Stop Saying You Love Me
Disclaimer: I don't own anything cept the plot n' the oc ) ya… please RR! Thanks.
(Harry & gang are in their 7th year).
Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.
I have school and a lot of homework…so I might not be able to update that fast…--' ya. I'll work on this…Mondays n' Wednesdays n' sometimes Saturday n' Sunday…so don't expect me to update really fast. --'
(BTW, Draco is a Veela in my story, but none of those "looking for his mate" in my story D but they are pretty good stories…go check 'em out)
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--Leaving--
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I continued wandering aimlessly, all alone
A faint sigh painting a stroke of white
In the ephemeral nature of the changing seasons
Tears overflowed without any reason
"Even now I love you..."
The continually falling sadness changes into pure white snow
Through it all, I raised my head to the sky
Before this body disappears now, if my wish reaches you
Please hold me tight just once more
-- Last Song - Gackt
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"Hey Harry, are you going anywhere this Easter?"
"Umm…no…I don't have anywhere to go…"
Blush
"Oh…well…mother wants me to go back this Easter…I hope it's ok…?"
Smile
"Of course it is. Who said you had to ask me? Rather too formal for you if you ask me…"
Snort
"Whatever Potter."
"It's back to Potter now ehh? And I thought you loved me too…"
Hit
"Ow…what was that for?"
"For being a git…"
"…" Pont
"…" Smile
"You're so cute when you pout."
"…"
Punch
"Ow…hey!"
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Easter Vacation
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The days, the weeks, seemed to go by faster. Easter Vacation was here and was Harry was sad that Draco, Hermione, and Ron had to go back home, but at least he wasn't forced to go back to the Dursleys…
He got some chocolate from the twin's, whose business was blooming. But Harry used a few spells on it to make sure there wasn't anything funny about it. Hermione and Ron also got him a chocolate egg that was slightly smaller than what Mrs. Weasly gave him in 5th year. Draco gave him a lot of chocolate frogs that were piled together into a shape of a dragon. Harry felt ashamed that he only got a chocolate egg for Draco that wasn't even near the size of the dragon, but Draco assured him that he never got chocolate from anyone else than his mother. He said he was glad that his first chocolate gift from someone outside the family was from Harry. Harry's mood brightened after that.
The carriages were here to take the students to the train. Harry was standing in front of Draco, Hermione, and Ron. Crookshanks was in Hermione's arm, Avis was on Draco's shoulder, and Pig was flapping crazily around Avis who was looking at Pig in disgust. So was Draco. Harry chuckled; Draco and Avis were a lot alike. Hedwig was on Harry's shoulder and so was Nym, who was sound asleep…again…
"Have a nice vacation you guys." Harry said cheerfully.
"Oh Harry, I wish you could come along with us…"
"It's alright Hermione. I'll be fine. I spend some time with Neville. It'll be fun." Hermione and Ron smiled at him and practically ran for the carriages, trying to get away from the romantic scene that was going to happen soon.
"I'll come back as soon as I can, ok?" Draco said to Harry as he rested his hand onto Harry's cheek. Harry leaned into the touch and sighed.
"Just have a nice vacation. I'll be fine."
"Ya sure?" Draco asked, concerned.
"Of course! What could possibly happen to me?" Harry smirked.
'Draco's treating me like a girl…and I'm acting like one too…I feel so…girlish…'
Harry started coughing at the thought.
"You ok? You aren't sick are you?" Draco asked worriedly. Harry smiled.
"It's nothing…just thought of something weird."
"Ok then…I'll be leaving now…"
"Ok." Harry smiled as Draco leaned into him. They pressed their lips together for a small light kiss. Avis and Hedwig were rubbing their head's together as if they were saying goodbye. Draco pulled away after a while and waved his hand at Harry.
"Bye."
"Bye."
Draco turned around and headed for the carriages. His smile immediately left his face. He had a bad feeling about that letter…
Dear Draco,
I am requesting your presence at the Malfoy Manner during your next break, no exception. Make sure you are prepared to greet a special guest. Good day.
Narcissa
It didn't sound right at all…
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Harry smiled after Draco and sighed. He wished he could go with one of them. But Hermione was going to Spain, Ron's whole family was getting back together, and he didn't want to do the whole "meet that parent" thing with Draco yet. Maybe next time?
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Draco sat in a compartment with Ron and Hermione. He was getting tired and was starting to fall asleep. He clutched his necklace through his shirt and sighed. He wanted to do more than kiss. He wanted to be complete with Harry, but Draco knew that it might never happen. Draco closed his eyes and sighed. He pictured Harry, his tanned skin, his beautiful smile, his trademark messy hair, he beautiful emerald eyes…
He smiled, he loved Harry. He finally realized that…he LOVED him. He wanted to protect him, to save him from his dark nightmare.
'Let's just hope I can save him from myself…'
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Harry laid on his bed, feeling very sleepy. His eyes started to droop and he yawned. Being left behind on vacation can be very boring indeed.
He put his hand over his necklace and thought of Draco. He knew what Draco wanted, he could tell by looking into Draco's eyes…love…and lust. He closed his eyes and wished that he could give Draco what he wanted, but he didn't know if he could stand it.
'I'm so weak.' Was his last thought before falling asleep.
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"Draco! Hey! Draco! Wake up! We're here. Oh come on! He's even harder to wake up than Harry…and that's saying something."
Draco moaned and rubbed his eyes. He opened them and saw Ron and Hermione staring at him.
"What times is it?" he mumbled.
"Time to get up…we're already at the station. Come on, let's go." Hermione beckoned him to get off with them. Draco stood up and yawned. He stretched up and winced when he heard his joints crack. He picked up his trunk and Avis' cage. He stepped off the train The first thing he expected to see was his mother standing there, with her arms open, welcoming him home. That's what she always did, but instead, he saw a house elf with the Malfoy crest on his pillowcase. Draco was confused.
"Hello Andy, where's mother?" Andy started to shake and stuttered,
"M-mistress is w-waiting for M-master at the Ma-manor, Master D-draco…" Draco looked at Andy weirdly.
"What's wrong? You were never scared of me."
"I-it is nothing, Master Draco. Andy must take Master Draco h-home now."
Draco frowned up still held onto Andy's hand so he could Apparate (the elvish way) to the Manor. This was getting really confusing…
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Upon arriving at the Manor, Draco felt a dead and mournful air. He looked around, the place was empty. There were not house elves, even Andy disappeared.
"Mother?" Draco called out, looking left and right. His voiced echoed through the manor
"Mother?!" he called out, a little more loudly this time. He started to panic; his mother never did this to him. Suddenly there was a knock on his right and he head snapped to the noise. Narcissa limped out of the kitchen door, her dress ripped and bloody. Her hair was in a mess and her face paler than usually.
"Mother!" Draco rushed to her side and caught her when she fell.
"Draco…run…run…now…" She started to cough blood out.
"What? What happe-"
"Crucio" a slow hiss rang out, and suddenly Draco's body was on fire. Knives ripped at his skin and burned him, inside and out. He clutched his mother's body and screamed out in pain. Narcissa started to cry when she heard her son in pain.
"Please…stop…stop…
"Lucius…"
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Harry stared at the ceiling. Neville decided to go to the greenhouse, leaving Harry all alone. He got up and decided to take a shower. He took out his pajamas and went into the bathroom. He stripped out of his clothes and pulled the necklace off. He kissed it once and set it on the counter. He never wore it in the shower because he was afraid the water might do something to it. He stepped into the shower and closed his eyes, thinking about his life.
He never felt the necklace burn with pain.
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"AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" tears began flowing down Draco's face and he wished it would all just stop. He was in so much pain he didn't even notice that Lucius had taken off the spell until Lucius hailed him up by his collar and had thrown Narcissa to the side. Avis flew around Lucius, trying to stop him, but Lucius just picked up his wand and mumbled the killing curse. Avis was able to dodge it, but knowing she was in danger, she flew out the window, leaving Draco behind.
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UGH…I know this is a VERY short chapter and all…but I've been really stressed out lately and I haven't even started on the next chapter yet!! Which means no next chapter teaser --' sorry…so ya…you guys will probably hafta wait for a while for the next chapter…I dunno when…I'll try my best…so SORRY .
I might not be able to update anytime soon. I'm not giving up on this story…I'm just trying to find time to work on this story . sorry!
Cassie
