Stop Saying You Love Me
Disclaimer: I don't own anything cept the plot n' the oc ) ya… please R+R! Thanks.
(Harry & gang are in their 7th year).
Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.
I have school and a lot of homework…so I might not be able to update that fast…--' ya. I'll work on this…Mondays n' Wednesdays n' sometimes Saturday n' Sunday…so don't expect me to update really fast. --'
(BTW, Draco is a Veela in my story, but none of those "looking for his mate" in my story D but they are pretty good stories…go check 'em out)
Ugh…I got this really stupid flame and it was…funny at first but got me pissed off.
If you DON'T like my fic…don't READ…you REALLY didn't hafta waste your time and type all that out cuz I'm not gunna listen.
Disappear
It may be a dream
that I can defend all that I love.
So what if it is?
Try to do your best, and make sure.
What is really precious is hard to see.
I think it's something only the heart knows.
--Maybe A Dream – The S.H.E
"Harry!" Hermione ran to the window and looked down. What she saw made her cry.
Hagrid was down below with Harry in his arms. He was going to the castle to talk to Professor Dumbledore when he saw something fall out a window. He ran as fast as he could and caught Harry in time. (1) It looked like Harry fainted before he even fell out the window.
Hermione slid down to the floor and put her head in her hands.
"Thank god…"
It has been a week since the incident and Draco was getting desperate. Every time he went near the Hospital wing, Ron pushed him back and threatened to kill him if he got near Harry.
Harry woke up about 2 days ago and ever since then, all he has done was stare at the wall in front of him. Nothing got him to respond and he was slowly getting weaker and weaker from lack of nutrient. Ron and Hermione were next to him 24/7 but nothing they did got him to move.
"Come on Harry. Guess what? Gryffindor won the Quidditch Cup! Isn't that good? Even without you we can win…"
"Ron! You're going to make him feel unwanted!"
"He can't FEEL anything, 'Mione. He's not responding to anything!" Hermione wanted to slap Ron.
"How can you be so cruel? Of course he can feel! He's still alive and still listening to you!"
"He isn't! Just look! He doesn't even blink!" Ron was getting pissed off.
"Why won't he answer us? We're his best friends!"
"Maybe he'll answer to Draco! Just let him-"
"NO! I'm not going to let that ferret come near him! Harry's like this because of Malfoy! Who knows what Harry will do if he see's Malfoy!"
"But Harry loves Draco…"
"SHUT UP!" Ron got up so forcefully that his chair fell backwards. Ron stormed out the hospital wing and headed towards the dungeons.
Hermione sighed and stared down at Harry.
"Oh Harry…"
"Damn you Malfoy! Why did you do this to Harry?" Ron pulled back his fist and punched Draco. Draco fell to the floor and didn't get up.
He accepted his punishment.
His Harry was almost killed because of him.
"Answer me you pig! Harry's been through enough and you had to have your little affair with Padma! What's with you? If you didn't like him, why didn't you break it off with him? WHY DID YOU LET HIM FIND OUT THIS WAY!" Draco sat up and stared at the ground.
"I still love him."
"Bullshit." Ron kicked Draco in the stomach and Draco slid a few feet back.
"Let me see him…" Draco croaked out and fainted.
"No…" Ron turned and walked away.
Professor Sprout, who just went to Professor Snape's room to deliver some plants for his potions class, found Draco in the hallway. She quickly levitated him and brought him to the hospital wing.
Hermione saw him and gasped.
"Ron! How could you."
Draco woke up and he recognized the white curtains of the hospital wing.
"Hey Draco." Draco gasped and turned his head towards the person. It was Hermione.
"Oh…Hey…" He snuggled into his blankets. "What are you doing here?" Hermione smiled.
"I'm watching over Harry." Draco's eyes snapped open and jumped out of bed. He ran over to the occupied bed and looked at Harry.
Harry was pale and his open eyes were dead and unmoving. Draco grabbed Harry's hand and his eye brows scrunched up. His hand was as cold as ice.
"Harry…" Harry's eyes widened for a split second but Draco didn't notice.
"I did this to him didn't it?" Draco asked when he felt Hermione move up to him. Hermione just put her hand on his shoulder and gave it a tight squeeze.
"He hasn't been eating, Draco," Hermione whispered, "he's going to die if this goes on."
Draco closed his eyes painfully and buried his head into the covers of the bed. He gave Harry's hand a tight squeeze and let the covers soak up his tears.
With his tear streaked face, the stomped furiously down the hall.
He wanted to fight…
He wanted to duel…
He wanted to kill…
Padma…
"I, like, know! AND he kissed me. Isn't that, like, so cool?" Padma said, letting out a high pitched giggle. She was in the library showing off to her friends.
"Draco is sooo hot. And I got him to kiss me! Ooo…I can't wait what'll happen next!"
"This is next"
Padma let out a small squeak and turned around. Draco pulled her up by her hair and she started screaming.
"OW OW OW! That HURTS! Let go!" instead of letting go, Draco pulled back his hand and punched her smack in the middle of her face. Letting out a loud scream, she fell to the floor, clutching her face. He friends slowly backed away from Draco, who had bloodo n his knuckles. Padma was sobbing and screaming
"OH MY GOD! MY FACE! MY FACE! AHHHHHH!"
Draco walked up to Padma and picked her up. He started beating her senseless. The fury building up inside of him just wanted to be let out. He threw her to the ground and whipped out his wand. Padma stared fearfully at the tip.
"MR. MALFOY! STOP THIS INSTANT!"
Draco whipped around and saw Madam Pince walking up to him.
"NO fighting in the library, NO dueling, NO violent behaviors, this place is ONLY for reading and writing so I suggest you GO to the headmaster's office. The password is gummy bears. He will be expecting you."
"Ah! Mr. Malfoy, I've been expecting you!"
'…obviously…'
"Now…why don't you tell me what happened?" Dumbledore looked calm and relax, like nothing bad was happening, like Harry's health isn't in his care.
"Before you jump to conclusion, I will tell you that I am trying my best to find a cure for Harry. So far I have not found one, but I am sure that everything will be ok…"
"BULLSHIT! Have you not seen him? He won't reply to anything! How can you say everything is going to be ok? He looks like a fucking vegetable! HE'S DYING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! HE WON'T EAT OR MOVE! HE DOESN'T EVEN BLINK! TELL ME HOW CAN THIS TURN OUT OK!" Draco pushed the silver instruments off the shelf and over turned the chairs. He kicked the cabinets and tables. His magic was building up and Dumbledore could feel is coming off of him. What didn't fit was that Draco was crying.
"Harry…harry…" Draco fell to his knees and sobbed into his hand. He couldn't stand seeing Harry look so empty and blank. I loved how Harry was so energetic before. How he defeated the Dark Lord. How he smiled so easily. All that was gone and he wasn't sure it'll come back.
Draco felt a hand on his shoulder and looked up. Dumbledore looked down at him and smiled.
"Go to the hospital wing now and tell him you love him."
"For the last time…?" Draco asked weakly.
Dumbledore's smile was so kind…
"Just tell him how much you love him."
Draco slowly walked up to Harry's bed. Hermione was sleeping in the bed next to him. Draco grabbed a chair and sat next to Harry. He took his hand and rubbed it.
"Hey Harry." Draco whispered.
"How you doing in your dream world? What do you see? I wonder…are you going to come back to me?" Harry continued to stare blankly at the wall.
"Hey…remember when we first meet? I offered my hand in friendship right? Heh…you turned me down for Weasley though. Do you know how embarrassed I was?" Draco closed his eyes and let a few tears drop.
"And that day at Hogsmead? Next to the Shrieking Shack? After a while, I found out that the snow was being thrown by you. It really hurt you know. My face was red for a week." Draco's voice started cracking and he painfully opened his eyes, but the tears were blinding him.
"Fourth year…that was when you were champion. I envied you and was jealous, not because of you but because of all the attention you got. I didn't want anyone near you for some reason. I didn't know why but now I know…" He closed his eyes and smiled sadly.
"It's because I love you Harry Potter. I love you so damn much and I don't want you to go…
"Please Harry…Come back to me…"
AH! THERE! Sorry for not updating for such a long time . please forgive me? This chapter is 8 pages long TT. Well…hope you enjoy! My school's not even out yet! Can you believe that? Stupid school…
(1) He's a half-giant…surely he can catch Harry!
..Chapter 18 teaser..
"Hey Draco, I just came to tell you how much I love you…"
Draco gasped and turned around.
"Oh my god…"
Yup! - look forward for the next chapter! I'm not giving this story up and I'll update as soon as possible!
Cassie
