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Chapter 5

Regret

Fanfic By: xXx.Cherry-Wolf.xXx


"BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!" I awoke to the sound of my alarm clock going off… I looked at the flashing red lights and sighed. It was only 7:00am. Fucking Tomoyo… Who gives her the right to set my alarm clock?

I stumble down the stairs and slump my shoulders as I walk into the kitchen. Tomoyo, of course, was already sitting at the table wearing a nice brown skirt and black t-shirt… she looked like a gypsy or something! (AN. skipped the rest of the weekend. It is now Monday!)

"Good morning my lovely Sakura-chan!" Tomoyo said cheerfully. The only response I was going to give her was a groan…. But Tomoyo didn't seem to mind. She just launched into conversation…. But I wasn't paying attention. I sat down with a bowl of cereal and ate it slowly.

It pleased Tomoyo that I added a nod here and there to make It seem like I was listening to her. Then excused myself and went upstairs for a shower.

After my shower I got dressed in a pair of my favourite jeans and a green top and headed back downstairs… By now it was around 8:00… Tomoyo and I needed to get to school.

Tomoyo and I walked to school chatting happily about the weekend's events.

"I wonder what Yelan thought when she found the condoms. Im sure we will find out today!" Tomoyo stated as we walked past the cherry-blossom trees.

"Oh Moyo! Did I tell you Li rung our house…and said "Sorry" Weird eh" I said looking at Tomoyo.

"Well that's okay Sakura! Because you're not going to forgive him! He's not worthy of you!" Tomoyo said and laughed her famous Tomoyo laugh.

"Yeah…Uh Sure" I replied… I can't still love him can I? I asked myself as we entered the school gates.

Tomoyo headed off to find Eriol and I headed to my locker. I opened it and a little folded piece of paper fell out. I picked it up; curious of what could be written inside. Maybe its from Syao- Li! It's Li! I mentally slapped my forehead.

I opened the note and to my surprise it was from that Ben guy… Hmm. Interesting.

Dear Cherry Blossom,

I know we don't know each other very well.. But I was just wondering if you would like to go out sometime… There is no rush with your answer. I hope you agree..

Love always and forever.

Ben xoxo

Wow… He sounds…Girly. I thought as I re-read the letter. Oh well it's worth a shot! I haven't been out with anyone in a while.

I grabbed my books and headed to homeroom. As I got closer to our homeroom I could hear fits of laughter.. That's when I remembered the pink hair dye…

I burst into the room to see what was going on. And there was Kara. Sitting at her desk with hot pink hair. I couldn't hold it back. I just had to laugh along with everyone else. I heard Tomoyo and Eriol come up behind me and start laughing too.

That's when Kara cracked. She got up from her chair so fast it fell over behind her. She stomped up to me and Hissed "I will get you for this Kinomoto!" then left the classroom of laughter.

Li was just sitting at his desk looking down. I hope his mum found the condoms I thought as I walked to my desk still giggling with Tomoyo.

Weird… Meilin isn't here yet. Usually she's here first. Maybe she's sick.

I sat at the back with Tomoyo and told her about the letter from Ben. Loud enough for Li to hear of course. He turned and looked at me with hurt eyes. Then went back to listening to the teacher who had just started homeroom.

'Maybe im doing the wrong thing' I thought as I watched Li's head turn back to the front of the room.


After Homeroom.

I went to my first class, which was maths… God I hate maths. But Ben's in this class. Maybe I can tell him my answer! I walked into the classroom and saw Ben sitting with…the one and only Kara.. She must of changed into this class. They were laughing and flirting like she didn't have a boyfriend.

Okay. This was getting to weird. I hope Li knows about this. I thought as I said down by myself. I think im just going to ignore Ben.. Maybe Kara knows that he asked me out and is doing this on purpose. Who knows? I thought as I looked out the window at the cherry blossom trees.

That's how the start of the day went. I day dreamed in each of my classes and sat by myself

at recess. Tomoyo was with Eriol and Meilin wasn't here. I thought today was going to be a good day. I thought to myself as I sat under 'our' tree.

I saw someone walking up to me. At first I thought it would be Tomoyo but it didn't look petite enough to be Tomoyo. As the mysterious person got closer I realised it was Li. What was he doing walking up to me? I sat there looking at him until he was standing right in front of me. He dropped something in my lap then walked off.

Weird Fellow. I thought as I stared at the piece of paper in my lap. I picked it up with my shaking hands and opened it carefully.

Dear Sakura-chan,

Im so sorry for everything I have put you through… I was hoping we could become friends when I came back…. Obviously not. I know that you weren't expecting me to come back with a girl, but when I was In Hong Kong I needed someone for support. And Kara gave me the support I craved. She reminded me so much of you… I don't know if I love her the way I did you. Im so sorry Sakura. Please forgive me.

I know it was you Tomoyo and Meilin that put those condoms in my room and dyed Kara's hair. Mum did find the condoms and I would like to inform you that your plan worked. Mother has decided Kara and I are not to be married… I thought I would care. But surprisingly I don't really mind that much… If I can forgive you for doing that to me, surely you can forgive me for being with Kara. I will always love you my cherry-blossom.

Love Syaoran Li.

As I finished reading the letter my tears dropped all over the pink paper. I got up went to my locker while I got funny stares from people I didn't even know.

"Kinomoto! Where do you think your going!" One of the teachers yelled at me.

I ignored her and grabbed my bag and ran out of the school. I needed to go home.

Tears ran down my cheeks and dropped on the pavement as I ran all the way to my apartment. I flung the door open and ran up to my room.

I can't do this… I thought as I cried myself into an uneasy sleep.


Okay! So that was the end of the fifth chapter… Hope you all liked it.. I know I didn't! Hehe. I have this really good idea for another story… But you don't get to find out what its about yet… Umm Review people…Review! I will try to update sooner.. But im lazy.. So I don't know. And be patient with the fighting! I will get there!

xXx.Cherry-Wolf.xXx