Stop Saying You Love Me
Disclaimer: Nothing here belongs to me, except for the oc's n stuff...oh...and the plot too. There's also this one part that I got from the story Faith by Dragongirl16. It's a wonderful story and I have this one part that is a little bit like Faith but I promise you that the rest will be totally different...so please don't flame me about that. I emailed her...but either I got the wrong address or she thought my email was junk mail or my computer is just dumb...so...like...ya...don't get mad at me or report me cuz I did try to ask for permission. ( My first HP fic...dunno if it's good or not...tell me in a review! Flame me...it's ok, but just tell me what I did wrong. (Harry & gang are going into 7th year).
Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.
WOOHOOO! IT'S AN UPDATE! XD
I sorta forgot the past events in the story, so if I start writing about something that's not suppose to be there (like how I said Harry got an easter egg from Molly while she's actually dead…) please tell me Thanks!
And I dedicate this chapter to those of you who gave me suggestions and those that said that it was ok to take a break. I'm forcing myself to think of something for this chapter for you guys! XD
Sorry for the late update . don't expect the next chapter to be out soon either! .
Oh yea, by the way, Easter vacation is over…yea…so the students are all back…
...Love...
I miss you, I miss you more than anyone
I don't want you to ever let go of my hand again
I forgot where I put it
I'm looking for my memento of you
If I close my eyes, even now, I feel like you're near
I knew, as if it were natural
We'd part ways someday
I miss you, I miss you more than anyone
Because I could never forget you
I can't see you, and it hurts me so much
But I don't want you to ever let go of my hand
My hand was always warm in yours
...Kimi ni Aitakute - Gackt
Harry looked at his two best friends. They looked both happy and confused. Harry loved them so much; he didn't know what he did to deserve their friendship.
Then Harry remembered when they were actually against him earlier this year. Only Draco stood by him…
Harry reached to his side and expected him to find his boyfriend's warm hand, but instead, all he could feel was the cold air. Turning around he saw Draco walking towards the castle doors. Harry quickly said a "I'll tell you guys later" to Hermione and Ron and sprinted into the castle.
Harry ran to his room and found Draco taking his robes off. Draco, hearing the door open, turned around and stared at Harry.
"What are you doing here? Are you done talking with them?" Draco actually looked tired with droopy eyes and slumped shoulders. Draco walked up to Harry while Harry shook his head.
"I'll tell them later. I wanted to be with you right now." Draco smiled and caressed Harry's cheek. Harry leaned into the touch and closed his eyes. Draco slowly leaned down and kissed Harry's lips. This kiss had nothing but love put into it. The sweetness nearly made Harry collapse and it was then that Harry realized what Draco meant to him.
Draco was everything.
When Draco pulled away, Harry smiled. Draco smiled along with him.
"Promise me something, Harry."
"Anything."
"Don't die before me." Harry chuckled under his breath and nodded.
"Promise."
Draco stared at the innocent face of his lover. Draco's thumb still caressed Harry's face and his other hand rested on Harry's waist. Draco pulled Harry into a deep embrace and Draco kissed Harry's neck.
"I love you.' Draco whispered. Harry smiled and wrapped his arms around Draco's neck.
"I love you too…" Draco pulled back and pulled Harry over to the bed. He fell on it with Harry on top of him. Draco pulled down Harry's head and kissed him again. This one was not like the first one. In it had lust…so much that Harry had to pull away and gasp. Draco quickly composed himself and apologized.
"Harry…I'm sorry…I…" Harry put a finger to Draco's lips, shushing him.
"Draco…I know you've been frustrated at the lack of contact…so I've decided to gather my courage…and…am…giving you one night to do anything you want to me…" As soon as Draco's brain acknowledged what Harry had said, his face turned to a deep red.
"I…I can't. You're not ready…I…I mean…you…" Harry shook his head in amusement and quickly silenced Draco with a deep kiss.
"Just do it. I know you want to." Harry smirked when Draco's face turned even redder. Harry laid his head on Draco's chest, listening to his heart beat.
Bu bump
Bu bump
Bu bump
The beats were harder and faster than it should be.
"Calm down Draco, before you get a heart attack." Harry climbed higher onto Draco's body and teased him with his lips. He licked Draco on the lips and Draco let out a groan. Harry grinded himself into Draco and that was soon followed by a soft "ack" when Draco rolled over and pushed Harry down. Draco stared into Harry's smiling eyes and attacked him.
"You are soooo going to regret this Potter."
Harry only giggled before the room was filled with moans of desire.
Hermione and Ron stared blankly at the patch of grass that Harry was standing on just a few seconds ago. Both of their eyebrows were raised. Then Hermione huffed and stormed back to the castle. Ron followed and felt sorry for Harry.
On the way to Harry's room, all you could hear was Hermione grumbling under her breath.
"That stupid Harry…ditching us…going to get him…when I'm done with him, he'd wish he stayed dead…" Arriving at Harry's door, she was about to pound the door down when they both heard a moan. Her fist inches from the door, they heard things that they were NOT suppose to hear.
"Oh! Draco…"
"You're in for it now, Potter."
"As if - Oh!"
"Yea Potter, scream like a gir – OW! You BIT me? WHY DID YOU BITE ME?"
"Pay back, Malfoy, pay back."
"Oh…you're DEAD Potter."
"Ohhhhh."
"How do you like that…huh?"
"OOhhhhhhhhhh…Dracooooo."
Hermione and Ron's eyes soon turned to small dots. A split second later they sped off towards the Gryffindor tower.
"He ditched us for THAT?"
Harry and Draco collapsed from the VERY exhausting foreplay (AN: AHHAHAHAHA XD). Draco cupped Harry's cheek and kissed his nose. They were completely naked and Draco was on top of Harry.
"Harry…"
"Humm?"
"I'm…I'm going to…"
"Just do it Draco…"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah…"
...(Sorry people, no sex scene XD)...
When both of them released, Draco pulled out of Harry and collapsed next to him. Harry was already half asleep.
"Thank you Draco…"
"Mmm…"
And they both fell asleep.
Padam Patil was skipping around school. She was singing and a song she heard from who-knows-where and she was clutching a picture to her chest.
"Hum hum hum humm"
Smiling, she continued down the hallway and into Slytherin territory.
Harry was awake and quickly remembered what had happened the earlier. Smiling blissfully, he started playing with Draco's hair. Draco gave a content sigh and continued sleeping. Harry kissed his shoulder, then his neck, then his cheek, and then his eye. He then rested his head on Draco's strong chest and closed his eyes.
'I love him. I trust him. I want to be with him forever…'
Padam stood in front of the Slytherin common room and stared at the picture. A blond-sliver boy stared back at her with a scowling face. Padam giggled and kissed the picture.
"Oh Draco…I want to be with you. Everyone says to give up and that you are going out with Potter. But I know you're just using it to cover up your love for me. Oh Draco! I love you. I want to be with you…"
Draco woke up right when Harry went to sleep again. Stroking Harry's hair, he felt relaxed and stress-free. Not only because he just had sex, but because he had sex with Harry, the boy he loved. Draco smiled and laid there for the rest of the night, content with the Harry's warm weight on him.
Padam sat in front of the common room, waiting for a Slytherin to come so she could go in.
Finally, Nott came to view. Straightening her skirt, she smiled a bright smile and made Nott frown.
"Excuse me, do you know where Draco Malfoy is?" Nott nearly threw up from the high voice she use.
"Probably with Potter, now move so I can go to sleep." Nott roughly pushed her aside and whispered the password. Padam huffed and glared at him.
"Well excuse me. You don't have to push me. And for your information, Draco loves me, not Potter." Nott snorted and rolled his eyes muttering, "And pigs can fly."
Padam stared furiously at the Slytherin common room door.
"That stupid Potter…I'll get him. I'll prove that Draco loves me. I'll PROVE it. And I'll finally have Draco all to myself and he won't be afraid of showing his love for me. I'll get RID OF THAT POTTERRRR!"
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Now this chapter SERIOUSLY is really really short. –' but at least it's something right? XD
Padam getting scary huh? Yea…let's just say she went insane with her obsession of Draco. XD
...Chapter 16 Teaser...
"D…Draco…?" Harry croaked out. Tears spilled from his eyes as he ran away.
"No…NO! This can't be HAPPENING….NOOOOO!"
Hehehehe…sorta cliché…so you can probably guess what's gunna happen next huh? Yea… '
Love ya all! .
Cassie
