I know I haven't gotten a ton of reviews foe chapter 6 yet, but I wanted to write this chapter now, because it is a MAJOR chapter, I don't own Kelly Clarkson's "Behind the Hazel Eyes" But I did change it to "Behind these Violet Eyes" to make it a little more like the story. Here it is.
-WARNING! - This chapter contains Terra Bashing. Now you know, so don't yell at me!
When Raven awoke the next morning, she saw Robin staring at her. She smiled. "Have a nice sleep Beautiful?" he said softly. She nodded, and then sat up. "Robin, there's something I need to say, about Terra," she said. Robin sat up as well, and looked at her quizzically. "What?" "Well, I don't think she should have her own room. If she had someone else in the room, she would never be able to sneak into the control room anymore." She pointed out. "You're right, she can sleep with Starfire," He said before he got out of bed. "Raven there something I need to tell you," She got out of bed, and then walked toward him. She looked up into his eyes. He grabbed her hands. "Raven, I love you," he said smiling. She blushed
"I love you too," she said barely audible. "I'm sorry, what was that?" he said sarcastically. She smiled, and then pushed him onto the bed. She then walked toward her room. She opened the door, and saw Terra fast asleep. She smiled, and then screamed, "GET OUT!" Terra woke up discombobulated. (A/N: Ha, I love that word) "First, you will no longer have your own room. You'll be sharing a room with star. Secondly, you need to leave so I can take a shower," Raven said pointing to the door, before she entered her bathroom. Terra gave her the Evil Eye, and once she saw Raven was in the bathroom, she grabbed her diary and headed for star's room.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Terra opened Star's door. "Star?" she said happily. "TERRA! My wonderful friend." Star said. "Star, we're going to share rooms now, but I want to show you something," Terra said, sitting on Star's bed. Star sat down confused. "I want you to listen to this:
"I can't take it anymore. My love for him is weighing me down. I don't know how much longer I can stop it from breaking all the windows in the house. I know he'll never notice me, but I really want him to. I mean, we probably better friends than, say, him and beast Boy, and we're the only ones in the house who aren't obnoxious or annoying, but he's in love with Star. Sometimes, I hate her so much. Today, she literally brought him onto her with her boobs virtually hanging out of her shirt. She may seem so naïve and cute to the others, but sometimes, I know she's a lot smarter than she looks. She may be the kindest person on Earth, but sometimes she's as bad, if not worse, than Terra." Terra finished.
Your arms around me tight
Every thing; it felt so right
Unbreakable
Like nothing could go wrong
"WHO WROTE THAT AWFUL PIECE OF LITERATURE?!!" Star said angrily. "This is Raven diary. She wrote it," Terra said in a conniving voice. "That blorthglorp, that florglenasster, I will stick an exooglenop in her hoorthrap." Star said, jumping to her feet. "Star, why don't you just go prove her wrong? Just go and show her that Robin is yours, and will always be." Terra said. "You are right. I will go find him." She bounded out the door. Terra smiled happily. As star went downstairs, she saw robin sitting on the couch. "Robin?" she said quietly. "Yeah, Star?" he said nicely. "There's…something we need to talk about,"
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Raven stepped out of the shower. She walked over to closet, thinking about last night. She couldn't believe it. Robin kissed her and she has been the first one to see him without his mask on. She pulled on a pair of dark blue hipsters, and a tee shirt from Hot Topic. She combed out her hair, and pulled it into a ponytail. She walked out of her room, and downstairs. She heard the TV on, so she walked into the rec room. She then stopped abruptly. She couldn't believe it. Star and Robin were making out. She was pulling his shirt off, and he had his hands in her skirt. She backed away.
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up
Deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these violet eyes
As she felt tears spring to her eyes, she quickly headed upstairs. Placing her hands over her eyes, she ran into her room. She flopped onto her bed, and began to sob, as she heard windows begin to break. She then heard a knock on her door. "Raven, are you okay?" Beast Boy said kindly. "Please, just leave me alone," she said sniffling. He opened the door. "Rae, what's wrong?" he said. "It's…it's nothing," she said wiping her eyes. "Raven, you're a tough person. I've never seen you cry, so I think it takes more than nothing to make you cry." He said in a comforting tone. "I feel like I've been tricked, and made fun of," she said.
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You make me feel all right
For once in my life
"What?" Beast boy said worried. He grabbed her hand. "Last night, I slept in robin's room. And…well…he kissed me, and he took his mask off. We slept in the same bed. This morning he said he loved me. I go downstairs today, and see him with his hands down star's skirt, and her taking his shirt off. How would you feel?" she said. "Rae, I'm sorry. Really, I am," He put his arms around her.
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewed together
But so broken up inside
She knew there was only thing she could do. Once he let go of her, she stood up and went to her closet. She pulled out a black bag with silver stars on it. She placed 3 shirts, a pair of jeans, and 2 pairs of shoes in it. She then zipped it up. "What are you doing?" he asked. "I'm-I'm running away," she said, pulling on a pair of sunglasses. She walked toward him, and hugged him. "Thank you," she whispered in his ear. She then went to her window, sat on the sill, and fell out. When beast boy went to the window and looked out, she was gone.
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Beast boy heard a knock on Raven's door. He opened it and saw Terra. "What are you doing in there?" she said suspiciously. "Uhhh, Raven needs to ask me a question." Terra shrugged. "Okay, just give this to her." She handed him Raven's diary. Beast boy took it and shut the door. He opened it as he sat on her bed. He read the day that was marked, and a couple others. He learned so many things about her he had never known. He then felt bad about what they had done to her, or said behind her back. She had heard them when they said she was unfeminine. He found out that she cut herself, and no one noticed. She wrote that no on paid any attention to her. And now, he regretted it.
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up
Deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these violet eyes
There was another knock on the door. This time it was Cyborg. "Tell raven to keep her emotions under control. She broke 7 windows!" he said. "Dude, shut up," Beast boy snapped. "Where is she?" Cyborg said looking in the room. Beast boy looked around the hall, then motioned Cyborg in. "She ran away," beast boy said. "WHAT?!" Cyborg whispered loudly. "See, Raven and Robin kissed last night, Raven took off his mask, and this morning they said 'I love you.' Then raven goes and sees robin making out with star in the rec room: his hands in her skirt, her taking his shirt off. So she came up here sobbing. But I saw her run by, so I came in. She old me what happened, packed her things, and fell out of the window. I went over there, but no one was in sight." Beast Boy said. "Terra had her diary for some reason, but when I read it, I realized that Raven heard all of the stuff we said about her, and it hurt her. She also hurt herself."
Swallow me and spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you; it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore…anymore
"Come again??" Cyborg said. "Raven cut herself. She writes about everything; how, when, with what, how long and deep, everything. She did it because she felt unwanted, and I don't blame her," Beast boy said, dropping her diary on her bed. "But why would Terra have?" Cyborg questioned. Beast boy shrugged. "You don't think…Terra took it last might, read it, and told Star?" Cyborg said. "Maybe; probably," Beast boy said.
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up
Deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these violet eyes
"What are we going to tell Robin, Star, and Terra?" Cyborg asked. "We have to tell them the truth. They deserve to know the truth. Which is what we should probably do know, and get it over with," Beast boy said, as he stepped out of the door. Cyborg followed. Beast Boy pulled the "Emergency Meeting" lever, and headed to the main room. When he got there, Robin and Star were a confused look on their faces. "Sit," he said. He stood in the front. "Is this some sort of stupid joke, Beast boy? I don't take these things lightly." Robin ordered. "Yeah, and I don't take cheating on the girl you love lightly, either," he snapped without looking at him.
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up
Deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these violet eyes
Robin took a step back. Once Terra was there, beast boy began. "I pulled the lever for a very y important matter." Beast Boy said. "Where is raven?" Star asked. "Raven has left," Beast Boy said. "Well, call her back home," Robin said, acting like beast Boy was an idiot. "Robin, I'm not stupid. Raven has ran away, quitting the teen titans," "what?" Robin shouted alarmed "NO!" Star said hurt. "Yes- I mean, oh my gosh!" Terra squealed. "Raven has left the tower, because she saw you kissing Star, and because you stole her diary." Beast boy finished, pointing to Robin, then to Terra. "Oh no," Robin said. "Whoops," Terra said sarcastically.
"Robin, how could you do that man? If you told her you loved her, if you slept in the same bed, and kissed, don't go making out with someone else after." Cyborg lectured. "Terra, I cannot believe you. You have reached an all-time low. You read her diary?! Oh my god, I can never trust you again. Did you show it to star?" Beast boy interrogated. "Yes," Terra squeaked.
"Fine. I'm not going to deal with you now. But, since you still are a Teen Titan, you will help us look for Raven. Once we get back, though, you are out of here. Okay Titans, Cy and I will take the eastern part of town. Star, take the northern part. Terra, take the southern part, and Robin, take the western part of town. Got it? If you see anything interesting, radio in. Titans, GO!" Beast boy shouted, taking the job of titan commander as his own. They all jumped off the couch and went out the door.
"Don't worry Raven. We'll find you, just hang on," Beast Boy thought. "Raven, I never should have betrayed you. I will always feel responsible for making you run, and I will never hurt you again," Robin thought as he began searching.
Okay, I think that this has been my longest chapter ever written. It's 5 and a half pages! I know it's not much compared to some other ones, but I think it is! BIG NEWS! I just watched the new 'Bunny Raven' episode. It is soooo funny! Cyborg has to dance as a bear in a tutu, star is a cat that has fleas, beast boy is a lamp, Robin is a monkey, and Raven is, well, a bunny.
BUT, that is not the most important part. In the beginning, when raven was pulled up in the tornado, and even after the group couldn't find her, Robin wanted to find her soooo bad!
AND, there is a new teen titan game on CN called one-on-one. I played it today. Not as good as battle blitz, but you don't have to pay for it and the first character you can play with is none other than…RAVEN!! YAY! Okay, I got to go. BYE!!
