Thanks for the reviews JohnCenasgurl, dj-ssdd, and pinoys-can-rock yo did it really bring you to tears though. Shocking... Well I hope you like this chapter enjoy!

Wordlife: Every Road That I've Been Down

Chapter Thirty-Nine:

If I Never Knew You

John had gotten five stitches in his head and the next morning Becky woke up first, from a bad dream she had the night before. She quietly got out of bed and walked to her bag and picked out her clothes for the day. John rolled over and now was facing the wall. Becky turned her head towards John, who was still fast asleep. A slight smile spread across Becky's face but it soon disappeared.

'This is all my fault…' Becky thought to herself as she sat down on the couch. 'If I'd only been really unconscious at the time Creepy Cheapy had walked in I would have never known about this. John would have been safe and he wouldn't be mentally and physically somewhere else right now. My husband is hurt because of me…' Tears again fell form her eyes. "I'm sorry John…"

John opened his eyes when he heard Becky crying. He sat up and turned and looked at Becky cuddled up on the couch crying.

"Becky? What's wrong?" John asked. He got out of bed and walked over to the couch and tried to wrap his arms around her but she pushed him away.

"John I'm sorry. I didn't mean for you to get hurt. I should have told you but I was scared!" Becky said rambling her words.

"Yo, slow you roll baby girl… I can't understand you when you're talking like that." John said as he waited for her to calm down a bit.

"John… I knew Jericho was gonna hurt you last night…" Becky said as she stared at John waiting for the worst.

"Yo Beck so did I. I knew that Y2-Cheap was going to do something cheap it's kind of in the name, baby. If you knew that's fine it didn't surprise me that much." John said as he looked at Becky. Becky still had with tears rolling down her face. John moved closer and wiped her tears away then he cradled her head in his hands.

"John…" Becky was cut off suddenly by John's passionate kiss, but as John deepened the kiss more tears fell from Becky's eyes. She finally gave in she wrapped her arms around John's neck as he pulled her closer to him. After John had broke the kiss he and Becky had a feeling in their stomachs that they hadn't felt in three years. At the exactly the same time John and Becky stared into each other's eyes. John smiled at her then he sifted his fingers through her hair.

"Becky…" John started to say.

"Yeah John…" Becky said.

"Did you feel that?" John asked.

"Yeah I did baby…" Becky said as smile spread across John and Becky's face.

Becky hugged John as she laid her head on his shoulder. John wrapped one arm around her waist and his other hand was busy rubbing her back trying to calm her down.

"You're safe… I promise…" Jon said. "Don't be scared, I'm here for you baby… I'll never leave your side." Becky tried to stop crying but Cheapy was always stalking her in someway. She was worried for John's safety, her will to go on, but once in a great while her will would break down and she would get angry, hurt, lost, sad, unbearable you name it that's what she was. Right now she was getting close to her breaking point, but instand of breaking down she started singing.

"I thought our love would be so beautiful, somehow we made the whole world bright. I thought our love would be so beautiful we turned the darkness into light but still me heart is saying we were right…" John joined in.

"We were right…" John sang. "And if I never knew you…"

"If I never knew you…" Becky sang.

"I'd have lived my whole life through." John sang.

"Empty as the sky…" Becky sang.

"Never knowing why… lost forever if I never knew you." Becky and John sang as Becky almost started laughing.

"What?" John asked.

"You just sang dude." Becky said.

"Really…" John sounding like he didn't do it.

"Yes!" Becky said as her eyes lit up.

"I didn't do it!" John said as he cocked his head to the side.

"You have an amazing singing voice John." Becky said.

"Shush stop talking John said like a goof-ball.

"Ok whatever…" Becky said as she got off the couch and headed for the bathroom. "I'm taking a shower."

"Alright…" John said as he changed his clothes, Thirty minutes later. Becky came out of the bathroom with wet hair, a white tank top that showed her bra straps and blue faded jeans with holes in the knees. Becky put her boots on as John laced his sneakers. Becky still had a slight limp but it wasn't that bad. Becky grabbed her black cowboy hat and placed it on her head as John tried to put his camouflaged Boston Red Sox baseball cap on backwards but he couldn't because of his stitches. John placed the cap back on the bed as he and Becky headed out to the jeep to go to the concert arena.

Becky loved every minute of it just like the fans. After the concert was over John threw a shirt on and they headed back to the hotel, in the car.

"Becky you looked like you were enjoying yourself so did you enjoy it?" John asked.

"It was a pretty one sided interview but I'm not gonna knock it dude you rocked it!" Becky said with a smile but John just shook his head.

"Do you know who your talking to?" John said mocking Y2-Cheap.

"No I don't but you know what Cheapy." Becky said.

"What!" John said mocking Cheapy but this time John had a dumbfounded look on his face as Becky and him jumped out of the jeep.

"You can kiss my ass." Becky said as John and her started laughing but they bumped right into Creepy Cheapy himself Chris Jericho.

"Well Becky I'd be happy to do that and a whole lot more baby!" Cheapy stated.

"Over my dead body Jericho!" John growled as he stood in between Becky and Chris.

"Is that a promise, Johnny boy!" Cheapy smirked.

"Shut up Ass Clown before I kick your ass!" John growled as Becky tried to calm John down.

"John not now calm down baby…" Becky said grabbing a hold of his arms.

"Whatever Becky defend him while you can sweetie." Jericho said as he walked away. John was going to chase after him but Becky stopped him.

"Stop, stop calm down baby he's not worth it." Becky said. "At least not until your healed mentally and physically ok."

"… You wear me down girl." John said as he kissed Becky on the forehead.

"That's my job, John." Becky said as they walked into the hotel and head for their hotel room to get some rest.


Ok where's that ass clown at so I can kill him... (growls) I can't stand Y2-Cheap, Cheapy, Creepy Cheapy whatever you wanna call me I don't care. John please beat his ass. Well please tell me what you think about this chapter. Please Read and Review! Peace Dawgs!