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Chapter 6: Babysitting Part 2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Raven remained in her room fuming for a few minutes but she calmed down almost instantly due to her constant meditation. She had stopped crying but she still heard a soft sniffle every once in a while; Phoenix she thought.

" Stay here I will be back in a few moments." Raven ordered gently.

Raven walked the hallways toward the door where everyone was still in shock due to her large out burst.

" Guy's you can go I will watch the kids." Raven said.

A few gave her a concerned glance but with a slight nod they left……

" I am going to put a movie in and if you move 1 inch from the living room I will eat you for breakfast tomorrow." Raven said.

They all nodded and ran as far from Raven's killer glare as they could and with that Raven stalked off towards the door.

" Phoenix, I am going to tell you story and you don't have to come out." said Raven.
" When I was small I was taken away from my mother at birth and I was Given to a group of Azarathian monks…….. They were kind but I had no one to even call my friend or family……. My people were taught not to express their affections or anything else on me because of my powers and I was so incredibly lonely……Until I met this man named Lex he became my best friend and we ignored all the ruled not to mention he treated me with love and respect. I would have done anything for him and I thought he would do anything for me, but I was wrong………….( Raven lets out a tiny sob) His father caught us talking and laughing and Lex abandoned me, and then he told me we could no longer be friends …… I couldn't take it after that I so wanted to die and I even started to cut my wrists…….. I tried to commit suicide but a monk caught me and I am so glad today that he did. I think soon after I even went a little bit crazy from loneliness….. What I am about to tell you is my deepest, darkest secret and if you decide to talk you must tell no one. I named my heart beat because somehow listing to my heart beat calmed me down….. I began to even talk to it and today I still like to hear it when I am trying to calm down…… "

" Well that's my story!" Raven said.

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"Look you don't have to come out, however I am going to come back withdinner and I will leave it on the bed. I would have a deep appreciation if you ate it." Raven said

Raven then without another word walked into the kitchen ready to make the four of them dinner. She eyed Nick and Kate then the room to check if the had done anything bad. Seeing that they took her words and evil glare to heart she smiled to herself happily.

" Since you guys were so good I will let you have ice cream for dessert." Said Raven.

" Yeah " the kids cried in delight.

Raven had some trouble making dinner, and by trouble she meant burning it! She had ruined the impossible Mac and Cheese…. ( Sorry if I offended any of you)
She in the end had to order out for pizza, and she was still feeling slightly down about it.

Raven delivered 3 pieces to her room leaving them on the bed for Phoenix.

" I will bring you ice cream later." Raven called not asking for a reply.

Raven returned to the living room and started to play a game with the kids while they ate happily. This isn't so bad! She thought to herself happily. A little while later Raven returned to her bedroom and she picked up a empty plate. Raven left the room whistling to herself and she had a feeling of real accomplishment. She later returned with chocolate ice cream but when she returned only half of it was gone. Raven wasn't complaining though because this girl hadn't eaten for a whole week.

" Thank you" Raven whispered.

On the couch things weren't as calm and happy in fact it was in pieces. She had allowed them to watch wicked scary 2 and they weren't looking to happy. Raven walked the kids hand in hand to their bedroom and sat on the couch with a kid on each side. She tried everything holding their hands while they laid down, reading a story, counting sheep and turning the light on. She finally had pulled herself up to singing to them and it made the kids fall asleep almost instantly. Her mother had taught her the song years after the time of the monks and loneliness. The memories over came her and she just couldn't stop singing. After a few minutes she herself let sleep over come her also…..

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Meanwhile

The Titans returned home and to their surprise the house was quite and not destroyed. I wonder where Raven is? He thought. They heard soft noises coming from the kids bedroom down the hall so he and the Titans decided to follow it. They heard a soft voice singing softly and even though he didn't understand the words he thought it was the most beautiful noise he ever heard. Angel was the word that came to his mind and he continued to stand and stare in complete daze. He and the others watched as the small children fell asleep in Raven's arms and a few minutes later Raven joined them in their nightly rest.

" I'll take Raven to her bedroom." Beast Boy said softly.

" I don't know about that dude. You know how Raven is about people and her room." Cyborg said.

" It'll be worth it" Beast Boy said.

" Okay man, but don't take advantage of her." Said Cyborg.

" Do you really think I would do something like that?" Beast Boy asked.

" You never know…." Cyborg said.

Beast Boy slowly picked Raven up bridal style and he carried her gently to her room…..

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Meanwhile

Phoenix was standing in the corner with her back against the wall and she didn't mean to hear it but she did…..

" Don't forget to feed Phoenix" Robin warned.

" I don't like Phoenix she is what Robin said about Slade a royal pain in the ass." Said Kate.

" Friend Cyborg what is a ass?" asked Starfire.

" Ask Robin." Said Cyborg.

" I have to agree with Kate on that one." Said Nick.

" She is a bit of a Clorfbag." said Starfire

She felt her throat tighten and she ran blindly and she wasn't sure how exactly she had arrived in Raven's room. She heard yelling and then the door to the room slide open then shut again. Nobody had stood up for her before and it may have been a small effort but she felt touched by the woman's kindness. She watched Raven throw herself on the bed with a flump and start to cry her eyes out. Things began to spin out of whack the vases everything began to brake and fall. This woman is so strong ( mentally)she thought while watching her stuff her tears down her throat and put on a face of a fighter. She felt tears arise in her throat and she stifled a sob.

" Stay here I will be back in a few moments." Raven ordered gently.

" She is so strong, I wish I could be as strong as her….." She said to herself.

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A few minutes later…….

" Phoenix, I am going to tell you story and you don't have to come out." said Raven.
" When I was small I was taken away from my mother at birth and I was Given to a group of Azarathian monks…….. They were kind but I had no one to even call my friend or family……. My people were taught not to express their affections or anything else on me because of my powers and I was so incredibly lonely……Until I met this man named Lex he became my best friend and we ignored all the ruled not to mention he treated me with love and respect. I would have done anything for him and I thought he would do anything for me, but I was wrong………….( Raven lets out a tiny sob) His father caught us talking and laughing and Lex abandoned me, and then he told me we could no longer be friends …… I couldn't take it after that I so wanted to die and I even started to cut my wrists…….. I tried to commit suicide but a monk caught me and I am so glad today that he did. I think soon after I even went a little bit crazy from loneliness….. What I am about to tell you is my deepest, darkest secret and if you decide to talk you must tell no one. I named my heart beat because somehow listing to my heart beat calmed me down….. I began to even talk to it and today I still like to hear it when I am trying to calm down…… "
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A few hours later…..

Raven didn't know it but Phoenix was laying awake in the corner of the room with her shield up. Phoenix loved listing to Raven talk it calmed her tromping spirit with gentle warmth and love.Phoenix would have given anything to lay in Raven's lap with the other children. Soon she felt the gentle sleep of warmth come over her body and she let off a contented sigh……

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Their you go a nice long chapter!(: