Stop Saying You Love Me
Disclaimer: I don't own anything cept the plot n' the oc ) ya… please R+R! Thanks.
(Harry & gang are in their 7th year).
Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.
I have school and a lot of homework…so I might not be able to update that fast…--' ya. I'll work on this…Mondays n' Wednesdays n' sometimes Saturday n' Sunday…so don't expect me to update really fast. --'
(BTW, Draco is a Veela in my story, but none of those "looking for his mate" in my story D but they are pretty good stories…go check 'em out)
since the people took off the three chapters (the review specials) I'll just post it here
H t t p / w w w . d e v I a n t a r t . c o m / d e v I a t I o n / 1 6 5 6 0 1 6 6 /
H t t p / w w w . d e v i a n t a r t . c o m / d e v i a t i o n / 1 5 6 8 5 5 2 4 /
h t t p / i m g . p h o t o b u c k e t . c o m / a l b u m s / v 4 8 1 / A q u a m a r i n a n g l / 4 7 8 4 0 6 c 2 . j p g
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mmhmm
I'm very very sorry for no sex scene in the last chapter and I sorta regretted not writing it cuz the way I summarized it sorta gave off a "I don't care" feeling - -' yea…but too late. Maybe when I'm done with this chapter, I'll change and replace the last chapter. shrug. If I feel like it
Now for the story you have all been waiting for XD
...Why?...
Once we still called each other lovers
I come alone to that beach, we used to visit then
And while searching for those scenes that I forgot
The sound of the waves is somehow so tender
I feel like I'm going to cry
-- Far Away – Ayumi Hamasaki
Harry moaned and rolled around in bed. He didn't want to wake up. His bed was just too comfortable.
"Harry! Get up already! We're going to be late for breakfast!" Ron yelled at him as he pulled the curtains away. Harry grunted as sunlight shined into his eyes. He pulled the blankets over his head and continued to sleep.
"Ugh! Harry! Get up you bloody git! Why are you so tired anyways?" Harry turned around and buried his head into his pillow.
"Stayed with Draco last night." Ron blanched and walked away.
"I seriously didn't need to know that. Just get up already. I'll wait for you in the common room." Harry sighed and got up. He did not want Ron to miss breakfast because of him. A Ron without breakfast is a grumpy Ron indeed.
He stood up and stretched out the stiffness in his body. He changed and walked downstairs.
"About bloody time. I was about the leave you here."
The duo walked down to breakfast and sat at their table. Harry yawned and lazily pilled food onto his plate. Hermione greeted them.
"You seem tired Harry. Are you ok?" Ron put a finger to his lips and shushed her.
"You don't want to know. Trust me."
After a few moments, the doors banged open and a group of Slytherins walked through with Draco at the front. Draco spotted Harry staring at him and shot him a smirk. Harry looked down and blushed. Draco made his way to Harry, but was stopped by a bouncing pink blob that smell liked old socks. It turned out to be Padma.
"Oh DRACO dear! I know you love me but you don't HAVE to visit me during breakfast! It might ruin your reputation!" Padma then let out a shrill giggle. Draco looked at her in disgust.
"Shove off bitch. I'm not here for you." Draco pushed her aside and continued his way to a confused Harry. Padma pouted and ran to Draco.
"You DON'T have to pretend Draco. Everyone knows how much you like me." Padma fluttered her eyelashes. Parvati buried her face in her hands. Since when did her sister become retarded?
"Listen up. Leave me alone before I curse you into next week." Padma pouted again, but left him alone.
"Remember to visit me later!" Padma said before running off to her dorm. Draco shook his head and made his way to Harry.
'The bad things about being the handsomest guy in school.' When he reached Harry, Harry gave him a kind smile before looking back down to his breakfast. He was still embarrassed about last night; Draco actually tied him up. Draco saw the blush and smirked at his boyfriend. He sat down next to Hermione, across from Harry. He leaned across the table and lifted Harry's head up with his finger. Harry saw the smirk that was still plastered on his face and blushed even more. He wanted to look down again, but Draco's hand was in the way.
"What's wrong Harry?"
"Nothing Draco. You should go eat breakfast." Draco's smirk widened and leaned closer.
"You ok? I wasn't that harsh last night now was I?" Ron choked on his mashed potatoes. Harry's face looked similar to a tomato.
"I remember you screaming out my name and telling me not to stop. Why are you looking so depressed then?" Ron spat out the pumpkin juice he was drinking.
"You were just moaning with pleasure and now…"
"Ok! Draco, we REALLY don't need to know about Harry and your sex life, especially during breakfast." Hermione glared and Draco, but Draco just smiled.
"Of course Hermione. I'll only talk like this during lunch and dinner." Draco wagged his eyebrows and Hermione just rolled her eyes and continued with her breakfast. Draco pouted and turned back to Harry.
"Ok, I'll stop teasing you. You have Divination next right?" Harry nodded.
"Alright, I'll see you fourth period then." Draco got up and kissed Harry on the lips. Then he walked to his table and started on his breakfast.
It was true that Draco tied up Harry for fun, but as soon as the ropes were secure, Harry started hyperventilating. His eyes filled with panic and started crying. Draco quickly untied him and asked him what was wrong.
"Blaise…" Just one word and Draco understood. Draco had hugged him and said that everything was alright. That Blaise was far away. That Draco loved him and would never let him go.
Harry felt really happy when Draco said he loved him.
He was so happy, he could have died.
"Oh dear. Oh dear. My dear boy! I have some very bad news for you…" Harry wanted to bang his head on the table. Professor Trelawney's magnified eyes stared into his droopy ones. They just started on palm reading and the professor nearly pulled Harry's hand off when she saw what was on it.
"Your hand shows everything in your life, my boy. I took one look at the lines and I know you life immediately." Trelawney's mystifying voice soon faded away as Harry started dreaming about last night. A blush crept onto his face as he remembered. He felt embarrassed for ruining the mood.
"Are you listening to me?" Ron nudged him in the ribs and Harry's head snapped back up.
"Huh? Yea…what?" Lavender and Parvati were staring pitifully at him and Ron looked like he was avoiding his eyes.
"What happened?" Trelawney patted his hand and whispered to him, "Your love will soon leave you, my dear boy. You will die at a young age with regrets of ever falling in love for your love will betray and leave you…" Trelawney finished in a dramatic whisper and walked away. Harry, angered by Trelawney's insult to Draco, stood up so fast that his chair fell backwards. Then he stormed out of the classroom.
"Ha…as if that's true…" But despite Trelawney's famous record of fake predictions, he just couldn't help but worry.
Draco leaned on the wall in front of the Charm's room door. He was thinking of Harry so much that he didn't know what was going on in class. When the Professor tried to get his attention, Draco flicked him off so he could continue with his thinking. It resulted in being kicked out of the classroom and detention. It could have been a weeks worth of detention, but the Professor was just too nice for his own good.
Draco sighed and pushed away from the wall…only to be pushed back against it again.
"Draco! I missed you sooo much!" Draco groaned and looked at the Padma. Padma has been very annoying lately and Draco didn't know how to get rid of her.
"Ugh…leave me alone will you? I don't LIKE you ok? So just give up and go find someone else." Padma didn't seem to hear him because she just continued burying her face into his robes. Draco groaned again. Her make-up was probably smearing all over his expensive robes. Draco pushed her off harshly and walked away.
"Dracooo! There's no one around right now! You don't need to pretend." Draco just ignored her and continued on his way.
Harry just continued walking. He didn't know where to go. After Divination was a free period, so he didn't have to go back to the Gryffindor tower to get anything. Harry decided to go see Draco. Harry then changed his course and headed for the Charm's classroom.
At least Draco could cheer him up right now. He really didn't want to think about Trelawney and her fake prediction.
"DRACOO!" Draco had started to run when Padma suddenly had a bright idea. She pulled out her wand and aimed at Draco's retreating back.
"Petrificus Totalus." Draco froze in his steps fell to the floor.
'Man…this girl is persistent isn't she?'
"Wingardium Leviosa." Draco felt his body float upright. He felt his back touch the wall again and saw Padma advancing towards him. She started unbuttoning her robes and the blouse that was underneath. When she got to Draco, her robes were completely off and her blouse was unbuttoned. Draco closed his eyes tried to calm down. Not that Padma's body was ugly or anything. It's just that Draco currently preferred flat chest…especially Harry's flat chest.
Padma leaned onto Draco and he could feel the her body on him. He seriously wanted to throw up.
"I told you to stop, Draco. Listen to me next time or else I'll use drastic measures." She leaned in close and Draco tried the move away. The spell was slightly wearing off, but it still didn't allow Draco to move. He opened his eyes but closed them again when he saw that her face was less than an inch away from his.
Harry was bored out of his mind. He just got to the Charms corridor and the bell wasn't due to ring for another 10 minutes. Harry sighed and was about to sit on the floor when he felt magic being preformed. He felt the necklace burn for a moment, but it disappeared quickly. He shook it off as his own imagination. Draco was in class right now, how could he be in danger? Then he felt magic again. Curiosity got a hold of him and he walked down the hallway.
'What should I do?' Draco was panicking. Padma grabbed a hold of his hand and forced him to feel her breasts; She slid his hand under her bra. Padma's breathing started to get heavier and she crushed her mouth against Draco's.
Draco still didn't have any control on his body, so he decided to just wait until the spell wore off before he did anything.
Padma's slobbery kisses disgusted him. Harry's kisses were never like this. Padma moved Draco's hand up and down, making him rub her over and over again. Padma started to moan and her breath quickened.
'Please wear off soon. This is really starting to disgust me. I feel like throwing up.'
Finally, he could move his feet.
Harry started to hear moaning as he continued down the corridor. 'Is someone hurt?' He quickened his pace and soon heard heavy breathing.
'I wonder what it is…'
He turned the corner and skid to a stop.
There Draco was
Leaning against the wall…
With his hand in Padma's bra…
There he was, making out with Padma…
Harry's breath came out in short gasps and his eyes widened.
He couldn't breath…
He started choking…
"Dra…co…"
He wanted to run away
Draco finally gained control of his body and pulled his hand out of Padma's bra. He pushed him away…and heard someone call out to him.
He whipped his head in Harry's direction, and he felt like dying. The expression on Harry's face…it was unbearable.
"D…Draco…?" Harry croaked out. Tears spilled from his eyes as he ran away.
"No…NO! This can't be HAPPENING….NOOOOO!"
Draco eyes widened as he stared at Harry's retreating form.
"Ha…he deserved to see that. Now he'll leave you alone and you can finall-" She was cut off by a sharp slap. She screamed and clutched her face. Looking up, she saw the anger on Draco's face.
"You bitch…you WHORE…you FUCKING…ARRGHH!" He punched Padma's face. Padma slid back and started to scream with pain. Draco's eyes burned with anger as he picked Padma up by her neck. She was lifted off the ground and she started choking. She hopelessly tired to pry his hands off, but it was no use. She started getting weaker and weaker…
Draco threw her forcefully to the ground and she fainted.
"You bitch…"
He ran a hand through his hair and started to run after Harry.
"Shit…"
"This is so messed up."
Harry run up to the Astronomy Tower. The bell started to ring, but he didn't care. He reached the stairs that leaded to the Tower but the doors in that corridor banged open. On of the first people who came out happened to be Hermione Granger.
"Harry! What…" Harry rushed past her and ran up the stairs. Hermione caught a glimpse of Harry's face and she was mortified.
"Harry!"
She ran after her, but her books were weighing her down. She set them down of one of the steps and continued her way up.
"Harry! Wait!" She wasn't as athletic as he was and started to lose her breath halfway.
When she finally got to the top, the door was locked.
"Oh man…" Harry's locking charms were always the hardest to break.
Harry stared out the window and out to the horizon. Tears made them way down his face and his breath shuddered. He slowly closed his eyes and stepped onto the window. (1)
"Draco shouldn't have saved me the first time. Hopefully, no one will save me this time." Tears continued to flow from his eyes and he closed them. His nails were digging into his palm and he could feel blood flow down his wrist.
Harry's voice tried to escape but he held them back. Harry's face scrunched up in sadness and he buried it into his hands.
"Uvvhh…(2)"
Draco's face kept coming into his mind. He remembered Draco's promises. Draco said he loved Harry and that he would never leave him.
"It was all just a lie…just like Blaise. Why do I even bother…" Harry started sobbing.
"No one loves me…no one WILL!" Suddenly, Harry punched the wall and let out painful screams.
"AAHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHH!"
"Get ready," and then he slammed in. Pain shot through Harry's body from the impact, and his eyes watered. It hurt so badly, and the continuous repetition of Vernon's "movements" and the accompanied groaning, disgusted Harry. He felt like he was going to die from all the pain and humiliation.
"AHHHHHHHHH!"
"Ahh…it WILL fit…don't worry. I'll just shove really hard!" And with that, he thrust forward, burying into Harry. Harry screamed a silent scream into the gag, tears falling down his face. He felt something tear and could feel blood run down his leg.
"So tight, Harry." Blaise moaned, pulled out and slammed in full force.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
He couldn't help it…
It just hurt too much.
He felt drained. He just wanted to end it all.
The tears never stopped. They just kept coming and coming.
Thinking of Draco for the last time, he let his body loose and he fell forward
Hermione heard the screams and started to panic. The lock on the door finally broke. She slammed the door open, just in time to see Harry disappear from view.
"NOOOOO!"
End of Chapter
(1) People asked why he would fall out the window so many times when the window have glass and such on them. The windows in the astronomy tower are those old castle like windows. Umm…how do you describe them…just…basically, they are really big (the go from the ceiling to the floor) and have no glass on them.
(2) This is the sound some people make when they're trying to hold back their voice while they're crying, but some noise still comes out. I didn't know how to type it out so I tried my best to make it sound alike.
Ch 17 Teaser
"Damn you Malfoy! Why did you do this to Harry?" Ron pulled back his fist and punched Draco. Draco fell to the floor and didn't get up.
He accepted his punishment.
His Harry was almost killed because of him…
Yea… by the teaser, you can tell that Harry doesn't die. But then without the teaser I'm sure you could have figured that out cuz without Harry, there wouldn't be a story.
Sorry for taking so long. Ehehehe…hope you forgive me
Cassie
