Disclaimer: I can't take credit for the brilliant idea that is Degrassi.

Chapter Five:

From that moment, Craig and I kinda bonded a bit. I mean, he had always been my friend, but that was because Ash and him we're attached the hip. Kinda like at a super market where you buy double the toilet paper because you get half of it free. Sale in the Friend's aisle! Buy one Ash, get a Craig for free!

But as crazy as it sounds, we had a lot in common. Not only were both of us insane, but we also really could have cared less what people thought of us. Yet, even with my newfound friendship with Craig, I couldn't help but still taste the bitterness that my break up with Sean left in my mouth. I'd do anything just to get that bitter taste gone, do get Sean back.

I'm pathetic really, a year later and I'm still missing him. Knowing him he's probably off in Wasaga, enjoying himself and reconnecting with his parents while I'm stuck here, at Degrassi, missing him.

But why was I still all hung up over him, why couldn't I just move on? Sure, I love him, but now-a-days people marry and divorce and find new love so fast that you set a clock to it. So why couldn't I move on, fall in love all over again, only with some guy who wouldn't leave me?

But now that sounds conceited. Sean, he went through a lot. Rick could have killed him. I mean, if it had happened to me I would have been screwed up worse than he was. And I guess it was kind of my fault too, I couldn't help him. I had no idea what he was going through or how to help, come on, normally I'm the one that needs the comforting, and how would I know how to help him, right? But it's not anyone's fault…I'm just trying to place some blame I guess, because I still missed him.

I confided all of this confusion in Craig one night while we were watching some French movie with Marco and Paige. He told me, in his normal whimsical Craig-ish way, "Yeah. I know what you mean. Love just screws us over. Especially us, it's just out to get us. Which is not fair cause, what did we do?"

I laughed and put my head on his shoulder. I laughed a lot with Craig, which was good, because I could really use a laugh every now and then.

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