Disclaimer: I. Do. Not. Own. Gilmore. Girls
A/N: Thanks for the review
Summer: Well it's a good thing he didn't die then huh. Thank you so much you don't know how much that means to me.
Abby L: Oh my god I would NEVER kill Jess he's waaaaaaaaaaay too HOTT to die.
Gilmore-Buffy-Fan13: I'm sorry I didn't mean to make so many people sad. I wasn't even planning on having him get hurt but then someone sad that Jessie wasn't sad enough so I thought I'd hurt Jess.
Gilmoregirlkk: Thank you I'm glad you like it
Disappointed: Ok first of all if you don't like it don't read it I'm all for constructive criticism but you pretty much just told me it sucked and that's not constructive. Second of all if I killed Rory the story would end.
Petitos grasshoppertje: Thank you I've never seen The Bold and the Beautiful but I'll take it as a compliment.
ADreamIsAWishUrHeartMakes: I'll say it again and I know I sound childish when I say this but hey I'm a child so I'll say it Jess is t waaaaaaaaaaay too HOTT to die.
Neosweetin: Yay glad you like it.
Getting Happier and Crazier
"Jess oh Jess I was so scared that I was going to lose you just like Jessie and… You're never getting in a car ever again" Rory said quickly.
I laughed a little and Rory hugged me.
"Don't ever do that again" she said standing up.
"Oh come on Rory it was fun" I said sarcastically and instantly regretted it.
"I'm serious Jess why'd you leave in the first place?" Rory asked.
"Well you all had known Jessie her whole life I had just met her I figured that you wouldn't want me around while you were grieving."
"Jess you're still her dad it doesn't matter if you'd known her for five minutes or five years." Rory sat in a chair next to the bed.
I closed my eyes for a second and Rory grabbed onto my shoulders and shook me. "God can't a guy blink with out being shaken" I asked.
"Not when that guy just came out of a coma" Rory said hitting me lightly on the shoulder.
I want her to be happy again I want her to smile for real. I know it's not going to happen but I still wish it would. I really wish she would just cheer up.
"Why did you leave" She asked.
"Well I felt bad like you guys wouldn't want me there because I barley knew her" I said.
"Did you love Jessie" She asked.
"Of course even before I knew she existed."
"Then you had every right to be with us."
I pulled Rory closer and hugged her.
I know it's terrible but I'm happy. I'm not happy Jessie died but I'm too happy that Jess lived to dwell on that right now. If he wouldn't have lived I would have died right then and there.
"I love you" Rory said kissing my cheek
"I love you too" I replied then inaudibly continued "more than you'll ever know"
A doctor walked into the room.
"Ah you're awake good you may leave tomorrow morning" he said then walked out.
Rory's eyes lit up and she smiled.
"Did you hear that you can leave tomorrow that means you can come to Jessie's funeral" she said hugging me again. After she said that her smile understandably disappeared.
"Yea I guess I can" I said pulling her even closer than she already was.
The next day I left the hospital. My mustang had been totaled but even if it hadn't been Rory wouldn't have let me drive it. So I got into Rory's Escape and she drove home VERY slowly.
"Rory we're not going to die if you go over three miles an hour" I said.
"Jess you almost died you're lucky I even let you in the car" Rory said slowing down to two miles an hour.
"Rory I'm very grateful you didn't make me walk but we're in just as much danger if not more danger when you're going this slow" I said getting annoyed.
"Shhhhh I need to concentrate on the road" She said.
It took us about an hour to get to our apartment that's like 20 miles from the hospital. When we got there we went upstairs but we couldn't take the elevator because they could stop or we could fall down the shaft. So we took the stairs but they were dangerous too because I could fall and hurt myself so I had to hold Rory's hand.
By the time we got up to the room I was so annoyed by her treating me like glass that I decided that I would do what ever it took to take he mind off of everything. But what I had in mind is probably too dangerous.
