NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE

By Nomanic

-Kagome's New Name-

I killed him. I actually did it. I was to late though. He had already killed everyone. I don't know how he sent demons through the well. He killed my friends in the past, my friends in the future, and my family. He is gone but I am completely alone. I wonder if it was suppose to be this way.

I have the completed Jewel. I don't want it though. It has to be destroyed before it falls into the wrong hands. The jewel doesn't even grant wishes. It's just a power boost to those weak enough to rely on its power rather than their own.

I don't need it. I guess when you lose everything you have ever known and loved you are able to let loose everything you were holding back because you were afraid you were going to hurt someone. I'm not afraid of killing anyone anymore. My powers dropped their disguise of purity and I saw the truth.

I'm not a miko. I'm not a reincarnation of anybody either. I never was. I'm… I don't know. I only know that I'm not a demon nor am I a human. I am stronger than both. I will not be helpless anymore. I will bow to no one.

Everyone can go fuck themselves because I don't care anymore. I'm different than I was. I was reborn. I can't bring myself to call myself by the name of the caring, loving girl I was because I am not either of those things. I believe that even though I killed Naraku and survived, he still managed to destroy Kagome. I will call myself Xandra.

I want people to know my story. I'll start at the end of Kagome's and start my own…

-To Be Continued-

(A/N)- I find myself starting another story without finishing the others. I guess people just didn't take an interest. Hey I Know! If anyone is actually reading this I'll give you a chance to pick up where I left off on my other stories! I'll even beta them for you! You know you want to! Anyway I'm not going to beg you to review because it is beneath me. (Not really but I like to think that!) So have a lovely morning, day, afternoon, evening, night, etc.