Authors Note: I am soooooo sorry I have not wrote anything for this story. I have had a bad case of writers block and I could not seem to write anything for this story even though I really wanted to. I felt so bad for what I must of puts you though. I really do feel bad. I hope this makes it up to you. After all I know what it is like not to have a story updated
Ditz: *Ducks the rotten fruit* Ha missed *is nailed with rotten vegetables* That ain't right
Bookie: Did anyone ever tell you ain't is not a correct word? Well actually it is in some dictionaries making it an actual word but when you say it's not correct English.
Ditz: Oh shut you pot hole.
Bear: Oh come on can you two please get going so I can see what Ditz wrote
Bookie: You mean she actually updated, wow, I am strangely proud.
Ditz: *Sticks tongue out at Bookie* Anyway I would like to dedicate this whole chapter to All my Friends And of course most of all Callie Bear who has been bugging me about this chapter but I would like to say how much her encouragement has meant to me. Now Sky may of your stockess come out and say my disclaimer.
Sky: Sure why the heck not. Spike get out here *Spike from Angel walks out.*
Spike: Where the Bloody hell am I?
Gia: Can you say my disclaimer for me
Spike: Sure, why the hell not, LostAngel2 does not own any part of Harry Potter or Angel, or myself (Gia: I wish) and is not making a profit off this story. *Gia and Sky drag Spike off the set*
Lunch Bunch: On with the story.
I Wanted To Fly
Chapter 3: Waiting
~*~James~*~
Why did I ever tell him I hated him? He was my best friend I ever had, yet I was so mad I told him I hated him. I told him I hated him and never wanted to see him again. Now I am sitting by his bedside in the hospital wing, bawling my eyes out over him. He looks so much paler then I remember him. He is laying there looking so un-Sirius like. He should not be there. I should not be here. We should be out causing trouble somewhere. Instead I am here in the hospital wing hoping with all my heart that the best friend I ever had would open his eyes and allow me to pour my heart out to him. Just for a chance to tell him how sorry I am.
Madame Pomphry told us that if I had not seen him fall in time he would have been dead before they reached him. Due to my speed to tell Professor McGonagall Sirius will probably live. Now all Sirius needs to due in order to live is wake up. That right now is the only thing I care about. Remus is also here sitting next to me while Peter is in class right now getting the work that we will miss.
Remus is sitting there with crystal tears trickling down his cheeks like rain. Tomorrow we plan to start going to class in shifts so two of us will be in class, on with Sirius. We would all go to class but we want to be with Sirius when he wakes up so the first thing he will hear I would like to say would be an apology but I do not think it will come out that way. I think the first thing out of our mouths will be us scolding him for attempting such a idiotic thing.
I must say the thought of schoolwork with out Sirius sounds to me completely dreadful. Schoolwork is boring as it is, but at least with Sirius there he provided the much needed comitial enjoyment of study time. Sirius was always there trying to get the answers off Remus, like I never tried that idea, even though he knew the answer but was just to lazy to think about it.
Deciding to break the deifying silence that hovered over the bed like a thick patch of clouds I ask randomly, "Do you remember the time Sirius tried to turn Lilly's hair pink?" Remus's lips turn into a smile and let out a gentle laugh indicating he remembers the incident quite well. "but he ended up putting it in professor McGonagall's shampoo bottle. I though other then that one mistake that plan was bloody brilliant."
"I did not know that she could turn that color." Remus laughed. I laughed myself forgetting how good it felt to laugh, I had not laughed in so long. "I was never so happy not to be Sirius. We stopped laughing at the mention of his name. He may never laugh again, or get his revenge on Lily. He would just lay there like a lifeless doll not moving for the rest of his life. He might never get to play a prank on Snape, run under the moon with the three of us, or stay up all night telling all the ways he thought up on how to make Snape's life a living nightmare.
I felt warm tears flood into my eyes. I could never live with myself if anything ever happened to him. I place my hands to my face and for the first time since the night Sirius tried to out do himself at the 'stupidest thing I have done' awarded I cried. Not holding back I let myself cry. After all even the greatest hero's are allowed to cry, right?
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A/N: I am so sorry the chapter is so short but the writers block is getting to me. I had to write something cause not writing this was worse on me. I should update soon. Please R+R…it makes me feel guilty when people update…so the more reviews more guilty…more chapters
~Gia~
Ditz: *Ducks the rotten fruit* Ha missed *is nailed with rotten vegetables* That ain't right
Bookie: Did anyone ever tell you ain't is not a correct word? Well actually it is in some dictionaries making it an actual word but when you say it's not correct English.
Ditz: Oh shut you pot hole.
Bear: Oh come on can you two please get going so I can see what Ditz wrote
Bookie: You mean she actually updated, wow, I am strangely proud.
Ditz: *Sticks tongue out at Bookie* Anyway I would like to dedicate this whole chapter to All my Friends And of course most of all Callie Bear who has been bugging me about this chapter but I would like to say how much her encouragement has meant to me. Now Sky may of your stockess come out and say my disclaimer.
Sky: Sure why the heck not. Spike get out here *Spike from Angel walks out.*
Spike: Where the Bloody hell am I?
Gia: Can you say my disclaimer for me
Spike: Sure, why the hell not, LostAngel2 does not own any part of Harry Potter or Angel, or myself (Gia: I wish) and is not making a profit off this story. *Gia and Sky drag Spike off the set*
Lunch Bunch: On with the story.
I Wanted To Fly
Chapter 3: Waiting
~*~James~*~
Why did I ever tell him I hated him? He was my best friend I ever had, yet I was so mad I told him I hated him. I told him I hated him and never wanted to see him again. Now I am sitting by his bedside in the hospital wing, bawling my eyes out over him. He looks so much paler then I remember him. He is laying there looking so un-Sirius like. He should not be there. I should not be here. We should be out causing trouble somewhere. Instead I am here in the hospital wing hoping with all my heart that the best friend I ever had would open his eyes and allow me to pour my heart out to him. Just for a chance to tell him how sorry I am.
Madame Pomphry told us that if I had not seen him fall in time he would have been dead before they reached him. Due to my speed to tell Professor McGonagall Sirius will probably live. Now all Sirius needs to due in order to live is wake up. That right now is the only thing I care about. Remus is also here sitting next to me while Peter is in class right now getting the work that we will miss.
Remus is sitting there with crystal tears trickling down his cheeks like rain. Tomorrow we plan to start going to class in shifts so two of us will be in class, on with Sirius. We would all go to class but we want to be with Sirius when he wakes up so the first thing he will hear I would like to say would be an apology but I do not think it will come out that way. I think the first thing out of our mouths will be us scolding him for attempting such a idiotic thing.
I must say the thought of schoolwork with out Sirius sounds to me completely dreadful. Schoolwork is boring as it is, but at least with Sirius there he provided the much needed comitial enjoyment of study time. Sirius was always there trying to get the answers off Remus, like I never tried that idea, even though he knew the answer but was just to lazy to think about it.
Deciding to break the deifying silence that hovered over the bed like a thick patch of clouds I ask randomly, "Do you remember the time Sirius tried to turn Lilly's hair pink?" Remus's lips turn into a smile and let out a gentle laugh indicating he remembers the incident quite well. "but he ended up putting it in professor McGonagall's shampoo bottle. I though other then that one mistake that plan was bloody brilliant."
"I did not know that she could turn that color." Remus laughed. I laughed myself forgetting how good it felt to laugh, I had not laughed in so long. "I was never so happy not to be Sirius. We stopped laughing at the mention of his name. He may never laugh again, or get his revenge on Lily. He would just lay there like a lifeless doll not moving for the rest of his life. He might never get to play a prank on Snape, run under the moon with the three of us, or stay up all night telling all the ways he thought up on how to make Snape's life a living nightmare.
I felt warm tears flood into my eyes. I could never live with myself if anything ever happened to him. I place my hands to my face and for the first time since the night Sirius tried to out do himself at the 'stupidest thing I have done' awarded I cried. Not holding back I let myself cry. After all even the greatest hero's are allowed to cry, right?
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A/N: I am so sorry the chapter is so short but the writers block is getting to me. I had to write something cause not writing this was worse on me. I should update soon. Please R+R…it makes me feel guilty when people update…so the more reviews more guilty…more chapters
~Gia~
