Ok this is my first spiral actual semi-long fic so be kind also my first KanonexEyes fic so be kind when you review although I will accept flames and this is the only good song ever sung by Leann Rimes so I am not a big fan now on with the fic also for anyone interested in j-pop music the shocking lemon is good and yes I know what their name sounds like all you lemon readers
"I've got a date a week from Friday with the preacher's son everybody says he's crazy guess I'll have to see"
It happened not long ago the day he died forever, I thought we'd go on together sharing every moment of every day. I loved him so much why, why did he have to go leaving me going to a place in which he could never return from.
"I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves I'm going on and on it seems I'm doing more of that these days"
The day it happened it seemed like it would be just an average day, he was going to travel the word again leaving like he always did and I was staying behind only now I wish I had gone with him, gone with him on that plane because, this is the one trip he never came back from.
"I probably wouldn't be this way I probably hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it oh you left so fast sometimes I see you standing there sometimes I feel an angel's touch sometimes I'm just so happy to have had a chance to love this much"
Who would have known though that his plane would crash it was one of the least expected things I knew we would all die someday but I had never picture him dying not him. Kanone had been on hundreds of planes and in more dangerous situations then all of us combined why did he have to go in such a simple way. As a superstar, a pop sensation whatever people wish to call me, I have been given countless gifts from adoring fans but no gift I ever receive will replace Kanone, my Kanone.
"God give me a moments grace as if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way Mother says I shouldn't speak to you Susan says I should just move on you ought to see the way these people look at me when they see me round here talking to this stone "
So many people Rio, Ryoko, Kousuke they have all tried to help me, make me stop shedding these tears I swore I'd never shed. Kanone I cry so much now you are not here to cry for me. All of them they want me to forget, to move on but I can't I can't forget him. They think I'm insane visiting Kanone like this in a grave where his mangled, charred body lies. I don't see the problem what's wrong with someone visiting the person they love even if they have left you and died.
"Everybody thinks I've lost my mind but I just take it day by day and I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't hurt this bad I never picture every minute without you in it oh you left so fast sometimes I see you standing there sometimes I feel and angel's touch sometimes I'm just so happy to have had a chance to love this much"
Kanone, Kanone I will forever love him but I will live on no matter how much I don't want to. I know he wouldn't have wanted that of me, of his Eyes. I sometimes can feel him there when I play, play that piano and remember all the time we spent together and how much we loved no matter what anyone says he was my soul mate, my one and only true love and he will never be forgotten
"God give a moments grace as if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't be this way I've got a date a week from Friday with the preacher's son everybody says I'm crazy guess I'll have to see"
Ok that's it it's probably a bit fluffy and cheesy but t don'y know review and tell me what you think
