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Chapter 8

Almost one and a half month after Inuyasha and Kagome met. He never comes again to see her since then. Not even a single day, Kagome didn't wait for him to come for her. Every night, she will open the window at her room and hopes Inuyasha will come.

Like tonight also, she is sitting near the window looking at the sky, wondering around. Where are you my love? Have you had forgotten me? Didn't you remember we make love in this room? How I long of your touch again all this time? I am missing you like grazy. Should I look for you? No….It won't be right since he didn't say he loves me. He loves Kikyo not me….then why he wanted to make love with me not Kikyo….Is he taking advantage of me? But I was the one who asked for it?It means it's my fault then. Kagome can't bear to shed her tears. This she really blew it.

Suddenly she felt so dizzy and uncomfortable just sitting like that. It's been like that for the last 2 weeks. What's wrong with me? May be I stressed up too much. I'd better go sleep now.

The next morning, Kagome felt the same thing again and it even worst, she is vomiting. Her mum is so worried. She comes to her room and holds her forehead.

"Are you having a flu again…Kagome?"

"No, my temperature is normal…mum. Don't worry probably because I am too tired", Kagome tries to smile to her mum.

"Kagome…are you alright? I mean do you have any problems at all that you want to consult with me", Her mum asked her, sitting next to her after she closed the door behind her.

"No…mum. I am perfectly fine…", said Kagome.

"I have notice that lately you have been very moody. You got so happy month ago and all of sudden…you felt so down and not talking so much to us…Have you had a fight with Houjo?", Mum asked patiently.

"No…I am sorry to make you worry mum. I didn't fight with Houjo"

"You are lying, my girl….I know you better. I will not force you if you don't want to say…but you know I always here if you need me"

Kagome holds her mum and starts crying. Mama….if only you know how your daughter has broken heart over a half-demon.

"Mum…I really didn't know what to say….I just feel so disappointed….life is not fair to me. I….I….am in love with someone that didn't love me back…."She can't stop crying now. Her mum is rubbing her hair down so gently.

"Kagome…life is never been fair to us. It will be always like that. Because nothing is forever in this world. I feel the same thing also when your dad died. The more I cried the more frustrated I became. Well…I have to be strong for the sake of Ji-chan, you and Souta. Love keeps me going. Remember not all things will turn as you wanna be. But it doesn't mean also they are always bad for you. You will learn from that lessons each time your have passed the hardship. Same like love. Love is always kind and forgiving. Love means also sacrificing. Love is not also to posses someone. Most of love, you can't force love. Love is a gift from God. Gifts for us all……Houjo is a good man, isn't he? He loves you very much…I think", Kagome's mum told her again so wisely.

"Yes…he is a good man….I know mum. I am so lucky. Thank you mum….", Suddenly she felt so uncomfortable again in her stomach.

Her mum is helping her lying down on her bed. She stares at her so seriously.

"Kagome will you go to doctor tomorrow….I will come with you if you want", she said.

"It's probably nothing mum….I will just take some medicine. It will be fine"

"No…young lady. You have to go to doctor tomorrow", Kagome's mum insisted her.

"I don't need to on. Don't worry…I promise tomorrow I will be better".

"Please listen to your mum…this time".

"Ok..ok I will go tomorrow then…", at last Kagome agrees. Why her mum acted like this. She will never ask her to go doctor before.

"Ok I will leave you to rest now…have a good night dream…", Kagome's mum leaves the room now. If I am not mistaken………….she is pregnant. Oh I hope I am wrong said Kagome's mum in her heart.

To be continued.