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This chapter is mostly in Jess's POV with some of Rory's thoughts and for a little bit at the end it's in Rory's POV

Another Tragedy

Around four about twenty people pressed their faces against the window of Luke's and made sad faces. Luke walked over to the door and opened it allowing the herd of people to run in. "Oh Rory Jess I'm so sorry" Everyone said at once.

"Please tell me how I can help."

"Oh Jessie was such a great girl."

"How did it happen?"

"Are you ok how can I help?"

"Thank you I know everyone in Stars Hollow cared about her" Rory said as loudly as she could. With that said she got up and left. I followed her all the way to the bridge. She knew I was right behind her but she didn't say a word.

"Jess" she finally said sitting on the bridge.

"It's not fair she was just a baby." I sat down next to her and pulled her into my arms.

"Why'd she have to leave now what did she do to deserve to die."

"Nothing" I said kissing the top of her head.

"I barely knew her you had just met her and it's all my fault."

"No it's not your fault it's no ones fault."

We sat there in silence for what seemed like forever but was only about an hour. I got up and put my hand out to help Rory up. She took it and got up. Together we walked back to Luke's. It was empty except for Luke and Lorelai.

"You know with all the… well I forgot to ask you why you were wearing an engagement ring" Lorelai asked Rory.

Rory looked at her hand and for the first time all day she smiled.

"I'm getting married" She said with a sad smile on her face.

"Well that was obvious" Lorelai said smiling and trying very hard to cheer her up.

"Well then why did you ask?" Rory asked frowning at her mother's lame attempt at cheering her up.

"Oh well I um guess I…"

"Forget it" Rory said she sat down next to her Lorelai and Luke sat down next to her.

I can't help thinking I don't belong here. I had just met Jessie a few hours before she died. I shouldn't be here with them grieving it's probably just insulting to them.

I turned around and left. I found my car parked in front of Luke's where I left it and I got in. I started up the car and drove off. I didn't know where I was going. I heard Rory screaming for me to come back. I had decided to turn around when I saw a big gray furry thing I swerved and lost control. I slammed into a gate and was thrown out of the car and was lying on the ground over the fence.

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I got into the ambulance with Jess. One of the EMTs recognized me.

"Wow so much drama in so little time" He said closing the doors. When we got to the hospital I followed the EMTs into a room. My mom was there and she walked in with me Luke followed her.

All of a sudden there was beeping and running around. I knew what happened this time. "Nooooooooooo!" I screamed. I threw myself onto the bed where Jess was but mom and Luke held me back. I tried to break free but finally gave up and started screaming. There was a long beep "Call it. Time of death 7:00 pm June 29th 2008" the doctor said (A/N: I think that would be the right year. I don't know but I'm saying that she graduated in 2007 and now it's 2008.) "Noooo" I saidrunning over to the bed. Then the monitor started beeping again. The doctors finally made me leave.

A few minutes later one of the doctors came out. It was the same doctor that was with Jessie. He had the same expression on his face as before and I expected him to say he was dead.

"He's stable but we don't know for how long' the doctor said.

"Can I see him" I asked. The doctor nodded and I ran into the room.

I sat down on the floor next to the bed. I noticed he was asleep he looked dead. "You got to wake up Jess"

I cried "I can't take another loss." I took a deep breath and continued.

"Last night at the doctor's office you promised you would never leave me" I said my voice getting louder until I was practically yelling "You said we'd be together the rest of our lives well why didn't you tell the your life was going to be so short. You promised you would stay you wouldn't just get up and leave again but that's exactly what you did.

You just left you didn't tell me where you were going you just left. Now you're lying here barely alive. Why does everyone I love have to get hurt? Who's next my mom, Luke, both?"

I yelled I knew he couldn't hear me and that it was useless but I just had to say it.

"I know you can't hear me and I know that if you could you probably wouldn't care but I love you more than anything and I need you if you die then I'll be left with nothing I know it sounds selfish but I need you to wake up.

I need you to be ok I need you to be with me.

I've gone through a lot in a short amount of time and I can't take anymore."

Jess put his hand on mine. I looked up to see if he was awake but I saw that his eyes were still shut. I took his hand on mine as some sort of an apology and maybe a goodbye.

"NO Jess that's not good enough" I yelled. I put my hand on his shoulders and started screaming "You have to wake up." Mom and Luke came in and grabbed me. They pulled me up and were starting to leave. I was still screaming and trying to get out of their grip. I was much more fired up this time and I managed to break out. I ran back to the bed and started crying on his chest.

"Wake up" I whispered.

I felt his fingers running through my hair and looked up to see Jess looking at me.