Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN GILMORE GIRLS

A/N: Thanks for all the reviews it really inspires me to write more.

ADreamIsAWishUrHeartMakes: Thank you I'm glad you think they're all in character some other people thought that Jess wasn't.

Summer: YAY you just made my day I'm so glad you liked it. I really didn't think everyone would like it because Rory got a little happier even after her daughter died.

Pbnk: Oh good you liked that chapter that's great I think you'll like this one even more.

gilmoreFREAK2: Don't worry Rory will snap out of it after a good look in the mirror but it might not have the turn out you want OOPS have I said too much.

Abby L: Totally, I'm telling you hot guys don't die.

I opened the door and walked into the apartment. Jess followed me inside. He shut the door and grabbed my arm. He spun me around and pinned me against the wall.

"Jess you just got out of the hospital you should take it easy" I said trying to get him to let me go.

"Ugh I'm sick and tired of you treating me like a glass doll" Jess shouted.

"Jess, Jessie died and then less than 24 hours later I almost lose you" I yelled 'there is obviously something wrong with the way the stars are aligned or whatever the hell that astrology stuff is about."

"Rory for your sanity you need to chill out" Jess said letting me go.

I looked at him then looked at the floor. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I looked in the mirror and noticed that I was gone again every time he leaves or something happens with him I lose myself. I looked at myself again and noticed how awful I looked. My hair's a frizzy mess and my eyes have big black circles under them. I can't do it anymore. I can't be with him I need out.

I walked out of the bathroom and went over to Jess. I took off my ring and took his hand I put in his palm and closed it. I let go of his hand and walked out. Not very surprisingly he ran after me.

"Rory" he started "what happened where are you going."

"Away" I said then took a breath and continued "I need to get away from you when ever you come back something happens you leave or you get hurt and then something inside me snaps and I know that you're the only one who can fix it but I don't want you to fix it then leave again I don't want to have to be one of those girls who's happiness depends on whether or not their boyfriend is coming home that day."

I kept on walking until I reached the elevator at which point I broke down. I fell to the floor crying. I cried for a good twenty minutes before I could finally get up.

"I have to get away from you" I said "or you'll repair my heart and break it again."

I know it's short and awful but possibly the worst case of writers block I'll probably end up deleting it as soon as I think of something else. Sorry for the lameness.