Please bear with me for every chapter since I don't have much free time to write and I' m not a pro.in writing. Forgive me for the the mistakes (if I have) in the story. Thank yooooooooooou so much for reading it.

Chapter 4

There is a silent for a moment between Inuyasha and Kagome. So quite, they both can even hear their heart beating so fast (thump…thump).

Why should I say….to him. Should I just ignore him…Kagome is thinking. She didn't dare to look his eyes anymore. Her feet become so weak. Is this love? Forgotten love? So pathetic Kagome! She told herself. Kagome tried as much she can to walk away from Inuyasha who is still sitting on tree.

"Khek….you will run away again this time!", suddenly Inuyasha screamed at her.

"What do you mean? If you just want to stare at me from there…I m not gonna wait for you", Kagome starts yelling also. Why doesn't he just get down here since I can't fly like him.

"Bah…you had ran away from me….last time we met, didn't you…bitch!", said Inuyasha again with both hands crossing on his chest.

"Don't call me bitch!...don't be rude to me….I have a name….and when you talk to me you'd better….osuwari!". There you are pushing me….Inuyasha. Kagome told herself. All of sudden, Kagome feel so much enjoyment for the first time to say that word….she has been missing it to say that word.

Bump! Inuyasha felt to ground with his head buried in it. "You…! why you have to do that?". Strangely also for Inuyasha, he didn't feel so much angry as it used to be in the past. Just like he really wants it Kagome said that word. He can't deny that he miss her like hell all this time also. To see her again….she is more beautiful than ever. She is taller than last time he saw her. How much he missed those amber eyes. She is a beautiful woman now. Oh….and this lovely smell again which taking him running so fast to this well. I knew it she is back! Kheh….what happen to me why suddenly I got this feeling again. I hate her….she left me without saying anything to me. She caused me so much pain for the last 2 years. Why should I care about her!

"Why you have to come back….?", Inuyasha asked her. Kagome can feel the pain in his voice.

"I want to see Miroku, Sango and Shippo…..eh….why I should tell you this. I don't need your permission to come here…", Kagome told him and trying so hard not to run to him. resting her head onto his chest as she used to in the past. Oh God! I missed him so much. I miss his touch. That's why also she can never get over him whenever Houjo (her boyfriend) tried to hold her. She wants only one man in this world who does that……..INUYASHA. Yes…only him….call me stupid….but that the fact no matter how hard I tried to forget I simply can't. Her tears start to fall down on her cheeks. But she just walked away now….I can't let him see my tears. I want him to know that I don't love him anymore.

"Hey…don't you walk away again from me", Inuyasha is yelling behind her back.

"What do you want…Inuyasha?", Kagome stopped without looking at him.

"Khek….I don't want anything ….I mean why you behave like this..",He demanded an explanation.

"Sorry….Inuyasha but the truth is I was so sick to see you with Kikyo last time in the forest. That's why I decided to return forever to my time. Since you need to protect her…you don't need me by your side, do you?", Kagome told him…..and surprise also that she got the guts to say it.

Suddenly there is a silent again between them.

"I….I…", said Inuyasha didn't know what to do.

"Forget it!...it's in the past now. I am happy now that you are with Kikyo………besides….I am with someone also now". This is it PAYBACK TIME! Kagome said to herself.

"Who is he?...I will………ki…" asked him….Kagome can feel the jealousy in his voice. But he didn't finish his words since he felt pain in his hearts like thousands knives may be the feeling like his half brother hurted him in the battle. But this pain is more intense more deep…………and no cure for that. Is this love? Bah….what do you know. I am with Kikyo now…

"I hope you are happy Inuyasha…because I want to. That always the most important thing for me", Kagome tries to smile.

"I am sorry……..Kagome", suddenly those words just come out from Inuyasha's mouth.

Now Kagome can't hold her tears anymore…why he is sorry…Did he feel sorry for me because I am only the second all this time. He felt sorry because he realised he didn't love me that much. I hate him. I don't need your sympathy…Inuyasha!

Inuyasha can't hold anymore but to grab Kagome into his chest. I love you Kagome! Said in his heart. Oh her smell makes him grazy…the smell who always haunting him all this time. No matter how many times he holds Kikyo, he can never feel like this….not to mention that there are times that he should just wait for Kikyo's Demon Soul Stolen come to fill in her body so she can move again. It's just to look after a sick person. Is this love? or I just feel sorry for her? Kikyo's body is always cold. She is not the same Kikyo I was in love….but….I made up my mind, didn't I…as a man I can't back out my word. I have to live with it. Is this my fate? Inuyasha thinks sadly.

Kagome can feel how she is so safe in Inuyasha's arms. The hands who always protecting me whenever I go. Why don't deserve him? Why have to be Kikyo? They have their chance before I met Inuyasha. I wish we can be like this forever. Kagome said to herself. Not wanting to let Inuyasha go. She looks at him and realised how his eyes changed. So lovely so calm and peace…no sadness anymore. She realised also how so close their lips separated only by inch. Without knowing what she's doing, she locks her lips onto his. Inuyasha also can't deny…he is longing to kiss her from the moment he met this girl. He puts his tongue inside her mouth. He can feel it that something so wonderful …so desirable streaming down all over his body. He wanted her more than ever! Don't know long their kissing, till they heard a noise at the bushes. They stopped and looked around and took them by surprised to see Kikyo standing at their back with eyes so cold and angry. She didn't say anything but she just turned around and left.

"Kikyo!...wait…I …I…", Inuyasha tried to stop Kikyo. He looks again to Kagome now she felt so embarrassed of what she is doing with him and at the same time so disappointed of Inuyasha's reaction.

"Go…Inuyasha I understand….don't worry that kiss mean nothing to me", Kagome told him and pulling herself away from him. She runs as fast she can to the well and jumps without looking back.

How a fool she is? To think Inuyasha will choose me again over Kikyo? It's a mistake to come here. I hate the kiss….NO….NO in fact I like it so much. Even I can deny if Kikyo is not there suddenly, she would have given herself to Inuyasha. For him only. Oh…how tragic this love? Kagome said in sadness. It's over….it's really over.

TO BE CONTINUED!