I'm so sorry 4 the late update. I just got back from my grandma's and I've been really busy. I'm glad you guys the last chapter. Hope you'll enjoy this one too!!
Chapter 14
Ken arrived home around one and a half hours after he left. The sheriff already agreed to hire Sara since she used to work at the second best crime lab in the country. That was what mostly the reason Sara got the job, and of course her crime solved rate and her history there. Ken noticed that Sara was still in her room and decided to let her rest. He was walking past Sara's room when he heard sobs coming from the room.
"Sara, you okay?" There was no answer so Ken tried the knob and it was unlocked. He could Sara wasn't asleep, but was lying on the bed in a fetal position and was crying. Ken quickly went towards her.
"Sara, it's okay, just let it all out."
"Ken, I can't sleep, I miss him," said Sara almost child-like.
"You'll get over it, you're tough," said Ken trying to console Sara.
"You think so?"
"Absolutely."
Sara started to calm down and moved her head away from Ken's shoulder.
"Sorry Ken, I made your shirt all wet."
"Don't worry about it, you wanna have pancakes?," asked Ken suddenly.
I think I'm gonna be sick," said Sara running pass Ken and went straight for the bathroom. Ken quickly followed her. Sara was in the bathroom, crouched in front of the toilet bowl emptying her stomach.
"Sara, are you okay? I didn't know you hate pancakes, I thought you just don't eat meat."
"Ken, don't worry, it's not the pancakes, actually I have been like these for a week, but I was busy with Nick and stuff, didn't get a chance to go to the doctor."
"Did the thought of maybe you're pregnant ever crossed your mind?"
"Pregnant? That's impossible, I was on the pills," said Sara mentally chuckling at the thought.
"Sara, you and I know nothing is impossible and those pills are only 99 guarantees."
"Maybe you're right cause I'm supposed to get my period weeks ago," said Sara finally realizing the possibility.
"Sara, I think you should check it out."
"Okay, but the chances of me pregnant is very slim."
"Mrs. Stokes, you are definitely pregnant, congratulations."
Sara froze. The only thing she heard was the words in her head about how she was going to raise this baby without its father.She was out for a few seconds until the doctor spoke up again.
"You're 3 weeks long."
"But is it possible? I mean I was on birth control pills," asked Sara.
"The chances is actually very slim but it obviously possible."
"Oh, so you're saying I slipped through the 1?"
The doctor just nodded.
"Thanks doc, when's my next check up?"
"I'll call you if I have any opening," said the doctor.
"Okay, thanks again doctor."
Sara exited the doctor's office and made her way to Ken's apartment. The ride was filled with thoughts of the baby, how she was gonna raise it and mostly about should Nick know about the baby. Sara was confused, she needed to talk someone. As Ken opened the door for her questions came flying towards her.
"So, how did it go? Are you alright? Are you pregnant? Is it serious?," asked Ken concerned.
"Ken, slow down, it went well and I'm pregnant."
"You're pregnant? Congratulations Sara, it's a good thing right?"
"I don't know, I'm not sure, I'm happy I'm gonna have a baby but I'm sad I can't raise it with Nick, it's his child too," said Sara taking a seat on the couch.
"So, are you gonna tell him?," asked Ken taking a seat next to Sara.
"I don't know, what do you think I should do?," asked Sara turning to Ken.
"Sara, it's your life, but whatever you decide I'll be there for you."
"Thanks, but I really don't know what to do, I have to think about it."
"Take all the time you need, Sara."
"Thanks Ken," said Sara before walking to her room.
Back at Las Vegas:
Nick was distraught. He had been searching for Sara everywhere, Grissom's house, Catherine's, Warrick's and Greg's. He even went to Cyrus' house. But she was nowhere to be seen. Actually Grissom knew but he was sworn to secrecy. He really wanted to tell Nick but he didn't want to break his promise with Sara. Nick tried calling Sara's parents and his'. But they haven't heard from her. Nick had lose hope. He didn't know what to do, he was lost without Sara.
"This is all my fault." Thought Nick.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said
I'm gonna to live with out you
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there is something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me
I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking
Baby,
Give me back my fantasies,
The courage that I need to live
The air that I Breathe
Nick tried calling Sara for a lot of times but Sara off her cellphone. Nick left her tones of messages but Sara never replied her back. For days Nick Nick tried her number until one day the machine said the number wasn't used anymore.
"She changed her number, she really doesn't want me in her life anymore."
Living Without You,
My worlds become so empty
My days are so cold and lonely,
and each night I taste
The purest of Pain
I wish I could tell you
I'm feeling better every day
That it didn't hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth I can't find my way
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking
During the few days Nick didn't go to work at all until Catherine came to see how he was doing. He was lookingterrible, his face unshaven and he haven't eaten since Sara went away. The graveyard shift knew what happened and felt sorry for him. They knew that Sara was everything to him. After Catherine straighten him up and consoled him, Nick finally went to work, containing her life with work and overtime. He would have to move on without Sara. It would be hard, he would have to do it.
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