Do I Know You 7

Disclaimer- I own nothing of Harry Potter… unless you count the 6 hardcover books and the 3 DVDs… but nothing is mine! So take that!

Kiki- KILL ME!

Note- I was (and still am) pissed at myself for thinking this but I'm finding a way around this!

Note 2- I give credit to Brynn cuz she helped me with this chaper… I'm not mad at her, I'm just mad at the idea we came up with!

So… blah, blah, blah… READ!


Chaper 7- There is More to the Truth

I wouldn't really consider Nathan and I 'a couple'. I didn't want a relationship now. He understands that.

In fact, he understands everything. Several nights I've been crying from nightmares. Nathan has shook me awake and when he asked me what was wrong the first couple times, I told him it was just a freaky dream. Three nights ago, I told him everything; I told him I was a witch, about Harry, Ron and Malfoy, even about the rape that I still don't remember. He was there for me, he comforted me; he understood me. Why can't all guys be like him?


Nathan was at school (college) and I was picking him up. I stood outside the car and leaned up against it and looked around for him. Someone knocked on the hood of the car and I turned to see who it was. It was a girl, my height, short hair and a nail filer in her hands chewing gum.

"You trying to steal Nate's car?" she asked me, chopping away.

"No, I'm just waiting for him," I said.

"Oh!" her face lit up. "You're that Hermione chick aren't you?"

That Hermione chick?

"Sure…"

"I'm Sarah, Nate's friend," she smiled.

(A/N- (sorry about the interruption) but this is for xxxsarahxxx- are you happy now? YOU ARE OFFICIALLY IN THE STORY! Go Sarah! Yay!)


Sarah and I talked a bit before Nathan showed up. Several times, glancing around, I swear I saw a familiar blonde walking around. My fucking mind is playing tricks on me.

"My study group is going to go out for pizza, did you want to come with?" Nathan said.

"Your study group?" I asked. Not that I wasn't interested, but I just think it would have been really boring eating pizza (ok not that part) and sitting around a bunch of people talking about construction.

"Sarah will be there," Nathan smiled.

"Are you two dating?" I had to know.

He laughed.

"No, she's just a really great friend," he said.

"Sure, but I'm gonna run back to your house real quickly," I said.

"Alrighty," I pulled up in front of his house.

"I'm going to go pick up Sarah then I'll come back and get you, ok?"

"Yep," I nodded.

I wasn't even up to the porch when I heard it.

"Hermione?"

I looked around but Nathan wasn't anywhere to be found. Then I heard it again.

"Hermione?"

No! No! No, no, no, no, no, NO!

Maybe I'm just imaging it. No one called my name.

"Hermione?"

The voice was louder this time. I'm hearing things. Still, thinking that I'm just hearing things, I kept walking like nothing was happening. But why was I walking slower.

I looked down at my feet. I'M NOT MOVING! Oh no! What if this is some creepy guy that going to rape me… again. Fuck! RUN! And I didn't move.

"HERMIONE!"

The voice was right behind me. I took a deep breath and turned around. Fuck! Is he like stalking me or something?

"What the hell do you want?" I said to Malfoy.

"I just have to talk to you," he answered me.

"I don't want to talk to you." I said. "You have no idea what I have been through."

He opened his mouth to respond but then closed it with nothing to say.

"I've been under so much crap I came here to get away from everything, to get away from the crap and most of all to get away from you!"

"Hermione, I need to tell you something."

"What?"

"I- I…" he stuttered, "the… you… um…"

"I don't have time for your shit Malfoy!"

"I'm trying to figure out how to word it! This is hard for me, you know!"

"Wanna know what's hard? Living a life when you have all this shit to deal with."

"Hermione…"

"And to top it all off, I was raped!"

"Hermione…"

"I was fucking raped! Now I'm here trying to forget about it-"

"Hermione…"

"And forget about you and Harry and Ron-"

"Hermione…"

"And the life I once knew-"

"Hermione…"

"And what sucks most if that I have my memory back-"

"Hermione…"

"And I can't remember who raped me and-"

"HERMIONE!"

I jumped when he shouted.

"What?"

"I did it," he whispered.

"Did what?"

"It was me… I raped you."


And that is why I hate myself! And that is why now you all hate me! So… next chaper is the last chaper! And I will get a working on it!

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