Stop Saying You Love Me

Disclaimer: Nothing here belongs to me, except for the oc's n stuff...oh...and the plot too. There's also this one part that I got from the story Faith by Dragongirl16. It's a wonderful story and I have this one part that is a little bit like Faith but I promise you that the rest will be totally different...so please don't flame me about that. I emailed her...but either I got the wrong address or she thought my email was junk mail or my computer is just dumb...so...like...ya...don't get mad at me or report me cuz I did try to ask for permission. ( My first HP fic...dunno if it's good or not....tell me in a review! Flame me...it's ok, but just tell me what I did wrong. (Harry & gang are going into 7th year).

Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.

SamIAm has informed me about an author taking some lines from my story…I thank you a lot but when I checked, she already took the story off P but thanks! She even put me on her favorite's list! --' I wish I had her email…Millie 4 Harry potter…I might let you borrow some ideas…but PLEASE…ask first! I'm actually happy that my story is good enough for someone to copy XD but besides that…I hope people will consider asking me before taking anything…I might actually let you! But PLEASE ASK BEFORE YOU TAKE ANYTHING! SamIAm…Thanks! I really appreciate it. I'll dedicate this chapter to you Hope you like it!

--Living--

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Shaded by the trees, calling out to the wind, I'm lying face-down crying

I saw a version of myself I didn't even recognize

On this guitar I'm playing the melody of someone who's passed on

A star falls in the grief of someone who'll never be seen again

Please don't go, no matter how much you scream,

All it will do is quietly stir these orange petals

Saved on my soft brow,

I send the memories in my palm far away

An eternal farewell as I keep strumming

In the pure white unstained by sorrow,

the orange petals stirred in a summer shadow

Even if my soft brow is lost,

I'll cross over the far off, red-stained sand

The rhythm of farewell…

--Akatsuki no Kuruma (Dawn's Carriage) - Yuuka

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'Harry…'

Draco was in the Astronomy Tower again. After Harry's death, he couldn't think, he couldn't breath, he couldn't live…

"Harry…" he moaned, "Why did you leave me…?"Avis and Hedwig came flying through the window, they had an excited air around them.

"Oh…got another kill…that's wonderful…" Draco said absentmindedly. Avis and Hedwig started flying and dancing around him.

"What's wrong with you? Don't you know your master is dead…?"

'Wait…No…'

Draco had refused to believe that Harry was dead…he refused to…but now…he said it himself.

Draco slid down the wall with his elbows on his knees and tears making their way down his face.

"Harry's dead…he's…dead…"

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"Headmaster? I thought…I thought…he died? Why aren't we giving him a proper burial…?"

"Oh no, Minerva. He indeed is in a coma, a special coma. He will eventually wake up."

"But Headmaster! He stopped breathing! His heart isn't beating anymore! How can he…"

"Minerva…you still have much to learn. Young Harry is still very much alive. His heart just stopped beating so the energy will go into recovering from the curse. I rest assure you that he will live."

"But then…why didn't you tell Mr. Malfoy and Mr. Potter's friends that he was still alive?"

"…I wanted to see their reaction. I wanted to test them."

"Headmaster! That was cruel of you!"

"Shush Minerva…I believe Mr. Potter has decided to join us."

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'It's still lonely…'

'And dark…'

'I miss Draco…'

'I don't care if it's comfortable here…'

'I…I want to see Draco!'

'Draco…I miss you…'

'Draco…'

'I've decided…'

'I'm going to go see you!'

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Dark emerald eyes turned bright and life was in them again. Harry took in a gasp of air as if he hadn't had a breath of air for a long time…which technically was true. Harry panted….trying to get air into his system. He focused and saw Professor Dumbledore and Professor McGonagall looking back him. Dumbledore's eyes had the twinkle in them.

"Mr. Potter…welcome back…" Harry racked his brains for something, but nothing made sense.

"Umm…Professor? When exactly happened?" His voice came out croaky and he winced. Dumbledore handed him a glass of water and smiled.

"That question will be answered very soon, but I believe that someone is waiting for you in the Astronomy Tower?"

'…'

"Draco!"

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Harry ran down the hall with Dumbledore trying to call him back, but Harry refused to stop. He had been thinking about how comfortable the darkness was and never thought about how Draco felt! He was so selfish! He ran up the stairs to get to Astronomy Tower, but the stairs began to move. In panic of not being able to pass, he made a leap and landed on the other side, but his leg suddenly gave way and he fell to the ground. His leg felt numb and the other leg stung. He winced and clutched his leg.

"Ow…"

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Draco's head flew up and he grabbed his necklace in surprise…the necklace was…burning?!?! But…that meant Harry was in pain…but Harry's dead…isn't he? Or is he? Draco shot up like a bullet and made his way straight towards the door. (1) Busting his way through he ran and ran down the stairs. Maybe…just maybe…his cousin was right…and Harry was only in a coma! Finally he saw a hunched figure at the bottom of the stairs…

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Harry clutched his leg and when he was sure it was ok, he stood up. Looking up at the top he saw a familiar face…

"Draco!!"

"…Har…Harry?" Draco's eyes started water.

"Is…is this for real? I…I thought…I though!"

Harry walked up the stairs and hugged Draco.

"It's for real Draco…it's for real…" Draco's eyes widened at the feeling of the warmth that came from Harry's body. 'This is real.' He though. 'This is real.'

Draco slowly slid to the floor with Harry and wrapped his arms around Harry's waist.

"Harry…Harry…" Harry smiled and pulled Draco tighter against himself.

"I missed you Draco."

"I missed you too…Harry…"

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Ron and Hermione were in the Gryffindor common room. Hermione's eyes were red and puffy while Ron was massaging his temple. He got a lot of headaches lately, especially when Hermione was crying. He didn't like how the one he loved was in so much pain.

"Ron…what'll we do now?"

"I don't know, 'Mione…I don't know…"

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Draco pulled back and cupped Harry's face. Draco smiled and cried at the same time.

"Harry…Harry…my Harry…" Draco caressed Harry's face and Harry smiled.

"Your Harry." Draco wrapped his arms around Harry again and pulled him close

"Harry…I was so scared…I thought I was going to lose you…I'm so happy…I'm so glad."

"Me too Draco…me too…"

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The Next Day

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It was a bright sunny morning and Draco and Harry were sitting by the lake. Harry had his arms wrapped around his legs and was rocking back and forth, smiling. Draco had an arm around Harry's waist and was leaning his head on Harry's shoulder. Taking in a breath, Draco lifted his head and stared at Harry until he got his attention.

"What is it?"

Draco stared at Harry somemore, taking in the details on Harry's face.

"Harry…I love you so much…" Harry looked surprised, but his quickly smiled.

"Me too." They started leaning towards each other when…

GASP!!!

"HARRY!?!??!?!?!?!"

Harry quickly pulled away and saw Hermione and Ron standing behind them. Draco gave a frustrated sigh and hung his head.

"Couldn't you guys at least wait for a few minutes?" Harry smiled at Draco and got up. He walked over to his two best friends. Hermione and Ron both looked surprised and Hermione was covering her mouth. Hermione started to cry and was soon sobbing and laughing at the same time.

"I can't believed it…Harry…" Hermione literally jumped onto Harry and hugged him.

"Oh my god…Harry…I thought…I thought you were dead!!" Hermione continued sobbing and squeezed Harry until his eyes popped out

"He will be if you don't let him go." Draco snorted out. He knew Hermione was with Ron, but he just didn't like other people touching Harry, especially when Draco couldn't go too far with his touches.

Hermione quickly let go and stared at Harry

"Oh…I'm so sorry…are you ok?"

Harry stared coughing, be he waved his hand.

"Yea yea…I'm fine."

Draco left them be and walked back to the castle. He didn't want to be part of a tearful best friends reunion…he was wearing his best robes!!

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(1) I was listening to my immortal by evanescence during this part and I was like…"it's perfect!" for this part I mean...I know…random

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AARRRGGHHHHH!!! I'M SOOOOO SORRY!! . I've completely lost the plot and I have NO idea where this story is going…I'm taking a break…T-T I need to clear off this writer's block. Don't worry…I'm not stopping…once I know where this story is going…I'll start right away

This chapter was pretty short…I started losing the plot on the 6th page so it went on hold…and then a month later I decided to just go and type something up cuz I didn't want you guys waiting… . I think some suggestions might be in order…pleeaaasseee…heellpppp T-T

Oh yea…I was watching Gravitation and I fell in love with it XD yup…just advertising

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Chapter 15 teaser

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"Draco…I know you've been frustrated at the lack of contact…so I've decided to gather my courage…and…am…giving you one night to do anything you want to me…"

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AHHHHH…yup…you saw right…nooowwww…what could this teaser mean?!!?! Gimmie suggestion and I'll turn it into whatever…if you don't…cackle cackle XD

Not gunna update for a while…at least…when I get the story XD so if I get some inspiration…I might be able to cook up some chapters for you guys in a jiffy so wish me luck!

Cassie