Hey peoples! I know I only put this story up today, but I figured I would get more reviews if I posted a new chapter as soon as possible.

Disclaimer- don't own titans or simple plan's song "welcome to my life"


Alone in her room, Raven lay on her side. Talking to herself aloud for comfort, Raven mumbled,"I know I have to stop, but I…I just can't do it. It makes me feel so much better."

She swung her legs over the side of her bed. She walked downstairs. Seeing Beast Boy and Cyborg engaged in a game, and Starfire watching blissfully, she walked toward the kitchen. Pretending like she was getting her tea, she rummaged through the cupboards with one hand as she opened the knife drawer silently with her other. Pulling out a steak knife, she quickly slammed the cupboard closed and walked upstairs, her heart racing wildly. She sat on her bed, and raised her leotard's sleeve. Swiftly unwrapping the black bandage that had been there before, she looked down on the numerous cuts and scars. Taking a deep breath…

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Robin punched the bag over and over, trying to make himself feel better, but it didn't work. He tried then kicking it, but it also didn't help. He went through this routine every-single-day. Trying to avoid what he knew was coming to him, he tried to clam himself down. But he knew only one thing would calm his nerves. He pulled off his green gloves, and then sat on his circular bed. Opening a drawer in his nightstand, he pulled out one of the various sized stained pieces of jagged glass. He rolled up his sleeve, and quickly began slashing away at his skin.

Do you ever want to run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

Raven's arm was quickly over pooled with the blood seeping from her arm. She had made 6 narrow cuts, but now she realized she might have made them a little too deep. Already feeling that dizziness and light-headedness from blood loss, she staggered to her bathroom, and pulled out one of the many rolls of gauze. As she fell to the floor, she opened a bottle of hydrogen peroxide, and prepared herself for the pain that she was about to feel.

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me…

Robin stared deeply at his arms, mesmerized by the colors and shapes of the cuts. He never bothered to clean them, so they became infected a lot, and would bring more pain. But that didn't matter to him; doing this made him feel better, no matter what the costs. He didn't care, as long he didn't cut too deep, he was always fine.

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

As he paused to catch his panting breath from the exhilaration this brought him, he realized only one thing on this earth kept him from taking his wrist, and just putting a huge cut there; Starfire. (AN- I know I said this was a Raven Robin story, and it will be, so don't leave. He has to like Starfire to help part of the plot. So just keep reading!) Her smile, her optimistic outlook on life, her amazing eyes; that was the only reason that stopped him from committing suicide. He raised the glass high above his head, and began to slash his arm again.

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Raven gritted her teeth as she poured the peroxide on to her arm. It began to bubble as the worst pain filled Raven's body. She closed her eyes tightly, and tried to hold them in, but tear rolled from her eyes. As she opened her arms, she saw her arm covered in a pinkish-white frothed up mixture. She then washed in off with cold water. Seeing that it was still bleeding, she knew she'd have to do more. She took a deep breath, and dumped the entire bottle on her arm.

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

The pain she felt was nothing to the pain that was locked within her. She couldn't express anything, which caused everything thing she felt to be kept inside her. Sure there might have been happiness somewhere in there, but think about it. If you had felt happy, but not been able to express it, would you still be happy? All that was left in her was sadness, depression, anger, despair, and stressfulness. She knew she couldn't take it anymore. She opened her mouth…

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me…

Robin dropped the glass from his tightly clenched hand. He looked at his hand, taking shallow breaths. He looked at his hand. Tiny red spots lay near his joints from seizing the glass so tightly. He looked at his arm. He was shocked when he saw the red, thick liquid oozing onto the floor. He jumped up and ran to his bathroom. Turning the water onto his arm, he looked into the mirror. What he saw wasn't the robin that founded the titans. This Robin was imperfect, this robin wasn't fit to be the leader. Looking into his own eyes; he just couldn't take it. He switched the water off, pulled his sleeve down, and made two fists. He brought them down quickly smashing the mirror.

To be hurt, to be lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

The three other Titans jerked up when they heard two very loud screams coming from upstairs. Raven stopped and heard screaming next to her. "Robin," she thought, since their rooms were next to each other. She pulled her sleeve down, but didn't bother to put her cloak on.

Robin heard screaming next to him as well. Thinking they were under attack, he grabbed his radio, but only heard it there was no commotion in the tower. "Raven?" he thought, before he ran out.

All five almost collided with each other. "What happened?" all 5 said in unison.

They looked at Raven who was looking extremely uncomfortable. "I-uh-I…saw a mouse. I freak out when I see them!" she said quietly.

They all raised their eyebrows before rolling their eyes and turning toward Robin. "Um… I… well… someone threw something into my window… so I screamed," he said quickly.

"Whatever," Cyborg said before walking downstairs. Beast Boy shrugged, and then was followed by a smiling Starfire.

"If I may say so, you aren't scared of mice, are you?" Robin said suspiciously. Raven lowered her head under her hood. "What's wrong?" he said in a more comforting tone, grabbing her arm, the one that she cut. She jerked back in pain and grabbed her arm. Robin had a confused look on his face. He looked on his glove, only to see it smeared with fresh blood.

"Raven, what happened?" he said quietly. She slowly lifted her sleeve. He wasn't grossed out when he saw the cuts, only shocked. "You- you," he stammered.

"Robin…please…please don't tell!" she pleaded, placing a finger over his lips.

"Raven, I won't tell, if you won't," he said facing the ground.

"What?" she said confused. Robin, grim-faced, slipped his sleeve up. All Raven could do was gasp.


So? This will be a RavRob fic, with tons of Drama, angst, romance, and maybe some tragedy, but no action. I don't think I'm that good at that writing. Please review!