Stop Saying You Love Me

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(Harry & gang are in their 7th year).

Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.

I have school and a lot of homework...so I might not be able to update that fast...--' ya. I'll work on this...Mondays n' Wednesdays n' sometimes Saturday n' SunKE THIS CHAPTER THOUGH P) THANKS! (I hope your reading this ¨C')

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And to Jim for the snake name, even thought I changed it a little. --'

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And sleepybunny, thanks for you hugs! P ehehhe

And charlie-potter1, I will smile for you D (I eat plenty of chocolate by the way P That's why I'm so fat T-T)

And to Jim for the snake name, even thought I changed it a little. --'

And to all the people who said that they were stupid, I'm sorry I made you guys think that --' I'm sure you are all very smart P Hope you enjoy my story! I also dedicate this chapter to you guys to you won't feel bad P I hope Sayn Syco won't mind! P

--Pain--

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I still remember your profile


When you were about to say something on that day


I'm sorry


For not having heard you out

I honestly love you


I didn't have a little more courage

And hid my tears


Though I knew


We would never be as we were


I parted from you waving my hand and saying "See you again"


I parted from you as usual

-- Over ¨C Ayumi Hamasaki

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Dec. 25

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Tap, tap, tap.

Harry was asleep again, snoring quietly. Draco was in the same bed, next to him, his arm wrapped around Harry's waist. Harry sniffed in his sleep and cuddled closer to Draco's body. Draco moaned and slowly woke up. His eyes fluttered opened and he looked at the clock.

--7:20 am--

Tap, tap, tap.

Draco looked up to the source of the sound and saw his mother's elegant eagle owl at the window. He got up slowly, careful not to wake Harry, and opened the window. The eagle owl flew in and settled itself on the table, sticking it's leg out. Draco untied the letter and opened it slowly. Glancing back at Harry for a while to make sure he was still sleeping, he read the letter.

Dear Draco,

I am requesting your presence at the Malfoy Manner during your next break, no exception. Make sure you are prepared to greet a special guest. Good day.

--Narcissa

'Mother's letters are never this short. And she refers to herself as "Mother" not Narcissa...and she definitely doesn't say "Good day" or "requesting".' but Draco shrugged it off because Harry started waking up.

"Mmm...Draco?" Harry moaned out. Draco reached over and stroked Harry's hair.

"Yes Harry?" Harry reached out and wrapped his arms around Draco's neck, kissing him softly on the lips.

"Good mor-"But he was cut off because Draco deepened the kiss. Draco placed his hand on Harry's back and his other hand played with Harry's locks. Harry started moaning when Draco thrust his tongue into his mouth. Draco's hand wandered under Harry's shirt and...

Crash!

"My GOD! Let go of each other this instant! Now!" Pomfrey hustled over and pushed them apart before they could react.

"None of that, and I mean NONE of than will happen in the infirmary! This...this...OUTRAGIOUS behavior! I can't BELIEVE you! Mr. Potter! You are in NO condition to do that sort of thing! Do you hear me?! And YOU Mr. Malfoy do you know-"

"Shut UP!" Draco was getting tired was the little "speech".

"Just because you haven't have one lay in your life doesn't mean you can ruin other peoples' sex lives!" Pomfrey's eyes went wide and Harry looked at him in horror. No one has ever told the strict nurse off. Pomfrey huffed and stormed her way to her office. Harry turned around and glared at Draco.

"That wasn't nice Draco. She was just worried."

"Ok, ok...it's just that she was a little annoying...like she was giving us the 'Talk' or something."

Harry shook his head and beckoned Draco to come sit next to him. Harry kissed him lightly on the lips again before Draco pushed him down on the bed and giving him the snog of his life.

They were so into each other, they never noticed Pomfrey coming out of her office, gasping, and rushing back inside her office, slamming the door behind her.

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"Please Madam Pomfrey? Just for 5 minutes! Just a short walk. I'll be back in a flash and you won't even know I was gone!!"

"Mr. Potter. You are in no condition to walk so far. The Gryffindor Tower is on the other side of the castle! And if you do go, you need someone to go with you!"

"Umm...Pomfrey? If I may interrupt, I can walk Harry to the Tower..."

Silence

"Oh FINE! But don't go running to me if you faint in a corridor!"

Walk away

Silence

"Yes!"

Fists punching the air

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Draco and Harry were walking towards the Gryffindor Tower. Harry wanted to get Draco his Christmas present as soon as possible. They reached the Fat Lady and Harry said the password ("Buckbeak." "Buckbeak?!!?!?!" "Yes, Buckbeak, the thing that almost killed you before. Now shut up.") and they walked in. Harry turned and put his hands up against Draco's chest.

"Stay here and close your eyes. Don't open them, no matter what, okay?" Draco nodded and Harry hurried upstairs. Gathering up the snake, bird, and the statue, he ran downstairs and made sure Draco's eyes were closed. He put the snake around Draco's neck, the bird on his arm and the statue in his hand.

"Harry? What is this?" Draco asked nervously when he felt something cold and smooth on his neck. Harry lightly pecked him on the cheek.

"Your present! You can open your eyes now."

Draco opened his eyes and looked at the eagle owl on his arm. Then he jumped a little when he saw the snake slither up his arm towards the bird. Finally, he looked at the dragon statue and was marveled by it.

"Harry, you gave me so many things and I only got you a stupid necklace." Harry smiled.

"Well, you deserve the best. Plus, the snake is also mine. You can choose a name for it since I'm not so good at choosing names." Draco stared at the snake for a while.

"She is beautiful. I'll name her Nymphroel, Nym for short. And this owl reminds me of my mother's. I'll name her Avis." Harry smiled and leaned onto Draco. (1)

"I like it." Harry said, snuggling into Draco's arms.

You could practically see the eyes of the animals rolling.

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Jan. 21

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Christmas Vacation was long over and the students were back at school. Harry healed nicely and doesn't flinch every time someone touches him. But sometimes he feels unprotected and scared when Draco isn't around him. Draco decided to move into Harry's room and even though the Professors highly advised them the stay in separate rooms, they still slept together. In the Gryffindor room much to Draco's disgust. No matter how much he wanted to, Draco kept his desires to himself and thought that cuddling and sleeping together was good enough for now.

Both he and Harry were surprised that the only people that knew of their relationship was some Gryffindors and other people who saw them kiss. It turned out that no rumors had gone out and a lot of people thought they were still enemies!

"People can be thick sometimes." Draco said, sneering at some Hufflepuffs that were pointing and whispering about Draco and Harry. They obviously were surprised that they were walking together.

"Oh well, it doesn't matter. I'll see you later?" Draco kissed him on the lips, attracting more unwanted attention.

"Of course, we live in the same room, remember?" Draco smirked at the people with their eyes popping out and headed towards Charms and Harry towards DADA.

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"OH DRACY POO!!!!!!! Oh Dracy! I haven't seen you in such a long time. Have you been avoiding me? You aren't cheating on me are you??" Pansy Parkinson tried to launch herself onto Draco's arms like a girl would do to her boyfriend, but instead, her pudgy face knocked into Draco's shoulder and the force pushed them both down onto the ground.

"Parkinson! Get off me this instant! And if you call me 'Dracy' again, I will personally see to it that you won't be able to talk ever again!" Draco tried to push her off, but Pansy just lay on top of Draco and tried to purr, which came out more like a gagging noise.

"Oh Dracy!" She giggled a high pitched, ear splitting laugh, "No need to be embarrassed! I know you love me! We have so much in common! Even our handwritings are alike. This proves we were meant to be!" She squealed.

'That is the stupidest reason I have ever heard of.' Draco thought, rolling his eyes, 'and that's saying something since I attract a lot of people with that damned veela charm I forget to turn off.'

"Pansy, would you mind getting the HELL off me before I curse you off?" Draco's anger was not a pretty thing.

"Oh Dracy, let's skip Charms, okay? We can do things more...fun?" She asked suggestively, winking in the process, which, instead, made her face wrinkle up.

'That's IT!' Draco pulled out his wand, and pointed it straight at Pansy's face.

"Get. Off. Or. Else." He said through gritted teeth. But Pansy wasn't fazed at all.

"Oh Dracy, I know you're playing hard to get. I'm going to skip Charms, see you later darling!" She giggled, got up, and ran down the hall. As she turned the corner, she didn't notice Draco shout "Crucio" and jet of red light fly out towards where she was standing 2 seconds ago.

"DAMMIT! Missed." Draco pocketed his wand and gathered the books that had fallen onto the floor. He rubbed his temples.

'Dammit, Harry, I wish you were in Slytherin. Then we would be in the same class.' He thought, fingering his necklace.

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Coincidently, Harry was also rubbing his necklace. He could feel warmth from them and it felt comforting.

In DADA, Lupin was giving them a free period. The dark creatures they were suppose to be studying were a new species but they escaped into the lake. They had red eyes and body and had really sharp claws. They were water creatures and were tricky and they loved hurting people. Everyone in the classroom was happily chatting or reading a book, not noticing bright red eyes staring at them from the window.

Harry was just staring off into space and Hermione was reading ahead in the text book. Ron had laid his head on the table and was sleeping, his drool dripping onto his pants. Hermione looked up from her book and stared at Harry.

"Harry? Who gave you that beautiful necklace?" Hermione asked, wondering how it suddenly appeared on Harry's neck.

"Oh, it's from Draco." Harry answered, blushing. Hermione smiled, liking how happy Harry was.

"Oh that's a nic- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" A piercing scream from Hermione brought everyone's attention to her, whose hair was being pulled by a red blob. (2) Harry pulled out his wand but the creature seemed to know it was in danger and turned to Harry. Before Harry could react, the blob latched itself onto his head and started scratching everything he could see. It let out a sound like a whistle and more angry red blobs came in from the window. Everyone was getting attacked by one so no one could help Harry, whose blob seemed to be the nastiest of them all. It clawed, scratched, and bit Harry everywhere. When it suddenly scratched the nearly healed scar on his stomach...

"That's right...Harry. Let dominate...you. That's it. Give in...to me..."Blaise said in between moans. After a few more thrusts, Blaise released inside him and pulled out. Then he cut Harry with the knife again. He was writing something, but Harry couldn't make out what it was.

"You are mine Harry...

Harry moaned. No, he couldn't remember that now! He needed to try to escape...

"Tears falling down your face, blood on your legs and stomach, your green eyes all misty; so beautiful. Ha! Let's add some rose petals." With a flick of his wand, some rose petals appeared and they settled on Harry's body. Without untying him or taking the spell off, he left, chuckling.

'No, no, no...help...help...' Harry felt the clawed hands of the blob push its way through his skin. He could hear Hermione calling to him, but it sounded to far away. Blood, blood was everywhere...

Blaise then pressed the cool metal to Harry's stomach and started to cut lines across Harry. Harry hissed out and tears just kept coming. After drawing little patterns, Blaise stopped and started the thrusting again. It was too much; Harry started to thrash around, going insane. Blaise was getting annoyed and hit Harry's head with the butt of the knife. It didn't knock him out, but it did make him stop moving.

Harry was getting dizzy from the blood loss. His movements slowed and he was getting tired. Pain...

pain...

pain...

that's all he felt.

"IMMOBULUS!" Who shouted that? It sounded like Draco...

'Draco?'

So tight, Harry." Blaise moaned, pulled out and slammed in full force.

'...Draco...?'

'...Are you...are you there...?'

'...Please...'

'...Help...me...'

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cackle cackle This is where I leave you P heehehehhehehehehehehe --' (ok...that' really ruined the mood...)

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Since most of you said not to put A/N's in the middle of the story, so I'll put them here from now on...just look at the numbers I put up there

(1) I forgot to ask you the bird's name --' so I had to go to a name origin website...--' Avis in Latin means eagle. And I used Jin's name for the snake but changed it a little --' hope you don't mind...and thanks for the other people who suggested names, sorry I didn't use yours!

(2) I was going to make the red blobs funny and stuff...(that's why I named them the "red blobs") but then I kept writing and it turned into this w/the whole flashback thingy...--' big difference...first...it was for fun...the it turned all antsy...--' hrrmmm...--'

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"What happened Harry? Why did you faint like that?" Harry rubbed his stomach.

"It scratched me on the stomach." Draco, understanding it immediately, decided to leave it at that, but Hermione didn't know what it meant. But she thought it was personal, so she didn't ask.

Draco hesitated, but laid his hand on Harry's stomach. He wanted Harry to not be afraid of being touched there. Harry flinched a little and closed his eyes. Then he laid his own hand on top of Draco's, enjoying the warmth radiating from the other boy. Hermione wished she had a camera. This scene was just too cute. Giggling like a school girl, she slowly tiptoed out of the room where Ron was waiting, giving the couple some time alone.

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--Cassie