Stop Saying You Love Me
Disclaimer: I don't own anything cept the plot n' the oc ) ya... please RR! Thanks.
(Harry & gang are in their 7th year).
Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.
I have school and a lot of homework...so I might not be able to update that fast...--' ya. I'll work on this...Mondays n' Wednesdays n' sometimes Saturday n' Sunday...so don't expect me to update really fast. --'
(BTW, Draco is a Veela in my story, but none of those "looking for his mate" in my story D but they are pretty good stories...go check 'em out)
Thanks for all the reviews! I really liked Master-Of-Wind's cuz it was funny, but I just can't make out whether it's a flame or a nice review. Ahahah P
By the way, a lot of people are saying on how the name translations are wrong, but I got them off the name website and from Mugglenet too. I only know English, Chinese (Mandarin), and a little Taiwanese and Japanese. See? All Asian related. So Latin and stuff like names getting translated wrong, don't blame me --' But sorry anyways if you got offended.
Lake
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Ah, Inside the darkness the moon is white
Is time stopped in sleep?
A long night is, again, ahead
A distant light
Just like in your dream
Ah, it's written in this heart
Even when I can't see anyting
There's only one memory I keep close
One, one forever
--White Moon - Koyasu Takehito
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Jan. 22
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"Why did he faint? I wonder what happened..."
"Does it matter? Just as long as he's ok..."
"He'll be ok. You know what Pomfrey said, he just fainted."
Harry heard the whispers around his bed, but he couldn't open his eyes or move. No matter how much he tried, he couldn't do anything but listen.
"Hey Draco, you ok?"
"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine."
"How did you know you had to come?"
Harry heard clothes rustling.
"This."
Gasp
"That's the same necklace Harry had!"
"Ya...I felt it burning during class, so I thought Harry was in danger. I ran over."
"Wow...that's so...impressive..."
Sigh...
Rustle
Harry couldn't take it any longer, not being able to move. He concentrated and finally let out a small moan.
Gasp
The sound of chairs falling backwards
"Harry? Are you awake?" Harry concentrated and managed to move his hand a little. Draco seeing this, grabbed his hand.
"Come one Harry, try and wake up. Pomfrey! Do we have a strengthening potion around here?"
"Yes...yes we do."
Harry felt someone lift his head and pour something down his throat. He coughed a little, but managed to gulp it down. When he was finished, he felt some power in him and was able to move. He cracked his eyes open and were thankful that the curtains were drawn.
"Draco." It came out all raspy and Draco handed him a glass of water. His throat felt a little better.
"What happened Harry? Why did you faint like that?" Harry rubbed his stomach.
"It scratched me... on the stomach." Draco, understanding it immediately, decided to leave it at that, but Hermione didn't know what it meant. She thought it was personal, so she didn't ask.
Draco hesitated, but laid his hand on Harry's stomach. He wanted Harry to not be afraid of being touched there. Harry flinched a little and closed his eyes. Then he laid his own hand on top of Draco's, enjoying the warmth radiating from the other boy. Hermione wished she had a camera. This scene was just too cute. Giggling like a school girl, she slowly tiptoed out of the room where Ron was waiting, giving the couple some time alone.
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Jan. 23
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Madam Pomfrey finally let Harry out, ("if you don't let me go, I'll go on a hunger strike!" Harry had threatened) and he and Draco were now currently walking next to the lake, making their way towards the Forbidden Forest. They were walking and talking, enjoying each other's company. There occasionally touched each other. Draco was happy that Harry was making such a good progress of getting over the rape. They let Avis and Hedwig out for a fly, they are currently circling around them. Nym was curled around Harry's neck, fast asleep.
Earlier that day, it had been announce that Blaise was going to be sent to a muggle Juvenile Hall. Harry may have hated Blaise, but he was happy that he wasn't sent to Azkaban. No one deserves to go there, not even Blaise.
As they were walking, they heard a howl and a whimper. They quickly ran over and what they saw was horrifying, well at least it was to Harry.
At the edge of the Forbidden Forest was a black shaggy dog. It was laying on the ground with its eyes open, a pool of blood covering the ground around it. The dog looked a lot like Sirius in his dog form. It reminded him of his death. Harry was very fond of dogs, even if they bore no resemblence to his godfather.
A car, probably from the ministry, was driving away. The car probably crashed into the dog.
"Come on Harry. Let's go. There's nothing to see."
Shaken by the scene, Harry tore his eyes away from the bleeding dog and buried his face in Draco's chest. Draco gently guided him to a rock next to the lake.
"Come on. It's not so bad. I mean, it's not your dog or anything." Harry glared at him.
"What do you know? Imagine that you have a dog, you let it out because you know he'll always come back. Then when he doesn't, you get worried. You go out and try to find him and you see him there, lying on his own blood, with his eyes still open. Cars. Why did that wizard drive that car through here?!??! Damn the laziness, technology is slowly killing the world. I hate it." (1)
Draco stared at Harry and saw the angry tears in his eyes. Draco wrapped his arms around him and tried to comfort him.
"It's alright. Things have to die someday. Maybe it was just him time." Draco didn't believe in the whole heaven and hell thing. He wasn't religious, but he wanted Harry to feel better.
"Come on, let's go back to the castle." Harry nodded and allowed Draco to lead him back to Hogwarts.
Nym was still fast asleep.
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Jan. 24
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Draco thought Harry's bad mood would pass, but it lasted for the whole day and well into the next morning. Draco was sitting at the Slytherin table and Harry sitting at the Gryffindor table next to Hermione and Ron.
"Aww come on Harry. It's ok. Everything will die in this world. So just forget about it." Ron said, but Harry just grunted and continued with his breakfast. Ron shook his head, defeated and continued chatting with Seamus.
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Draco continued to stare worryingly at Harry. The dead dog was really bothering Harry, but it was nothing compared to what was bothering Draco...
"DRACY!! WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME!! DON'T YOU LOVE ME?!?!" Pansy was screaming her ass off, thinking it made her look like she was pouting, but instead, it just made everyone's eardrums break.
"Pansy! What did I say about calling me 'Dracy'? And please, do everyone a favor and shut the FUCK UP!" Draco rubbed his temples, feeling a headache coming.
"BUT DRACY! YOU AREN'T LISTENING TO ME!" Draco decided to just ignore the pig and continue staring at Harry. Pansy, furious that Draco wasn't listening to her, followed Draco line of view and saw him staring at...GRANGER!?!?!??!
"DRACY!!! DON'T TELL ME YOU LIKE THE MUDBLOOD!??!?! HOW COULD YOU!!?!? WE'RE ENGAGED!!" Harry heard this and sharply looked up to Draco. Draco was engaged to Parkinson...? How could this be...? Harry felt a little hurt and looked away, but Draco was brought back to his attention when he heard a crash.
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Draco stared at Pansy as if she was crazy. He looked back at Harry and found out that Pansy thought he was staring and Hermione. Then he saw the hurt expression on Harry's face. Draco, furious that Pansy made Harry feel bad, quickly stood up and pushed her off her chair.
"YOU FUCKING BITCH! THERE'S NO WAY I'M GOING TO MARRY YOU! That engagement was when father was still here, but he's in Azkaban now, so I'M NOT! I never liked you and I NEVER WILL!" He left the room, but not before giving meaningful looks to Harry. Harry saw it and waited a few minutes before standing up and taking off to Draco.
He knew where Draco was heading to.
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Draco really wanted to slap Pansy. He wanted to forget about his father, but now Pansy reminded him. Indirectly, but still reminded him.
He was lost in his own world until warm arms latched onto his neck. Harry had dropped to his knees in between Draco's legs.
"What's wrong?" Draco sighed,
"I just didn't want to remember father. Brings back bad memories you know?" Harry hugged Draco even tighter and buried his face in Draco's hair.
"It's alright...I'm here." Draco wrapped his arms around Harry's thin waist and burrowed into Harry's muscular, yet skinny, shoulder. (2)
They stayed like that for a long time.
So long...
That they didn't even know class had started...
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A Few Hours Later
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"Shit! Shit, shit, shit...!!!!! AHH...We're late for class!! Draco! It's entirely your fault!"
"What did I do!?!?"
"ARRGGHH!! I DON'T KNOW!! I'M JUST...ARRGHHH!! Professor McGonagall is going to get SO mad at me!"
"Hey! What about me?"
"What about you? You have Charms! Professor Flitwick isn't going to get mad at you!!" They just got to the Transfiguration Classroom.
"No, I mean this." And he pulled Harry into a deep and passionate kiss.
Harry moaned and forgot all about classes until...
"MR. POTTER, MR. MALFOY! DO NOT DO THAT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALL! Potter, you're late. 10 points from both Gryffindor and Slytherin! You're supposed to be in class. Now go!" Professor McGonagall yanked Harry into the classroom, just leaving enough time to wave a small goodbye to Draco.
Draco shook his head.
He felt sorry for Harry.
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Draco stumbled into the Charms classroom. He threw a smile at Professor Flitwick, earning a disapproving look. He walked slowly to a seat next to Nott and took out his text book. Instead of following with the class as they got up to practice another charm, he sat on his chair and started thinking. No one objected because Draco always never participated in class. He knew everything by heart.
His mind started wandering to Harry and their relationship. It was hard to keep himself from jumping Harry when he looked all...jumpable! He knew Harry wouldn't like it if he started touching him. Harry needed time, but time was something Draco couldn't give.
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It was lunch and Harry decided that he wasn't really hungry and only wanted a small snack. He went down to the lake with a sandwich in his pocket and sat down, admiring the peaceful view. It was a nice cool breezy day. The sun was shining, but the breezes got too strong after a while and it was started to get chilly. He rubbed his bare arms and wished he had brought a jacket. He didn't want to get up either; the lake was just too beautiful.
A cloak fell onto his shoulders and he felt something fall down next to him. He looked up and saw Draco smiling down at him.
"Cold huh?" Harry nodded and Draco put his arms under the cloak and touched Harry's skin. He wrapped his arms around him and Harry leaned onto his chest. Harry was warmed instantly and he smiled contently. Looking out to the lake again, he saw one of the Giant Squid's tentacles waving around lazily.
"You know classes are going to start soon." Draco mumbled, not wanting to move at all.
"I have Magical Creatures and DADA next. It's ok if I skip them..." Harry replied, rubbing his face into Draco's clothes.
"Mmm...you're so warm..." Draco blushed and tightened his hold on Harry. He buried his head into Harry's hair, breathing in the smell of it.
"You little git." Draco whispered.
Harry smiled, slowly falling asleep.
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Ya, I know this chapters short...probably the shortest of all not counting CH 3...but you guys are all like "Hurry and update!" so...--' go blame yourself!! WHAHAHHHAHAHA!!! --'
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(1) This part is something that happened to me earlier. My love for dogs is unending and I just happen to drive past a dead dog...I guess I dedicate this chapter to that dog? Maybe it rest in peace. --' ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE! LOVE DOGS! hahaha
(2) I wanna be held like this )
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"Ok then...I'll be leaving now..."
"Ok." Harry smiled as Draco leaned into him. They pressed their lips together for a small light kiss. Draco pulled away after a while and waved his hand at Harry.
"Bye."
"Bye."
Draco turned around and headed for the carriages. His smile immediately left his face. He had a bad feeling about that letter...
Dear Draco,
I am requesting your presence at the Malfoy Manner during your next break, no exception. Make sure you are prepared to greet a special guest. Good day.
Narcissa
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Cassie
