As if

Not enough

Kagome sat next to Hojo in his car. She stared out the window, not really aware of what she was seeing, just looking. When they arrived at the movie theater Hojo helped Kagome off, not that she needed it, but she still appreciated it.

'It's not like Inuyasha would do this for me, no wait BAD KAGOME, how can I be thinking about a guy who doesn't care when I'm out with a guy who would give me the world on a platter.'

"Um, Kagome, are you ok?"

"Huh, oh yeah , fine…"

"Because if you're still sick I could take you home"

"I'm fine!" Kagome said through clenched teeth.

"Great, lets go in!" Kagome sweat dropped, how dense could a guy be? She sighed and followed him in the movie theaters.

Inuyasha, who sat in an oak tree across from the movie theaters watched them get out of the car. He felt a bubble of hope when he saw them arguing but she followed him into the place. After about an hour or what seemed like forever to Inuyasha. Kagome got back in the thing with the guy and Inuyasha followed them to a place with flashy lights and a man at the front door. After they walked in, Inuyasha, who had no intention of waiting outside again, and since he smelt a WHOLE lot of people he walked in after them. Only to be stopped by a big guy dressed in black.

"Step aside I wish to go in."

"Kid, this is a nightclub, you can't go in unless you have an ID card…or you can try to go through me."

"Is that a challenge?" Inuyasha growled out. Which caused the man to laugh and nod. Inuyasha grabbed the mans collar slammed him into a wall and threw him against another. When the man could not get up Inuyasha breathed deeply to calm the fire burning in his veins. He turned around and saw three more people walk in, he would definitely stand out. He looked at the man on the floor. He was about his size. He pulled on the clothes the best way he could which wasn't too bad considering a red head gave him a slip of paper with numbers on it. He took it as a good sign and stuck it in his pocket. He tucked his red clothes in between the wall and a giant box that smelled awful. He sighed and walked in. The smoke immediately overwhelmed his senses. There were dozens of people moving around and sweating very badly. The smell was sweet and strong. Once he found Kagome he kept a good distance away from her but kept a good eye on her. He smiled as she swayed her body and wanted to kill the guy she was dancing with so he could take his place. He imagined his hands on her hips moving the way they were, but in a more intimate dance. Inuyasha blinked a few times to get the image out of her head. He watched her go and talk to a man behind a counter, since she was close to him he could see all of the paint on her face, she looked nice, but nicere without it. She asked for something like a mar-teene. The man looked at her oddly and shook his head but gave her a glass anyway. She put folded paper on the counter and walked back to the guy she was dancing with, three more times she went and got he same thing, until she kissed the guy flat on the mouth. That was all Inuyasha could take. He walked out of the place, grabbed his clothes and ran to the well. He stared down into the black abyss. When he felt a tear hit his hand and realized he was crying. He wiped them all away.

'Damn her, how was she able to do this to him?' With that thought he jumped into the well.

When Kagome and Hojo got out of the car she was surprised to be at a night club. She was even more surprised when he KNEW the bouncer. They walked in and Hojo immediately wanted to start dancing. Kagome had no objections that she wished to speak of. She danced to the music, after a while she got bored and asked Hojo if he had money to buy her a drink. She had no idea what she was thinking buying a martini. But she knew she liked it. So much in fact that she went back. After a short wile she felt light headed and kissing Hojo seemed like a good idea. When she did, she felt disgusted with herself, how could she possibly kiss a guy when she knew she loved someone else.

"I have to go Hojo"

"Do you want me to take you home?" DUH!

"Yeah Hojo." When she turned around she saw a sliver of silver hair exiting. 'He couldn't be here could he?' Kagome ran outside but was greeted by an empty car lot. She hugged herself and got into the car with Hojo. When they got to her house she turned to Hojo.

"Uh, thanks a lot, I had fun." Hojo leaned forward and kissed her.

"Hojo, I may be drunk but not that drunk. I had a great time." she got out and slammed the door. Looking through the window.
"Don't call me I'll call you. BYE!" She ran up the stairs. And went straight to the well. She put her hand on the railing and drew her hand back, she felt something wet, she could tell it wasn't blood, it wasn't raining, what was it? Before actually thinking it through. Kagome was over the railing and down the well.

She was greeted by yelling above the well.

"Where were you Inuyasha?" She heard Shippo.

"What happened?" She heard Miroku's voice.

"Inuyasha!" Sango…

"It's none of your damn business. She chose another." His voice, started in a yell ended in a whisper. She heard him sniff. Kagome started to climb up and when she was almost at the top.

"Inuyasha, she still doesn't know!" Sango yelled.

"Know what?" Kagome asked as she pulled herself out. Inuyasha saw that Inuyasha had tears in his eyes and wondered why.

"Kagome!" Shippo jumped on her. "You look pretty!"

"You should tell her now." Inuyasha glared at Miroku.

"What the hell do I need her for I have Kikyo." Kagome put Shippo down and told him to go to Kaede's hut. A glare sent Sango and Miroku too. Kagome looked down and when she looked up at Inuyasha she had tears in her eyes.

"How dare you? Say those things to me and then spy on me? Then act like you are so much better than I am." Kagome felt groggy and slow.

"How could you go with him and kiss him? You're suppose to be with me!"

"I am with you, Look what it's doing to me."

"You're suppose to love me!" Kagome sucked on her bottom lip. She went to Inuyasha and touched his cheek. He flinched and drew back. Kagome fell to her knees and covered her face.

"Why are you afraid of me? Why do you love her more that me? What does she have that I don't? Why can't you love me back?" Inuyasha bent down and touched her shoulder.

"Don't touch me!" She screamed. Inuyasha hoisted her up and kissed her hard Kagome sighed and put her arms around his neck.

"Kagome I'm so sorry for hurting you." Kagome looked at him.

"Is that it?"

"What more do you want? I said I was sorry." Kagome put her hands down to where he held her on the waist.

"Sometimes, that just isn't enough." She pushed his arms down and jumped into the well.

Ok, no comment really….tired…zzzzzzzzz. Oh what? Anyway, possibly final chapter next, maybe that chapter that comes after the last chapter that starts with an e….anyway see ya soon.