A/N; Hia again! A BIG apology for not updating sooner but I have been REALLY busy! OK, this chapter is slightly different from what I expected but oh well! I hope you like it and R and R people OK? THANKYOU! XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX

Bella's POV;

It has been 3 years since I killed my sister, it has been 5 years since my sister killed my child, it has been 5 years to the day that I have been longing, lusting for power, revenge, remorse. ANYTHING that would soothe my torment. I am 21 years old and I have been though more than most people would in a life time. My name is Bellatrix Black, and I am pure blood. I used to have two sisters, Narcissa, who I cherish dearly and who has supported me through my hardship. She is 26 and married to Lucius Malfoy – who had originally meant to marry me, but that's just the way things work out. She is pregnant, and doing very well for herself, the Malfoy family are very highly respected.

Then there is Andromedia, she was 21 when I killed her and passionately in love with the dark lord. I had heard that he had been in love with her also, but I can hardly believe that. I had always thought that he was unable to love anyone. Andromedia had kidnapped me and my baby who she believed was the child of the dark lord, she was wrong. I have never seen him in my entire life. My baby was killed for no reason and I will always remember that. Innocent blood should not be spilt. The truth was that the baby's father had not been lord Voldemort but Lucius. Yes my sister's husband. But I never speak of that and neither does he, and Nars will never know, it would break her heart.

3 years on and I have hardly begun healing from my ordeal. The memories are still vividly burnt onto my mind. Every night I have the same night mare. Oh such a terrible night mare. It haunts me even when I am awake. I need to heal, I need power. These thoughts brought me to where I am now, stood in a dark room lit only by moon light pouring in through an open window, waiting for the dark lord. I have never been so scared in my entire life.

I see him clearly for the first time and he is not at all what I had expected. People said that he was evil, but he didn't LOOK evil. On the contrary he looked rather...handsome, in a weird way. He had dark brown hair and sparkling emerald eyes. He was very tall and held an air of arrogance and danger. This intrigued me, I liked confident people.

He observed me silently for several minutes until he finally sat and motioned for me to do so. I did gratefully; it had been terribly awkward under his gaze.

"Dear oh Dear Miss Black, you have some nerve turning up here don't you? After what you did to my darling Andromedia."

"I beg for your forgiveness My Lord but that was NOT my fault. She spilt blood before I spilt hers..." he raised a hand to silence me.

"Indeed. Your child's blood. Did you know that Andromedia was expecting MY child Miss Black?" he asked. I shook my head, feeling cold inside. He had brought me here to kill me, I was sure of it.

"I thought not. You are a lucky girl I could have killed you then, I could kill you now. But I have given my word to Lucius that I shall not take you life. For you were ignorant of the facts. But what a naughty little girl you are. Going behind your own sisters back and sleeping with her husband, wouldn't she be upset if she DID find out. And THEN you go and kill your other sister, it seems that you cannot help yourself doesn't it?" he asks. I say nothing.

"Well Miss Black...Bellatrix...that is why I like you." He said. My head shot up at that, I thought that he hated me...

"I trust that you have come to join me, am I right?" he asks.

"Yes My Lord." I whisper breathless.

"Good, but you do understand what an enormous decision I have on my hands don't you? You would be the first female Death eater that I would EVER accept as one of my followers. Not even your dear sister Andromedia received that privilege. But on the other hand you could be very valuable to me Bella... I see something of myself in you...How old are you?" he asked abruptly.

"21 My Lord." I whispered.

"Good and you know how to perform the unforgivables?"

I nodded. I couldn't believe this! He was going to make ME a death eater!

"Very well, roll up your sleeve. This will hurt..." he added a second before violent pain erupted in my left arm. I bit down hard on my lip, unwilling to show any weakness. Just as quickly as it had started that pain stopped and my arm just tingled. He walked away from me and sat back down at his desk.

"Track down a wizard named Peter Pettigrew; he is very valuable to me. Do that... and I WILL be impressed. Bring him to me before midnight tomorrow...and wear this." He threw a mask at me.

"Don't let me down. Now get out of my sight..." he said harshly. I bowed deeply and appariated from the room.

I sat in a seedy pub down knock turn ally with my eyes fixed on a watery eyed man about my own age sat two seats down from me. Slowly I slid down next to him, my heart beating hard. I HAD to do this; otherwise I would be mercilessly punished. He looked up at me with a curious frown on his face.

"Do I know you?" he asked.

"I am Sirius's cousin. My name is Bellatrix..."

"Oh right, what do you want?"

I wanted to curse him into oblivion for being so god damn obnoxious...

"Erm...fancy some company?" I asked.

"No actually I don't..." he said.

One more remark like that and a little green light will be flying your way. I closed my eyes and summoned up all of my self restraint before sliding closer towards him. I was practically sitting on his knee!

"Are you sure?" I asked silkily.

"Well that depends..."

"On what?"

"On what's in it for me..."

OH MY GOD! WHAT A JERK!

"Why don't you but me a drink and find out..."

It was easy to capture him after that. He was a typical man, with his brains in his trousers. All I did was get him drunk then when he collapsed outside the pub I merely took the unconscious bastard to the Dark Lord.

"Take him away..." hissed Lord Voldemort to two masked Deatheaters who instantly hauled him out of the room. When we were alone he turned to me.

"You have done well for me Bella, I am impressed. It seems that your feminine charm did the trick. You're an interesting tool...but I will have to make it clear that you are not for sale as it were. You should find yourself a husband, we don't want any one taking advantage of you do we now?" he asked in a patronising tone. I just shook my head. He laughed coldly.

"So obedient...so much like your sister..." he said quietly. I knew exactly who he was talking about.

"I am nothing like Andromedia. I resent that..."

"Oh you do! CRUCIO!" he roared, I screamed and fell to the floor, rolling around in agony. I had never felt such pain. After about a minute he stopped and I lay sobbing on the floor. He stood up and walked around the desk towards me. I tried to pull myself up onto the chair but I was exhausted. He yanked me harshly by the arm upwards and through me back onto it.

"NEVER, defy my again, do you understand Bellatrix?" he hissed.

"Yes Master..."

"Good...well now, as I was saying, you ARE so much like my darling Andromedia. You have the same eyes..." he muttered and grabbed me by the chin and yanked up my head she I had to stare straight into his eyes.

"And the same lips..." he remarked and ran his finger over then. And then suddenly he kissed me passionately. I had no idea what to do! One minute he was torturing me the next THIS! Not that I was complaining, I did find him attractive. I twined my arms around his neck and started to kiss him back. I pulled him further towards me running my hands over his chest...

"Not so fast Bellatrix, don't get so carried away..." he smirked. I leant back at that a sulky expression firmly in place. He laughed again.

"Go away now Bellatrix, come when your mark burns, and don't disappoint me again." he said in an almost bored tone. I stood up still rather breathless, dropped to my knees and bowed, then got up and flounced from the room.

A/N; Ok there you go; I hope you liked it and tell me your thoughts on it please! I've not got much to say actually accept that It was my birthday on Monday I was 15 YAY! I am going to London to and have front row tickets to see blood brother, I have never been to London which is surprising seeing I'm from England! LOL. Ok I hope you like it and PLEASE review LOVE AND PEACE PEOPLE! KISSES XXXXXXXXXXXXXX