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Bella's POV;

Rodolphus and I were married the next day under strict orders from the Dark Lord. As you can probably imagine being 'married' as a death eater is a lot different to the normal definition of the word. It was more of an initiation ceremony than a wedding. Of course we had the rings, and the dress (which I insisted was black) but there was no church, no priest, and no weeping congregation. It was held in the great hall of the Dark Lord's manor and every death eater was made to come. Expect Lucius – I noticed that he wasn't there. The Dark Lord himself conducted the ceremony and all we had to do was confirm our devotion to him with the simple statement "yes Master" and then sign on the dotted line. And that was it. No airs and graces, no sudden burning passionate romance with Rodolphus – nothing. Well expect a clause in this agreement, which I was not made aware of.

As the guests left after the banquet and party I made my way over to Rodolphus, seductively slinking my way around the tables towards him. I had to admit he did look extremely gorgeous. He wore an all black suit that made me want to drool and I am sorry to admit this– but rip off him immediately. He had just impatiently tugged off his tie and threw it to the ground then unbuttoned a few of his top buttons and cuffs when I reached him. He barely glanced up at me and saw my fiery expression when he shook his head.

"No Bella, The Dark Lord has requested your presence with him tonight."

" EXCUSE ME!" I yelled horrified.

" He wishes for you to come to his chamber right away and tend to him."

" But why? Why now, why me?" I asked bewildered and utterly dejected. I had just warmed to the idea of my first night with my husband and now this! Oh it was so unfair!

" Because he has chosen you to be the mother of his child and heir."

"He wants me to have his child?" I ask

" Yes." He replied simply.

" Rodolphus! I am your wife! Do you not think it is a little odd? Do you not mind giving me to another man and for me to have his baby?"

" FUCKING HELL BELLA OF COURSE I DO!" he roared and ran his fingers through his hair angrily. My heart melted at the look of utter despair and loss on his face. " I can't give you away Bella. I know you are going to think I am a complete nut case here after only knowing I was going to marry you three days ago, but Bella – I think I may be in love with you." He looked away his cheeks simmering. I smiled to myself, it seems that my married life is not going to be the nightmare I had anticipated.

"I don't think your mad Rodolphus, I feel the same way. I love you to-"

" You do?" he asks looking at me with a glimmer of hope in his eyes.

" Yes of course I do, I don't know how and I don't know why but I do - " I ramble insanely.

At this, Rodolphus puts a finger to my lips and I halt anxiously. He then wraps his arms around my waist pulling me to him and kisses me passionately for the first time. I freeze in shock at first, his lips were softer than I had expected and I found myself melting in his arms and yearning for more. I pressed myself closer moaning with longing and kissed him back. Just when I thought I couldn't be happier, I felt a deep dark stab of pain in my left arm. Whimpering I pulled back from our kiss and yanked up my sleeve.

" Rodolphus!" I sob breathlessly. " My mark is burning, I think he's calling me to him!"

" You must go Bella, he will kill us both if you don't."

" I know, and I love you. I am so sorry for anything he makes me do – "

"Yes I know. Just go to him and try not to think about it."

So with one last long kiss, I gather my skirts above my ankles and run towards the chamber where I know he'll be waiting for me - my Lord, my Master, my King

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He was sat on a throne – like chair facing the fire with that dreadful snake on his lap. On first appearances he appeared not to see me, so I stood in the shadows and waited for him to acknowledge my presence for a few agonising seconds. My heart was fluttering madly in my chest and I was short of breath. I had no idea what I felt or what I should feel, all I knew was that my pull to my husband was a romantic and loving one. I knew I was to spend the rest of my life with Rodolphus – he was a good man after all. However my pull to the Dark Lord was far darker and deeper than that. I wanted him more than any man in the entire world. I could feel pure lust running through my veins as I could see him so close yet was forbidden to touch him. But I guess that's how he wanted me – on my knees begging for it.

" And now my Bella, you are to repay your debt." I looked up as the Dark Lord – Voldemort – Tom, spoke to me for the first time that evening.

" Master, I am here to serve you." I gasped and sank to my knees.

I heard him laugh darkly and deeply, which made a shiver run through my entire body.

" I should think you are after killing your sister. But its not her I want anymore Bella, its you." I trembled with the thought.

"Do you understand me? You are now to be the mother of my child – the heir of Slytherin."

"But Master! I do not understand. I was married today under your very orders! And now you want me to have your child and become your, your, your SLUT!" I shout. Again he laughs.

" Oh yes Bella, I do not want a wife! What use would a wife be to me? I would get tired of their constant nagging and whining and I would have to look after them and live with them all of the time. This way I get what I want – "

" Which is a child." I interrupt.

" That and the practise my dear." He says slyly. I feel my cheeks simmering and don't dare to look at him. " And afterwards, I can send my lover and slut – as you so kindly put it, home. And poor Rodolphus gets the raw deal I would say."

" As you wish Master." I whisper.

" Oh and I do, but shut up now Bella and let me have what I want."

With that he pushes me violently against the wall and caresses my neck. He hands push me down harder so I am trapped, and powerless to stop anything he does. But this just makes me want him even more; just the mere fact that he has so much power over me and is free to do what he likes with me intoxicates me and drives me insane with longing. His hands, which were pinning me down painfully to the wall slither up my body slyly so I start to tremble with pleasure. It was then that I realised that I was not only being unfaithful to my husband, but unlike I told him, I was actually enjoying it.

And my Master then had his wicked way with me as he had intended, and I obeyed, as I had intended, and I finally got to see a little into why Andromedia had kidnapped me and killed my child. She had thought that The Dark Lord had taken a liking to me and as a consequence had believed that he was the father of my child. But of course he wasn't - Lucius was. And now I finally sympathised with her, which I never thought in a million years I would do, if she were indeed as in love with him as she had claimed, then I wouldn't blame her for trying to kill me. She probably blamed me for everything wrong in her life, but to kill my child – that was completely evil.

However as The Dark Lord lay sleeping next to me a small smile crept to my lips.

" I hope your watching Andromedia." I whispered into the darkness. " I hope your watching from hell."

And with that I turned over and slept also, comforted by the fact that I had got the one person my sister had wanted, and I hoped it hurt her as much as she had hurt me.

Forgive me father, for I have sinned…

( A/N stars supposed to be here!)

Remember the first dance we shared?

Recall the night you melted my ugliness away?

The night you left with a kiss so kind,

Only a scent of beauty left behind…

"Andromedia?"

"What?"

"Do you love him?"

Oh dear friend I remember that night,

The moon, and the dreams we shared.

Your trembling paw in my hand,

Dreaming of that foreign land,

Touching me with a kiss of a beast…

"Tom is my life – you know that…"

"You said he didn't love you."

"He doesn't."

"Well doesn't true love require someone loving you back?"

"Oh shut up Bella your fifteen, you don't know what love is…"

You know my dreams are made of you,

Of you, and only for you…

Your ocean pulls me under,

You voice tears me asunder,

Love me before the last petal falls…

"I hate you Andromedia…

"Big deal, go and shag Lucius, I know you have been sleeping with him Bella…"

"I haven't! Why don't you just piss off you spiteful bitch?"

"ME! I'M THE SPTREFUL BITCH! I'll go and tell Nars…"

"She wouldn't care, their not even going out properly, she says she likes someone else…"

"Shows how much you know…Mother wants them to be married."

"Liar"

"I'm not! You're so stupid Bella!"

As a world without a glance,

Of the oceans grand expanse,

Such a world would be if love didn't flow in thee,

I am aware of your sacrifice,

But your love to me will have to die,

Forgive me, but I need more than you can offer me…

"BELLA! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! HE LOVES YOU DOESN'T HE?"

"Who? Andromedia who? He loves me? Lucius doesn't lo-"

"ARGHHHHHHHH! TOM! TOM LOVES YOU! YOU WHORE!"

"What! No! I have never even spoken to him! Not once! Never!"

"YOU'RE CARRYING HIS CHILD!"

"I'm not, I'm not, please Andromedia believe me!"

"LIAR!"

Did you ever read the tale?

Where happily ever after was to kiss a frog?

Don't you know this tale?

In which all I've ever wanted I could never have,

For who could ever learn to love a beast?

"NOOO! ANDROMEDIA DON'T! PLEASE! NO! STOP!"

"It hurts doesn't it little sister…"

"HE WAS ONLY A BABY! I SHALL KILL YOU! I SHALL TOTRUTE YOU! I WILL MAKE YOU PAY!"

"Oh Bella, we are so similar yet worlds apart…"

"OH YES! AND JUST AS AN AFTER THOUGHT, I SHALL MAKE TOM FALL IN LOVE WIH ME…"

"HA! That's impossible, he shall never go near another women as long as he lives, especially not you…"

However cold the wind and rain,

I'll be there to kiss off you pain,

However cruel the mirrors of sin,

Remember beauty is found within…

"Bellatrix you're crying…I think you had a nightmare. Please stop, you'll wet my pillow."

"Tom…"

"Yes."

"Please…tell me you hated Andromedia, tell me you love me…"

"You know I cannot do that…"

A/N; OMG! OMG! OMG! The 6th book is out in 51 hours! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! CAN'T WAIT PEOPLE! Got to go because I have got to re read the entire 5th one! Remember keep the faith…DARK MARK FOREVER! XxXxXxXxXxX