Stop Saying You Love Me
Disclaimer: I don't own anything cept the plot n' the oc =) ya... please RR! Thanks.
(Harry & gang are in their 7th year).
Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.
I have school and a lot of homework...so I might not be able to update that fast...--' ya. I'll work on this...Mondays n' Wednesdays n' sometimes Saturday n' Sunday...so don't expect me to update really fast. --'
(BTW, Draco is a Veela in my story, but none of those "looking for his mate" in my story =D but they are pretty good stories...go check 'em out)
Sorry if my story is sorta...err...AU...--' and sorry for the unlikely things that's happening...--'
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The following review has been submitted to: Stop Saying You Love Me Chapter: 1
From: horrible()
it sucked so bad ron and hermione whould never turn on him it needs more sex
When I read this review, my eyebrow went waaayyyy up --' seems like my...err..."sex scene" doesn't satisfy him/her hohohohohoho...oh well...I'm sure he/she'll like this chapter --'
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WARNING!! THIS CHAPTER IS A LITTLE...ERR...GRAPHIC I GUESS...A LITTLE MORE GRAPHIC THAN OTHER CHAPTERS.
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[Attack]----
I show myself
Only to you
Which no one in the world knows
But I may still have
Some secret sides
You have never seen
Which no one in the world knows
-- Ourselves – Ayumi Hamasaki
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Dec. 24
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It was Christmas Eve and the castle was practically empty. Harry was just sitting in the Gryffindor Common Room, staring out the window. He sighed.
'It's so boring...' He yawned, 'and the people only left a few minutes ago...
Harry walked around the whole castle, trying to find things to do. He even walked down the dark corridor that the students believed was haunted. Turns out that the strange noises were only bugs and it led to the Dungeons. Then he found a secret room not on the Marauder's Map in an unused classroom. The room had a big green couch in front of the fireplace with comfy armchairs scattered around. And was as big as the Gryffindor Common Room
'I'll show this to Draco when he comes back.'
He went back to the Common Room and found a few books with quizzes in them. He took one of them.
Q. 25 What was the most recent dream, not vision, you remember?
Harry thought for a while. 'Not visions...hmmm...then he thought of it'
My parents getting eaten by dinosaurs.
Harry grinned at it.
Q. 26 What does this dream mean? Harry rolled his eyes
A. It probably means that my parents will be eaten by dinosaurs...
(A/N: I took a quiz and this is what happened --')
Harry sighed...this is pointless. He threw the magazine on the table and dropped down on the couch. He stared at the crimson ceiling and thought of Draco. He felt a smile creep onto his lips. But then he remembered. His eyes widened.
'I forgot to buy Draco a Christmas present!'
He ran from the Common room and went to the statue of the one-eyed witch. He said the password and scrambled in and ran the whole way to Hogsmead.
When Harry emerged from the shops, panting, he started to walk around, looking for a promising shop. But first, he went to get some gallons. He was planning to spend a lot on Draco. Then a shop named, "The Christmas Present" came into view. Harry stared at it for a few minutes.
'Well! I guess that sounds promising...'He went in the shop and was greeted by green and red gifts. There were millions of things in here. Harry looked around but couldn't find anything that fitted Draco. He decided to ask for help.
He went up to the counter and was greeted with a smile by a short, plump, and kind looking witch.
"Hello dear. What may I do...?" The witch's eyes widened when he saw Harry's scar. Then she smiled.
"You want a present for Mr. Malfoy, correct?" Harry stared in wonder and realized that his relationship with Draco was probably on the Daily Prophet.
"Yes please." The witch smiled at him again.
"Come along then. I have the perfect present." She went around to the back of the store and Harry followed. They walked for a pretty long time and wondered how big this store was. They finally reached a door and the women led him through it. She started rummaging through some old boxes and Harry wondered that if the present was so perfect, why the hell would it be in an old box? But then, never judge a book by its cover, right?
But then the woman pulled out a fairly new silver bag. She turned back around and smiled at Harry. She walked up to him and opened the bag. She pulled out a model of a silver dragon. The eyes were made of emerald and the dragon was MOVING!
"There is a charm on it to make it seem real. It is pure silver and real emeralds." The smile seemed to be permanent. Harry started at the model and agreed that it WAS a good gift for Draco. But it looked expensive.
"How much?" Harry asked. The woman blinked, and then smiled AGAIN.
"1 gallon." Harry stared at her in disbelief. The woman, seemed to understand, said, "This dragon is enchanted to choose the right owner. I can't take it away from it's true owner, so it's only 1 gallon. (A/N: These kinds of gifts and charms are really common ehh?) It's not breathing fire at you so I guess you are the one. Harry stared at her.
'I'm so glad I AM the one...' (A/N: Neo!!! Bum bum BUUUMMM!!! o.O)
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Harry asked the lady to wrap it with green and gold wrappings. Then he decided to buy a Christmas card too. And just perfect! He found a green and red one with a lion and snake on it. Then he bought a book on Quidditch.
He then remembered that Draco didn't have a pet. Only his mother and father had an eagle owl.
Harry went into the pet store and looked around.
'Cats...no. Draco doesn't seem like a cat person. Mouse? Nah...Toad? No WAY! Hmm...Owl...But a plain owl doesn't suit him.' Harry walked over to the owl's section and looked for a unique one. The owner of the store came over and said,
"A present for Mr. Malfoy I presume?" Harry rolled his eyes and nodded.
"Why, I sold his parents owl to them too. So I have the perfect one!"
'They all seem to have the perfect one.' Harry followed him to the back and there were even more animals there.
"You wait here." Then he disappeared into the crowd of cages. After a few minutes, He came back carrying a cage with a black, elegant, eagle owl in it. Harry smiled at it.
"It's a female and we don't know it's age. All we know is that it's pretty young."
"It's perfect."
Harry paid him the money and was about to leave when he heard someone talking, and it wasn't the owner.
"It'ssssss ssso boring in here. I wisssh someone will buy me."
Harry turned around and looked around. Then he spotted a beautiful, small, white snow corn snake with red eyes in the corner (A/N: they're really cute! I love snakes, my favorite being the snow corn snake).
'Wow!' Harry turned to the owner.
"How much?" The owner remembered the article about Harry Potter and parselmouth.
"5 Gallons." Harry paid and got the snake. (A/N: I dunno if these are too expensive or so cheap cuz I dunno how much 1 Gallon is in real life...sorry!)
"Hello, what's your name? Are you female or male? How old are you" the snake looked surprised.
"You can sspeak our language! I don't have a name. I'm female and I'm 10 monthsss old." Harry smiled
"Well! I'm your new owner but you might have another one too. His name is Draco. And your name...what do you want your name to be? How about Bazooka?" The snake stared at him as if he was insane.
"Noooooooo..." Harry sighed.
"I was never good at making names. Let's just wait till Draco comes back and let him name you, okay?"
"Ok...umm..." Harry smiled
"The name's Harry."
(A/N: Please help me with the name! T-T I suck at names. Just put your suggestion in a review! Thanks! And Bazooka is a real name of a real snow corn snake =P to see a pic of the snake, go to google images and type in "snow corn snake")
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As he was walking back to Hogwarts, his eyes caught something in a window. It looked like a muggle CD player.
Muggle invention: Cd player
This cd player has been bewitched to be able to play everywhere, under water, in the sky, and even in warded places. Price: 3 Gallons
He remembered all the cd's Dudley had thrown away. He had brought then to Hogwarts, hoping to listen to them on Dudley's old Cd player, but because of Hogwarts wards, they didn't work. Now he could listen to them. He went into the store and bought it.
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He went back to Hogwarts and ran back to the Gryffindor Tower. He introduced Hedwig to the new eagle owl and they were quickly friends. The snake said she was sleepy and Harry allowed her to sleep on his bed. He put his present and CD player in his drawer and started to read the Quidditch book. After reading it 4 times, he decided to explore again.
He went down the "haunted" corridor with his wand in hand on the Lumos spell. He was unaware of someone following him. He was just walking around when his wand suddenly flew out of his hand. Harry was surprised and started to look for it but the Lumos spell went out and it was dark. (A/N: Sigh... I love Harry...but I just can't help torturing him...--')
Suddenly, two hands shot in front of him and pushed him to the ground. The hands started to tear at his clothes.
'Who is this?' Harry started to fight back but he really wanted to know who it was. But it was too dark, so he said the thing that first came to mind.
"Lumos!" His wand, a few feet away, lit up and shined onto the attacker.
It was Blaise.
"Blaise!" Harry said in horror.
"I told you I'd be back." Blaise said with a grin. Harry started to struggle really hard.
"Your name wasn't on the list!" Blaise snorted.
"I CAN stay even if my name wasn't on the list. Just stay in the Dungeons and don't go out! Are you really that stupid?" He managed to tear away Harry's shirt and was now working on his pants. Harry was panicking and was fighting and hitting any part of Blaise that he could reach. Blaise growled and whipped out his wand and cast a full body bind on him. Then he tore off Harry's pants and boxers. Harry's eyes widen in fear.
Blaise looked at his manhood. It wasn't up.
"Well, I can have that now can I?" He waved his wand around a bit and Harry sprung up.
"There...much better." Tears started forming on Harry's face when he felt his manhood harden, but he couldn't move. Blaise leaned down and licked him. Harry started to whimper. Blaise licked the base of the shaft and trailed up, swirling around a little.
"Harry," he whispered, "I love you." Then he engulfed the whole thing and started to suck, bite, and did just about everything. Harry moaned in pain but couldn't control his motions. He was about to climax but Blaise stopped. Harry sighed in relief but Blaise released him from the body bind and bound his hands together. Then he ripped a piece of cloth from Harry's shirt and stuffed it into Harry's mouth. He then did a spell that made Harry not be able to cum.
Harry stared at Blaise in horror and Blaise smirked at him. Then he continued to torture Harry. Harry was thrashing around, trying to release but the spell wouldn't let him. It started hurt and tears started stream down his face. Blaise gave him one last lick and stood up. He started to take his clothes off.
When he was free of all clothing, he did a spell to enlarge his dick that already had a condom on. (A/N: Eww... huh? I know...disgusting...) Harry tried to get away from him but Blaise caught his foot and pulled him closer. Harry started to sob through the gag. Blaise groaned in annoyance and slapped Harry.
"Shut Up!" Harry did but was still struggling against the bounds.
'Blaise just enlarged his DICK?!?! Oh Man! How the heck will it fit??? Oh shit...Draco......"
Blaise seemed to know what he was thinking.
"Ahh...it WILL fit...don't worry. I'll just shove really hard!" And with that, he thrust forward, burying into Harry. Harry screamed a silent scream into the gag, tears falling down his face. He felt something tear and could feel blood run down his leg.
"So tight, Harry." He moaned, pulled out and slammed in full force. Despite the current situation, Harry couldn't help but roll his eyes.
'Of course it's tight!!' Blaise paused there and Harry was gasping for breath. The spell not allowing him to cum was still there and it was very painful, but not as painful as Blaise's enlarged dick being shoved into him.
Blaise then reached for his clothes and pulled a knife out. Harry stared at it, wondering what the hell Blaise was going to do with it. He punched Harry in the stomach and ribs a number of times.
Blaise then pressed the cool metal to Harry's stomach and started to cut lines across Harry. Harry hissed out and tears just kept coming. After drawing little patterns, Blaise stopped and started the thrusting again. It was too much; Harry started to thrash around, going insane. Blaise was getting annoyed and hit Harry's head with the butt of the knife. It didn't knock him out, but it did make him stop moving.
Harry was getting dizzy from the blood loss. His movements slowed and he was getting tired. Pain...
pain...
pain...
that's all he felt.
"That's right...Harry. Let dominate...you. That's it. Give in...to me..."Blaise said in between moans. After a few more thrusts, Blaise released inside him and pulled out. Then he cut Harry with the knife again. He was writing something, but Harry couldn't make out what it was.
"You are mine Harry...
"Tears falling down your face, blood on your legs and stomach, your green eyes all misty; so beautiful. Ha! Let's add some rose petals." With a flick of his wand, some rose petals appeared and they settled on Harry's body. Without untying him or taking the spell off, he left, chuckling.
"What a great Christmas gift you gave me, Harry." Then, he ran off to Hogsmead so he wouldn't be found.
Tears kept flowing on his face. He was sore and he still had to release. His stomach and butt was stinging and he felt weak from the blood loss and the hit.
'Draco...' Then he blacked out.
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Professor Lupin (A/N: He came back to be the DADA teacher) was sent out to look for Harry. Harry was the only student staying behind and he didn't go to lunch or dinner. Lupin first went to the Gryffindor Tower and looked into Harry's room.
"Hmm...Where can he be?" He saw a snake sleeping on Harry's bed and an eagle owl sleeping next to Hedwig.
'Hmm...must be Harry's...' He spotted the map he and his friends made and picked it up.
"I solemnly swear I'm up to no good." Hogwarts appeared and he looked around. He saw Harry in the corridor leading to the dungeons, not moving.
'Don't the students think it's haunted?' He wondered and took off towards Harry. He rounded the corner and lit up his wand and continued forward, looking for Harry. Then he saw a figure ahead of him, lying of the ground.
"Harry? Did you fall asleep here?" Lupin chuckled but it quickly died on his lips when he saw what state Harry was in.
"Harry!"
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Harry was put to the infirmary in Madam Pomfrey's care while the teachers were having a meeting. They knew it wasn't a Deatheater because all of them were in Azkaban. No students were left behind other than Harry and it DEFINENTALLY wasn't a ghost (A/N: Duh!). So who could it be?
Lupin was staring at the map but he couldn't find anyone in the castle. His eyes landed on the infirmary and saw Pomfrey pacing in her room, probably wondering who had done it too. Harry was on the bed, unconscious. Then he looked up at Dumbledore's voice. The twinkle in his eyes was long gone and it was filled with worry.
"We don't know who it is and Harry will probably not tell us. But I do think we should get Mr. Malfoy here." He said softly.
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Draco Malfoy was sitting at the dinner table with his mother, chatting away. He was happy and was aware of what was happening at Hogwarts. Narcissa (Black) Malfoy was wearing a simple white dress with her long white-blond hair flowing down neatly.
He had just told his mother about Harry and she was happy that he had finally found someone. She accepted him immediately and Draco was glad
"Oh Draco, you just MUST bring him over to the manor one day. I would love to meet him." Narcissa said.
"Only if he agrees, mother." Draco smiled at the thought of Harry staying with him.
"I'm sure he'll agree. Your father isn't here anymore so I'm sure." Her eyes darken at the mention of her husband, but it disappeared when Remus Lupin's face appeared in the fire place.
"Hello Narcissa. Hello Draco. Don't you two look just lovely today." Remus didn't want to break the news when he saw the happy face on Draco.
Draco shook his head while Narcissa smiled.
"Why thank you Remus. Why don't you come in and have tea with us?"
"I would love to but it's an emergency and I have something to tell Draco." Draco looked up at his name.
"What is it?" Remus looked at him sadly.
"Harry was attacked."
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sob sob T-T my poor Harry!!! Why is this happening to you?!!? I will kill the person who is responsible...wait...that me...--' Okay! End of Ch 8!! And please tell me your suggestion or the snake name! Thanks!
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Chapter 9 Teaser (A/N above...yea...bla bla bla.........)
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"Get out of the fire place." Draco shouted to Remus, "I'm going to floo there." Some of the powder was flowing to the ground from Draco's clutched hand. Remus looked at Draco with worry and sadness. Draco's eyes flared.
"NOW YOU BASTARD!" Remus' head nodded at Narcissa and disappeared from the fire place. Draco stepped in and said his goodbye to his mother. He threw his powder yelling out, "Hogwarts" and in a flash of green fire, he was gone.
Narcissa looked at the empty fire place and sighed.
"Good luck Draco, Harry." She was unaware of a shadow behind her. When she turned around, her eyes widened and let out a shrill scream. A crash and then a thump were heard. Then, all was silent in the manor.
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o.O OoOoOoO...I wonder what attacked Narcissa...and will Harry heal this time??
I'm trying to not write anything that is usually in a lot of fics...like the presents and stuff...--' but I can't help it....--'
Ok...sigh...I promise...this is the last time Harry is getting physical abuse...verbal n' mental abuse will still happen...but this is the last physical one...that's why I made it so...err...horrifying? --' ehehhehe...
Chapter 2 and 3 now beta'd!
Cassie
