Chapter 3

Listening to a demon is bad for your health, I wouldn't want you to get hurt.

hiys

disclaimer: i do not own shaman king...sniff

Nurses exited rooms from ether side of Hao as he walked down the long corridor. It was eerie. As if he was walking to his death.
What was he going to say when he got there? Would Yoh tell the doctors what happened? It was all a confusing mess.
The white door. 'Yoh is inside, waiting, or is he scared, would he want to see me?' Hao took a deep breath and braced the thin door knob. Then opened.

The room was dark, silent and with no one else, no nurses, just Yoh and himself. Hao carefully moved over to the bed. His brother was awake. Staring lifelessly up at the ceiling.
"Yoh" "…." "Yoh, please listen, I'm sorry. I don't know what happened to me……Yoh please look at me" Yoh turned his head towards Hao, but it seemed he was looking through him, not at him. "what I did, I had no control over, I…I…can't explain it, Yoh please forgive me" Hao moved closer to the bed. His eyes pleaded with Yoh's.
"Hao" Yoh whispered, his voice slightly cracking, he looked like he was in pain. "stay the hell away from me" Hao felt his heart break. "what?" "you heard me Hao, please, stay away from me at least for a while." Yoh turned his head away so he was looking at the window.
"leave Hao, we'll talk another time" Hao had his mouth open. What was Yoh saying, it didn't sound at all like him. "Yoh…" but Hao never finished as he heard small sobs coming from the bed. Yoh curled into a protective ball, shielding himself. "do you really want me to leave" "yes, please go" Hao hesitated, then turned to leave. "I'm so sorry Yoh, I never wanted to cause you pain, I hope you have it in your heart to forgive me someday." Hao left the small room, he didn't want to but he was asked by the only one he felt compassion for, and even he had cast him out.

Hao walked down the abandoned street. He wasn't going home, to where Anna, Yoh and himself lived. He would stay in a hotel. He wasn't really paying attention to anything around him, he was wandering around town thinking about his brother.
He looked up to see a brown haired female walk passed him. It was the nurse from the hospital. He sighed. Did anyone realise what he had done?
He could here her walkman in her pocket singing some random crap song….

?Nobody likes you, Everyone left you, they're all out without you….. having fun!………….?

Hao stopped and slowly turned, watching the girl walk down the street singing a long to the song. He felt exactly like that….
Abandoned….
and alone….
"shit" he thought while shooting daggers at the innocent ground. He walked all through Tokyo, he was just passing time, thinking about everything, which wasn't a good idea because it just led to him being even more confused.

The hotel he stayed in was crap, very crap indeed. It was so bad he could swear he saw the floor move. The paint was peeling off the walls and the furniture in the lobby was in pieces. He walked up to the front desk, if you could call it that of course and ordered a single bedroom. He was given a key to the room and he left for the fifth floor of the building.
It was indeed crap. Oh yes…….very….
He flung himself down onto the hard mattress and stared up at the ceiling. Even if he could get some sleep that night he wouldn't be able to because of the state of the bed. Five springs were poking out, and the sheets were so thin, there were even holes in it, also he didn't like those stains… 'I really don't care' he thought to himself. His life was crap.

awwwwwwwww poor guy

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