Fandom:Tenipuri Title: I want to hate you, but I love you!
Author/Artist:lj user"jgal87" and lj user"landoffics"
Theme(s): #27. Line between Love and Hate; #18. Photograph Pairing/Characters: Tensai Pair, Oshitari/Fuji Rating: PG-13 Disclaimer/claimer (if needed):No, I do not own Prince of Tennis!
Summary (if needed):oshitari tried to convince himself that he hated Fuji, instead of loving Fuji XD

Oshitari Yuushi frowned as he stared at the photograph in front of him. On the photograph, it shows someone with a friendly smile; facing the camera with a trophy in hand. Oshitari wanted so much to wipe the smile of that person, yet, he couldn't. He knew he couldn't bear to do it, for it will tore him apart. Despite telling himself times and times again that he hated the said person, he still end up yearning for the latter's comfort every night.

'Damn you, Fuji!' he thought angrily.

Oshitari didn't know what possessed him to move in with the said prodigy himself. Initially, he had moved in for he wanted desperately to avoid his double partner, Gakuto's relentless nagging. Yet, somehow along the line; he ended up taking permenant residence in Fuji's apartment. Now as he think back of the time he'd spent with Fuji, he realized he have no idea what he felt for the latter anymore.

As much as he wanted to say he hated Fuji with a passion, he knew it would be deceiving himself. For his feelings towards Fuji weren't all that simple as it seems to be. Despite their competition on the tennis courts, and their intellect competitions in class to be the best, he always ended up a step behind Fuji Syusuke. After which, he will feel anger and resentment towards Fuji for some time before it faded away like music. Lately, things complicates further and he does not know how to deal with it.

Nowadays he will get worked up over the trivial matters in life, whenever he found someone touching Fuji on the shoulder; a sense of possessiveness will take control, overpowering his logical mind. He would ignored Fuji when the latter tried to talk to him for the rest of the day, for he felt jealous. It seems to him that only he could touch Fuji, it's as though Fuji only belongs to him. He have never experience such foreign feelings before, hence they scared him badly.

Staring at the pile of photographs of Fuji, which he'd somehow accquired through various means and underhand method. He wondered what to do with them, the thought of using them for his dart practice have occured before. However, it was pushed to the very back of his minds within seconds. He couldn't do it, he treasured them far too much than to use them simply for dart practicing.

He have a suspicion of his own feelings towards the said prodigy. Yet, he wanted so much to escape from it. The sheer thought of him falling in love with the resident genius of Seigaku scared and haunted him, especially when he knew he would no longer be able to deal with Fuji fairly on the courts.

Resisting the urge to groan, he decided a drink was in order. Picking up his coat, he headed out of the door towards the bustled city of life. Laying unattended on his working desk, was a stack of photographs of Fuji Syuusuke; ranging from his childhood days to his current position on Seigaku's regular team.

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date started: 11/06/05

date completed: 11/06/05

A/N: I know this is crappy ... but that's all I can think of right now --()... Might revised it another day, for now, that's it XD