A/N - somethings i don't know how to spell and I'm just too lazy to get up and get out the books and figure out how to spell every other word so if it really bothers you then tell me and I will change it. Other than that I'm good to go so this is my first fan fic crosses fingers lets hope its half way decent . . . i'll let you decide that.

Chapter One - Only One Left

Sirius apperated infront of the house he knew so well, a house that he considered home more than anywhere else he had ever lived. This house had contained the very people who had saved him, saved the Sirius from the person he knew he would have became if those inside this house had not been there for him, had not supported his whole heartedly. They had taken him in when he had no where else to go, they had loved him like a son. Now their son and his best friend and his family were inside this house and now he wished they were any where but there. The sky was dark and menancing as he hurridly approched the front door wishing against hope that he would find James, Lily and baby Harry inside playing and laughing like always. Opening the door it opened with out a noise and everything inside the house was silent.

"James! Lily!" Sirius cried out rushing into the kitchen but it was dark and he could not see where he was going and soon enough his foot caught on something lying on the floor, somewhere where there had never been anything before. Stumbling he fell and was feeling what he had fallen onto when he stiffined and squinted into the dim light. Gasping he saw what he had not wanted to see, his best friend James Potter lying still and frozen face first on the ground. "No." he wispered defiantly "No." by this time he was sobbing hystericly "I'm so sorry Prongs. I failed you. I failed Lily and Harry. I should have been your secret keeper. It was Peter it was Peter all along. Why didn't i see it Prongs why didn't i see it?" he questioned. He knew now what had happened that Peter had betrayed them and gone to Voldemort there was no other possible . Carefully he shifted moving along the kitchen as he bumped into a second body with a slightly smaller build then the first. "Lily," sirius choked out "I'm so sorry Lily, so sorry It's all my fault"
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A lound sound resounded throughout the house startling Sirius. Stiffening and then listening harder Sirius heard noises comeing from upstairs. Carefully, not knowing what to expect he crept up each stair avoiding ones that creaked. At the top of the stairs he paused waiting for a sound to indicated where whoever it was was. And soon enough he heard a small sound coming from what was Harry's nursery. Slowly he moved across the hall to the door and getting his wand at the ready he forced open the door.

Dun dun dun - well maybe, for the first couple days i'll be updating everything i have written and then when school starts i'll slow down. i know i know it's pretty short but i wanted a cliffe if that was even one. any way i will update tomaro at the latest. review!

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