Chapter 6
"Sh….sh", Inuyasha puts his hands on Kagome's lips. "Just sleep….".
Kagome smiles a bit and is resting her head on Inuyasha's chest. She can listen of his heartbeat (thump…thump). It's so comfortable sleeping like this. I wish I can be like this everytime I sleep. Kagome thinks and she blushes. What are you thinking? He is not yours yet! He is with Kikyo! However, she can feel something hard is touching her waist.
"What's this…Inuyasha…it's hard and pushing my waist", Kagome asked without looking at it.
Inuyasha blushes ", How come I haven't done anything….?". He Jumps from the bed.
"What do you mean….you haven't done anything…….what….what do you want to do?", Kagome screamed at Inuyasha and hitting him with the pillow. "You think doing something pervert, don't you", She said again.
"Shut up! So noisy….you the one who asked me to sleep with you….anyway I want to show you this is… the one which is hard". However, Inuyasha hasn't done anything yet when suddenly Kagome said :
"Osuwari!Osuwari! Osuwari!".
This time Kagome made mistakes. Inuyasha have fallen on top of her body with his face on her breasts.
"Ouw! It hurts….",Kagome yelled at him.
"What is wrong with you….I just want to show you my SWORD. If you got hurt…you asked for it…",Inuyasha gives her a naughty smiles. Please another osuwari Kagome, he said to himself. He can feel something so soft and smells so nice….better than a pillow. However, he got up from his position after seeing Kagome's face so embarrassed.
"Did you…..did you do that also with Kikyo?", suddenly Kagome asked him.
"What do you mean?" Inuyasha almost yelled at her.
"You know what I mean….anyway I just I asked you to sleep besides me….that's it….". Kagome told him with closing her eyes. Why I should think of Kikyo in time like this….she said. He came here tonight on his own.
"I…I never did that….if you were worried…",Inuyasha said after a minute of silent between them. I can never do that….because my mind always with you since I met you in my life. I can never give my heart fully to Kikyo anymore since I….love you too….Kagome. Don't you know that?Inuyasha said in his heart. I can't loose you. You are too important for me.
"Huh…who cares?", Kagome puts her face on top the pillow. So he never make love to Kikyo…can I trust him? Why is bothering me?
"Why do you ask then", Now he is mad at her. What this girl want anyway? "Did you do that with your boyfriend?", Inuyasha asked Kagome by surprise.
"Why do you want to know….?"
"I will kill him…..bah….the conversation is finished". The thought that Kagome is on the other man's arm is making him so angry.
"Inuyasha do you really mind if I have a boyfriend?", Asked Kagome. Looking directly to his eyes. She can see now the eyes in pain.
"Khek….you can be with any guy you like….I don't mind". Inuyasha turned his face another direction. So he is worried and he does mind. Kagome smiles. But why…he doesn't love me. He chooses Kikyo over me…
"Inuyasha why you and Kikyo didn't become a human with Shiko No Tama…Naraku is dead, isn't he?",Kagome asked him. She has to know that.
"Kikyo….she can't be a human anymore since she is already dead (she is only a ghost now)…..if she is using the shard she will become like Naraku. The Shino No Tama won't be pure anymore….so it won't be fair for her if I become human but she didn't". There is silent after that. The only reason Kagome… because to be human is not my priority anymore like in the past when I promised to live together with Kikyo as husband and wife….now it changes everything after I met you. I can't commit that with Kikyo…I…I want to be human to live with you Kagome said Inuyasha in sadness by heart. Everything is different and messed up now.
So…he is so worried and concerned about Kikyo's feeling. Kagome thinks sadly also. I understand that Inuyasha. She holds him back to lie in the bed. I just want you to be happy…Inuyasha. I didn't care anymore whom do you love? I just want you to smile….because I love you. Kagome kisses him on the lips. Her sudden reaction just like an electric shock to Inuyasha's body. He can't resist any longer the way he feel about her. I wanted you Kagome. Only you! He puts his hands freely all over Kagome's body and unbuttons her top pyjama. He can feel that Kagome is also holding him tight and start kissing his ears. He puts aside his sword and can see how beautiful is Kagome. Her hair is covering of her breast. She looks so happy and peace.
"Are you sure…you want me to…",Inuyasha asked her.
"Make love to me Inuyasha", Kagome opens his red clothes.
Without saying anymore words. Inuyasha kisses her on her lips. They pull the blanket to covering both of their naked bodies.
