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Wordlife: Every Road That I've Been Down

Chapter Forty-Four:

Cry On My Shoulder

The next morning at their hotel room, Becky had told John what had happened last night after Raw.

"He did that?" John asked as he looked at Becky.

"Yeah…" Becky said.

"What is wrong with that…" He paused in his frustration. "Creep! He almost attacked you. What could be more despising then Y2-Cheap right now? He's stalking you and mentally seducing you. What the hell is wrong with that man?"

"I think I know." Becky said as she walked over to John and sat on his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck. John stared into her eyes waiting for her to begin. "Chris tends to… hold on." John gave her a look.

"Ya think! Becky… that can't be the case, he's crazy and jealous of what we have…" John said as he wrapped his arms around her waist. "I love you he never did. He betrayed you…" John stared into her eyes as she trembled in John's arms. "Becky he hurt you and not just emotionally but physically that bastard attacked you in the middle of one of your matches. He left you helpless in the ring… Baby I've never told you this before but when I faced Jericho back in 2002 I won for you…" John wiped the tears off of Becky's cheeks. She started crying even hard because John had reminded her of what Jericho did to her. She hid her face in his chest as she grabbed a hold of John praying he would never let go of her.

"John… please… don't… go on…" Becky said between sobs. John held onto her and smoothed her hair down as she cried in his arms.

"Becky… I'm sorry baby…" John began to shush her so she would calm down. She looked up at him as he gave her a smile. He wiped her tears off her cheeks as he quickly gave her a little kiss on the lips. "You don't need to worry about Jericho anymore. When that baby comes that's all we'll have to worry about ok…"

"Ok…" Becky rested her head on his shoulder. John rested his head on hers. "I'm wearing a frown, given up on hope. Your heart is reaching out, more than I'll ever know. Is my burden too much? Is it more than I can bear? You'll help carry the load if I'm willing to share."

"Baby can you let me carry this horrible burden. Y2-Cheap has scarred you let me heal those scars." John whispered into her ear. "But what I'm really wondering is, is why hadn't I done it before…"

"You have but they come back…" Becky said holding onto John. He kissed her lightly on the cheek.

"Well I guess I'll just have to easer them now don't I…" John said as he kissed her on the lips. Becky broke it and stared at John with a scared look on her face. "Becky are you ok?"

"John…" Becky said but paused soon after just to stare at John.

"Becky what's wrong?" John asked looking at her with a considered look on his face.

"John…" Becky looked down at her hands and then shook her head in frustration. Becky's eyes welded up with tears as she tried to get her statement out. "Chris use to say that…"

"What?" John said confused.

"Chris use to say "well I guess I'll just have to easer them now don't I." He use to say that to me after lost matches or something when I was upset, but what makes me remember that line the most is because he said it before the match I was in when he attacked me…" Becky wiped her tears away and clinched her fists as a glare spread across her face. John wrapped her in his arms.

"I'm not that man Becky you know that… I'll never abandon you, I'll never hurt you, I'll never let you go…" John said as he laid back on the bed then Becky laid on top of him. John placed his hands on her hips as she laid her head on his chest listening to his steady heartbeat. His left hand started traveling up her back as he stared at her wondering what she was thinking at that moment.

'She's been through so much I'm just wondering what's up with Cheapy and his stupid plans. He left her lost and broken… Why was she with him in the first place?' John thought to himself as he ran his fingers through Becky's hair. "Becky…" John said trying to get the zoned out Becky's attention.

"Yeah… John…" Becky said still staring at the wall but zoned into John.

"Becky look at me…" John said as she turned her head in his direction. "Why did you start dating Jericho in the first place, what did you see in him?"

"He said he loved me and would do anything for me then he just… let me slowly fade away…" Becky said trailing off a couple times.

"What do you mean?" John asked.

"I mean… he said he loved me and then he took it back…" Becky said as another tear came rolling down her cheek. Becky sat up and got off of John and sat on the edge of the bed. John then sat up and sat beside her and placed an arm over her shoulder and stared at her getting emotional again.

"Don't shed tears for that man he's not worth it…" John said as Becky started to calm down. Her eyes were all red and puff, and her head started hurting. John leaned over and started kissing her on the neck. Becky then moved her head and started kissing him on the lips. John grabbed her by the waist and pulled her closer to him and Becky pulled his head deeper into the kiss. Then there was a knock on the door. They broke the kiss and looked at each other with disbelief looks on their faces.

John got off the bed and answered the door and it was Tiff and Torrie with a video camera. Tiff and Torrie barged into the room almost trampling John to the ground.

"Where's Becky?" Tiff asked looking around the room when Becky was basically in front of her.

"Right here numbskull." Becky said as Tiff turned her head and the camera, which was on towards Becky. "What the hell is there a camera in my face for?"

"Well John…" Torrie began to say as she pointed to John but he stopped her.

"Well Becky…" Crazy Tiffany interrupted John.

"John wants me to tape the moments before the baby's born!" Tiff said as a huge smile spread across her face. John looked at Tiff with his mouth hanging open then he smacked his forehead.

"What do you mean moments?" Becky asked.

"You know like when you give…" Becky cut off Tiff.

"Don't say another word. If you do Tiff I'll rearrange your face, and it won't be pretty or painless either I'll promise you that my friend." Becky said as Tiff jumped behind Torrie. "And beside I'm won't have the baby in at least nine months Cargill."

"That's true but you know how people will tape their family and stuff so the baby will know how crazy or how cool his or her family is." Tiff said.

"Ok Tiff whatever just not now ok… Will do it later ok I promise…" Becky said as got his black ball cap and placed it on her head and was going to grab her shoes.

"Okie dokie Becky I'll seeya guys later…" Tiff said as she walked out of the room. Torrie followed Tiff out of the room. John watched Becky put on her shoes.

"Beck where ya goin'?" John asked as Becky took her hat off for a second and headed to the bathroom to wash her face off then she placed the hat back on her head.

"I'm going for a walk." Becky said as John stopped her. She turned and looked at him.

"Don't let this anger in you get to you baby…" John said as he pulled her close to him.

"You know someday this kid's gonna be as stubborn as you." Becky said as John took her hat off.

"Well that kid's gonna be just like you…" John said as he picked her up and kissed her on the lips. Becky wrapped her legs around his waist as John deepened the kiss. Becky wrapped her arms around John's neck. Then after second of sheer bliss they broke the kiss. Becky rested her forehead on John's and stared into his eyes as he did the same. "I love you Beck and I hope you never have to go through what you went through with Jericho again."

"John me too…" Becky said as she stared into his eyes longer


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