedicated to Emma-Lynn, who begged me for a sequel, so here it is, sorry it took a while, but I had to find a decent song to go with the last one.

I should be happy, its my wedding day, Alex seems happy, I just heard him leave to go to the church. I'm sitting in my bedroom, in my dress, listening to my bridesmaids leave the house. I'm now alone, trying to decipher my own feelings, part of me is telling me to get out of this, that I still love Ron. I listen to my head, talking to me, going through so many strange ways to explain my own feelings, every time reaching the same conclusion, I love him. So why am I marrying someone else?

Today I gonna be the day

That they're gonna throw it back to you

By now you should've sonehow

Realised what you gotta do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do about you now

Why didn't I say no a year ago? My feelings for you were the same then, maybe I thought that it seemed unreal, I thought you had moved on, maybe I felt that I should too. Maybe if I go ahead with it all I will learn to live life with Alex, but I never got the same feeling for him in the pit of my stomach as I get whenever I think of you. You know I love you still, I can feel it, how could you not, you know me too well, I know, deep in my heart that I will never move on.

Backbeat the word was on the street

That the fire in your heart is out

I'm sure you've heard it all before

But you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do about you now

Why can't our lives be simple? I'm standing here answering honest questions, with honest answers, but it isn't you asking them. Alex looks beautiful, but he never is as beautiful as you, I look at him, it fills me with pain and grief - he isn't you. I love you and I have to back out of this somehow.

And all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would like to say to ou

I don't know how

We have all been through so much together, why did I leave? You are my reason for planning to leave Alex at the alter, an unforgivable crime, you are my friend, my angel. I can't live without you, you make my life worth living, you taught me to take a risk, I'll have to soon.

Because maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me?

And after all

You're my wonderwall

Its over, Alex is shouting at me, words that have no meaning. I feel free for the first time in years. Hang in there Ron, I'm coming, running through the streets - just to tell you that I love you.

Today was gonna be the day?

But they'll never throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realised what you're not to do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do about you now

I arrived at your flat, you ignore me, the music is turned up, I knock until my knuckles are raw, I can't tell how I feel if you won't listen, it hurts so much I can hardly breathe.

And all the roads that lead to you are winding

And all the lights that lead the way are blinding

There are many things that I would like to say to you

I don't know how

I kick the door, scream out my true feelings into the night, with a mix of pain, anger and love erupting from my mouth. I sit down on the doorstep and cry.

I said maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me?

And after all

You're my wonderwall

"'Mione?" The most wonderful sound reaches my ears, I lift my eyes to the form of a red-head angel come to save me. I bury my head in his chest inhaling the familiar scent of old socks, the Burrow and Ron Weasley. He puts his hand under my chin and I look up into his eyes, filling with tears and reminding me of the deepest oceans. He kisses me, one little kiss on the lips, it is enough to tell me that he never lost hope - he was always, well … Ron.

A/n: I got my GCSE results today - I passed them all! Yay